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"Waiting for my Petrichor"

by the_bell_jar

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I am moving back to California. AHHHHH I can't believe it. I really didn't want to have it all come to this, but in the end I believe it is the best decision for both my present life and my futur...


February 02, 2014

December 25th

Well I still can't believe how different things are this year compared to last year. But I should be used to it by now? I haven't had consistency since I was a child! On Xmas eve Rodney and I wen...


February 02, 2014

November 6th, 2013

Well I am here at my grandma's house in Laguna Woods. The weather is SO nice. I can't remember the last time I experienced good weather....And I am not looking forward to going back to 30 degrees...


February 02, 2014

October 27th, 2013

So last week I find out that Dave has been talking to an ex....(I went on his FB and read the messages). Part of me was shocked and the other part of me relieved that now I didn't have to be the ...


February 02, 2014

October 21st, 2013

I’ve tried for a week to log in to OD…I am surprised it actually let me today. I want to perhaps switch to Prosebox, but I know it will not be the same. I am finally back on birth control and I ...


February 02, 2014

October 2nd, 2013

R and I have been hanging out a lot. The other night we went to some spot out in Wenham to chill. It felt like I was driving through Washington and it was so pretty! We parked the car and it was ...


February 02, 2014

September 26th, 2013

Well I always knew this time would come, but I definitely was not thinking this soon. I am happy though. I feel a huge sense of relief. Dave and I are getting a divorce. Right now it is all just ...


February 02, 2014

September 19th, 2013

The other night R texted me saying that he got out of work early. I was soooo happy and asked if he wanted to take a drive with me to pick up V at the airport. He said yes and he ended up driving...


February 02, 2014

September 17th, 2013

School has been awesome! I absolutely love my poetry and literature class. I feel like I am entering a philisophical discussion each time I'm in class and I LOVE talking about life in that sense....


February 02, 2014

September 10th, 2013

V is officially in France until mid September, which only meant one thing prior to her departure: one of V's infamous parties. I had a Saturday off so I was stoked! Grabbed some Blue Moon and ot...


February 02, 2014

September 4th, 2013

the glass door, faces hidden by our own reflection opens gently the screen, can you hear me better now? opens calmly facing one another touching. slow jagged awkward movements. the sip of alcohol...


February 02, 2014

August 29th, 2013

My YH quiz was yesterday and I guess I passed because they never called me and they said no call is good news! :) It is going to be so awesome NOT studying cheese, sauces, breads, etc. etc. etc....


February 02, 2014

August 20th, 2013

I can't believe it has been a little over a week since I left the Fern. I feel like it has been so long. Work has been stressful...I am still in training until the end of this month. We basically...


February 02, 2014

August 14th, 2013

Well a lot has been going on. I barely use my laptop so I never update like I should! But I got a new job at the Yard House and I had orientation yesterday. Basically it was just a bunch of corpo...


February 02, 2014

July 29th, 2013

Dave and I have been talking about getting another dog and Ive been checking the shelter. I really wanted another Maltese but they are expensive and Dave wanted a different kind. We found Slater ...


February 02, 2014

July 18th. Trip to Cali

My trip to California was a lot better than any of my previous trips so that was good. I landed in LAX after an hour delay and rented a car at Enterprise. Only 14.95 a day---not bad! I drove stra...


February 02, 2014

June 29th, 2013

Well after the shit show last time, I am officially putting my two weeks notice in. My last day will be July 10th and on the 11th-15th I will be in Cali! I am so beyond irritated with the Fern. I...


February 02, 2014

June 19th, 2013

Well the hubby and I are officially back in Beverly! It has been a hectic month. I actually hired movers to move all of our stuff out of storage and into the new apartment while Dave was still in...


February 02, 2014

May 9th, 2013

It has been awhile...but I have a good excuse---I've been SO BUSY! Tomorrow is my last day of class and I am so excited! After realizing I am literally taking these classes for nothing since I di...


February 02, 2014

April 22nd, 2013

I've hated this month. Sometimes I am tired of being strong. Jasper finally seems to be doing better. This morning was pretty bad so after class I took him back to the vet. Rena came with me an...


February 02, 2014

April 18th, 2013

Well Monday was crazy with the bombings in Boston. It was scary and I feel horrible about the people who lost their lives/were injured, but I am relieved it was not a terrorist attack. I feel lik...


February 02, 2014

April 12th, 2013

Well I'm writing this on my phone because I'm currently sittin in a parking lot waiting for my first counseling appointment with a new therapist. As I posted on Facebook, I was not accepted into ...


February 02, 2014

April 8th, 2013

This work week was horrible serving wise, luckily I was on a few functions that made up for my lack of tips on the floor. I worked W, F, and Sunday night serving and walked out with zero dollars!...


February 02, 2014

April 3rd, 2013

Well I finally went back to the doctors about my weight issues. She told me I need to start taking a probiotic in regards to my stomach issues and she also prescribed me zoloft. I was thinking we...


February 02, 2014

April 1st, 2013

Lately I have been hanging out with V a lot. She says she will give me a key to her apartment and I can stay there whenever I want so that was nice of her. We got to talking over a few drinks aft...


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OpenDiary is shutting down in two weeks. I am beyond devastated; therefore, I am moving some of my entries to this site in hopes of continuing my online journal and meeting fellow writers. I know it will be nothing like OD, but it is better than nothing!