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If neurotic is wanting two mutually exclusive things at one and the same time, then I'm neurotic as hell. I'll be flying back and forth between one mutually exclusive thing and another for the rest of my days.
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5/4/04 in Victim of Society
I feel SOOOOOOO bad right now. I found out some really sad news today about Daniel. I don't even want to type it out it's depressing. I was wondering why he hadnt been at school lately and today ...
5/2/04: The Keith Night in Victim of Society
I guess my OD name is hypocritical because I sure didn't think twice last night. It all started with me going over to Gen's house. Amanda, Jacklin, and Alison were there too and we were all gett...
4/23/04 in Victim of Society
I don't know what's wrong with me but I just need to vent. First off I have this really bad cold and all I feel like doing is sleeping. Well what else is new? I always only feel like sleeping. Ev...
4/20/04: Jennifer's baby in Victim of Society
I was soooooo incredibaly tired today it really sucked. I could barely stay awake at school and fell asleep in like 3 of my classes. It was a compact day so we got out at 1 and of course the day ...
4/16/04: Famous Stars and Straps in Victim of Society
First off.... ME AND CHRIS BROKE UP!!!!!!!!! YAY!!! I feel more free haha. Tonight was pretty pointless. Like there was going to be this huge ass rumble between the punks (my friends) and then t...
4/15/04: Kissing Seth in Victim of Society
I am a BAD girlfriend. I think we all know that by now. But here is a debrief of yesterday.. Heather comes over with JD. We go to Kim's market, get chasers. Walk to park-drink. Walk to evergreen...
4/7/04: Survey in Victim of Society
//9 bands you've been listening a lot to lately 1. oasis 2. slip knot 3. the blood brothers 4. hot cross 5. brand new 6. linkin park 7. the offspring 8. blink 182 9. avril lavigne //04 things y...
4/4/04: Drive-Thru Carl's Jr in Victim of Society
*Side note: I miss being excited about little things like this: My adventure through the Carl's Jr Drive Thru dun dun dun! It all started when I woke up and my grandma told me she was gonna go ...
3/29/04 in Victim of Society
So today was pretty chill, especially for a Monday. Two really great things happened today! First, Daniel got his ass kicked and I got to watch!!! hahahah it was the FUNNIEST THING EVER..oh man! ...
3/28/04: The hammock in Victim of Society
First of all, I gotta say that Gil, Robert and Scott are annoying fucks! They were being sooo gay last night. I dont know what happened to Gil but he changed. They found out my Open Diary name an...
3/26/2004: Tariq in Victim of Society
Today I had an ortho appt and the last time I had one, my mom said she saw this guy that I used to go to school with in elementary and his name is Tariq. I was really dissapointed because I didn'...
3/24/2004 in Victim of Society
Well Josh has been down for awhile now, staying over at Justins, and I still haven't seen him yet. I would have gone up sooner but I do not want to be around Justin at all. Today at lunch we were...
3/23/2004 in Victim of Society
Today at lunch, Kim came and sat by me which was weird because I thought she hated me. And this new girl, Trixy walks by and Kim goes "Oh man I can not stand her!" So Trixy comes and sits by us a...
3/22/2004: The Bus Ride in Victim of Society
So me and drea were bored today and decided to go ride the bus sumwhere. We were waiting at this bus stop by her house and this lady with taurettes(cant spell) was talking to us and like telling ...
3/21/2004 in Victim of Society
Last night was one of the best nights I've had since the night with Jake. During the day, Gil, Heather, Scott, Chris, Anthony, Robert, Clair Jennifer and I went to the thrift shop and found a bun...
3/20/2004 in Victim of Society
Well now Andrea is going to go to Vista for independent study :( It sux, I probably wont be able to see her much anymore. But at least I dont have to see her and john makeout every two seconds at...
3/19/2004 in Victim of Society
Well I am at school right now in Child Development. I am sooo pissed off. I was crying when I found out. Andrea is getting kicked out. She had to many offenses on her record and that fucker edwar...
3/18/2004 in Victim of Society
Well the reason Mr. Edward's called was to yell at my mom for taking my friend Andrea off campus at lunch. Which is soo stupid because Andrea's mom said it was ok. And he was like "You had no rig...
3/17/2004 in Victim of Society
Today the stupid assistent principal Mr. Edwards called my house leaving a message telling my mom to "Call him right away" Ugh. What the fuck? I KNOW I did not do anything wrong so I'm not worrie...
3/16/2004: Cousins in Victim of Society
Well I know alot of people who are really close with their cousins and it makes me stop and think, how come I'm not close with my cousins? I guess it's because alot of them are so much older then...
3/15/2004 in Victim of Society
Whenever I watch White Oleander it makes wish I were an artist. It seems like artist's see life through a different point-of-view then other people. I wish I saw life through that point of view. ...
3/13/2004 in Victim of Society
So, Scotti got to come down and hang out with all of us today. We all wanted to go do something really fun since we don't get to all hang out very often but of course we couldn't think of anythin...
3/12/2004 in Victim of Society
Last night Heather was pissing me off sooo much. She always gets that way when shes on Evergreen. She thinks shes the shit and that everyone there likes her sooo much. Then she was like, "Yeah th...
3/9/2004 in Victim of Society
Well my parents just told me that we didn't get the house they wanted, someone already bought it. Which kinda sux since I was finally starting to like it. But at least now maybe we can find a hou...
3/7/2004 in Victim of Society
Well I thought yesterday was just going to be another boring day home bymyself. I called Heather and she told me she was gonna go to evergreen at 6:30 so I was like oh yay I have sumthing to do. ...
