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Well school is flying by as usual! Next quarter will be my last quarter as an undergrad! I am preparing for graduation, and I do not want to walk, but since I’m in the Honors, I have to–which mea...

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I’ve been studying for this test for about a year, making the past few months crunch time. I cannot afford a tutor, and my school does not offer any prep classes, so I basically had to learn ever...

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Well things sure have changed for the better in the past year! I decided to get back on prose, partly hoping that the two people I follow regularly on here will stay updated as well! It’s easy to...

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Well it has been so long since I’ve updated this journal, and so many things I wanted to write about, but such little time! School started and is going pretty great. I have had two midterms and g...

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I have been excited to start school since my foot landed in California last year. I had to wait until this fall because most schools (that I can afford) out here are impacted. So I’m finally in a...

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A is back from vacation tomorrow and I am very excited. I don’t want to be apart from him for that long again. We have spoken a lot about what we want from each other and I am really eager to try...

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I can’t stop listening to this beautiful song. I’m filled with so many emotions I haven’t felt in forever. I should be writing all about my Washington trip, which was AMAZING, but I just feel lik...

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Things have been going quite well between A and I. We have been spending a lot more time together and I am loving how close we have become. We are officially boyfriend/girlfriend, but I am trying...

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I got off work around 6:30, went home and got ready to meet up with A at his house in R-side. I was so nervous on the drive there, and was proud of myself for not smoking any cigarettes and didn’...

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Well lust has filled my heart yet again! I had the most amazing time with A the other night. We were lying on a blanket at the beach at night watching the stars, listening to the waves crash, en...

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Well I’m typing this in bed it’s about one in the morning. Sorry in advance for the typos. I just have a lot on my mind in regards to men and my future. I usually push thoughts about guys to side...

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Yesterday was the pool party at S&K’s house and it was so much fun!! It really made me realize that even though sometimes shit gets bad at work, I really do work with a bunch of awesome peopl...

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Well it was a crazy weekend. I got off work around 10 on Friday and went to Lisa’s and we all went to Chap lanes for some drinks and pool. Morgan’s dad is a trip lol. Around 1 we went back to the...

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Well I am finally out of the place I’ve been sharing with Derek. It’s surreal, and I think if things weren’t going so good outside of that, I wouldn’t be feeling so lively. But things have been a...

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The ball finally seems to be rolling along again. I can’t wait to start talking to someone once I figure out which therapist my insurance will cover. I want to finally heal old wounds…and there a...

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Well it has been awhile since I have seen the psychic at the old school house, but I felt it was time. I got a general reading at first and then went more specific. My overall question was what p...

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I was very happy to be one of the few that can maintain a friendship with an ex. Especially with him. He was my best friend. He was my husband. After the divorce I tried very hard to keep our fri...

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They walked around with their heads held high and I wondered how did they do it. It was as if the clouds had disappeared for the rest of the world and I saw things no one else did. Or maybe I jus...

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Grasping upon two heavy bundles of rope. I feel the harsh threads puncture my hands; pain then numbness. White knuckles ready to crack and bleed out. I am overwhelmed by the anxiety caused from a...

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I have that craving to leave. I am getting claustrophobic here. I don’t see anything that lets me breath in my immediate future. Just stuffiness and anticipation. Don’t really know what I am wait...

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Well like I always say, time sure is flying by! I feel like I am in crunch mode since the end of the year is approaching and I need to be out of this apartment by the end of February. I got mysel...

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I am currently listening to the bangs and booms from the upstairs unit that they are fixing after the ghetto people destroyed it. The dogs are barking periodically, and I am just reminded of how ...

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My life has been hectic as usual. I recently got a hold of an old friend who is going through a tough time. I went out to see her and it was just like old days when had our “depression confessio...

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I swear my parents are trying to get evicted from this place and I have to really get things figured out before that happens. They tried to ask me if Derek and I would take over the lease. Um no!...

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I haven’t updated a lot lately. I don’t know why, but writing isn’t as important to me as it used to be…and that makes me despondent. I have been pulled out of myself so many times in the past fo...

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