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If neurotic is wanting two mutually exclusive things at one and the same time, then I'm neurotic as hell. I'll be flying back and forth between one mutually exclusive thing and another for the rest of my days.
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July 18th. Trip to Cali in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
My trip to California was a lot better than any of my previous trips so that was good. I landed in LAX after an hour delay and rented a car at Enterprise. Only 14.95 a day---not bad! I drove stra...
June 29th, 2013 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
Well after the shit show last time, I am officially putting my two weeks notice in. My last day will be July 10th and on the 11th-15th I will be in Cali! I am so beyond irritated with the Fern. I...
June 19th, 2013 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
Well the hubby and I are officially back in Beverly! It has been a hectic month. I actually hired movers to move all of our stuff out of storage and into the new apartment while Dave was still in...
May 9th, 2013 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
It has been awhile...but I have a good excuse---I've been SO BUSY! Tomorrow is my last day of class and I am so excited! After realizing I am literally taking these classes for nothing since I di...
April 22nd, 2013 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
I've hated this month. Sometimes I am tired of being strong. Jasper finally seems to be doing better. This morning was pretty bad so after class I took him back to the vet. Rena came with me an...
April 18th, 2013 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
Well Monday was crazy with the bombings in Boston. It was scary and I feel horrible about the people who lost their lives/were injured, but I am relieved it was not a terrorist attack. I feel lik...
April 12th, 2013 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
Well I'm writing this on my phone because I'm currently sittin in a parking lot waiting for my first counseling appointment with a new therapist. As I posted on Facebook, I was not accepted into ...
April 8th, 2013 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
This work week was horrible serving wise, luckily I was on a few functions that made up for my lack of tips on the floor. I worked W, F, and Sunday night serving and walked out with zero dollars!...
April 3rd, 2013 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
Well I finally went back to the doctors about my weight issues. She told me I need to start taking a probiotic in regards to my stomach issues and she also prescribed me zoloft. I was thinking we...
April 1st, 2013 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
Lately I have been hanging out with V a lot. She says she will give me a key to her apartment and I can stay there whenever I want so that was nice of her. We got to talking over a few drinks aft...
March 24th, 2013 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
I have been having odd coincidences happen a little too often. I am definitely one of those individuals that can read between the lines and things tend to pop out at me in unusual ways. Ever read...
March 20th, 2013 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
Saturday/Sunday: V, her friend Fleur from France, and I went out to "Umbria Prime" in Boston on Saturday night after they scored "VIP passes". I haven't been to a club in years, but figuring I am...
March 15th, 2013 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
Well Dave has left. I won't see him for three whole months. That feels like a long time. It is going to be so weird not having him around, but it will give me more time to focus on my classes and...
March 9th, 2013 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
Well just as I was about to give up on keeping Scott in my life, he writes me two letters. I guess sometimes I just get paranoid. I start thinking how annoying I must be to my guy friends and how...
March 6th, 2013 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
Well it has been a long winter over here. I don't mind it, except that I am constantly tired! I have to take a nap at least every other day. And since I am trying to gain weight, I have been eati...
February 27th, 2013 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
Last Friday was intense. It was extremely busy at the Ferncroft and we were short-handed staff for the amount of parties that showed up. Every table was occupied and there were only four servers!...
February 24th, 2013 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
Sigh.......thee ole money problem. Well this year I have to buy two plane tickets to get to Cali for two weddings so I'm saving my tax refund for that. I read online that the best time to buy a t...
February 19th, 2013 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
Class was cancelled today. I definitely was in no mood to sit through a three hour class today, especially while on my pain meds, so I am kind of glad it was....BUT I did drive all the way there ...
February 13th, 2013 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
I have envisions of how I want to look/feel for this year and I know I need to do a lot of work. I am actually trying, but not doing the best job of it. Like quitting smoking...I am doing good, b...
February 4th, 2013 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
Wow, I know it has been awhile. I have been pretty darn busy! I am currently freezing my ass off in the spare room at Rena's. (We moved in last week). They have a pellet stove in the living room...
January 11th, 2013 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
I miss being BUSY. Work has been so slow (like 3 short shifts per week). I have been making literally nothing. Most of the members are gone to their winter homes in Florida. In the meantime I am...
December 17th, 2012 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
Yep...the whole quarter of a century thing. I'm trying to stay positive about it by thinking about my life in 5 year increments. I think back to 15-20. What the hell did I accomplish then? NOTHIN...
December 11th, 2012 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
VENT and sound like a bitch Since OD has been down. Work Tension has been thick like chilled bacon grease. It started the night I worked a function with Pam. Pam is an older lady who literally...
December 4th, 2012: Rockport in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
Today I woke up horribly depressed. I woke up yearning for Washington, which ultimately always leaves me in a foul mood for the rest of the day because I'm here, not there and I know I bitch and...
December 1st, 2012 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
poetry Well I never mentioned the other night, but Dave said he would go with me to my first poetry open mic night in Massachusetts. I've been trying to get into the poetry scene over here, but ...
