I’m beside myself. It’s so hot we’ve got the air on full blast. But our money is slowly draining away and… None to replace it. DH hasn’t worked since January Hasn’t done a job since April I...

I believe I have uncovered a promotor using the money paid to promote me - promoting themselves. Gotta hand it to them… At least they have ambition.

I have returned with another one of these music-related entries.  It is my intent to move away from saying any disparaging remarks about today's music.  As I've said before, I despise the mu...

The last few days have been a struggle. My anxiety is off the charts. I woke up yesterday in pure panic before 4 a.m. I ended up working over 12 hours. Just trying to stay busy. Angry that I was...

My private student for today canceled at the last minute and without thinking about it I rescheduled him for next week. On my week off. Oh well. It is just one session and always a congenial o...

It’s been almost a year since I’ve last written in this journal. I guess I just forgot about it. My mental state has been pretty rough lately, and I’ve been told to begin journaling again. ...

i dont remember the last words of my mother, she was a blathering idiot after her stroke. but i remember the day she died. i was quite stoic until the undertaker pulled the sheet over her head...

Hi again, another thrilling update. Ive probably talked about it before but I am abjectly the king of all pessimism. I mean I think Eeyore is a bigger optimist than me. I'm a big believer in the...

So I worked daytime yesterday. I was absolutely exhausted. I’m so glad to just be sitting here getting a break from everything before my daughter has her sleepover tonight. She was asked to stay...

Tomorrow we fly. We brought in the camp chairs, and I will move the patio furniture so it is a little more out of the sun and rain. Move the umbrellas in. Sort through my electronics, toiletr...

The saying - can we agree to disagree?  Uhh - no.  All that does is concede that neither of us have the energy to admit wrong. It also forces us to admit we are hard-headed, stubborn if you wi...

Lately, it has been a lot of the same stuff, different day. Wake up, work on reselling for 8 hours, with a 20-45 minute break for lunch, make dinner, and then watch tv for the rest of the evenin...

The Homeworld and the Future 2030: Chapter 1 Link: https://x.com/RaphaelTiriel/status/2052841705347371353?s=20

I still log in most every day, even though I am not writing very often. Folks from my old diary know this to be my pattern. So, what's been happening? I've been dealing with some frustrations ...

There was peace in the land. I just renewed my contract, and I started to feel safer at work. Then I put my foot in my mouth. Long backstory short, in October, my employers intercepted a letter...