Hows everyone doin? I just got home from my neurologist appointment. Always fun. I saw a different NP today for some reason, not sure where Hanisch was, or if she is even there anymore. BUT I...

Got a letter from my solicitor today… My MHRT has been rearranged for the 1st of November now… Excited to get this one done and dusted now!! 🤘

Today I am afraid to go to work. I am always afraid that I will be fired. I know I probably won’t, but I fear that I will. Last night, I had a small disagreement with a coworker. I spent all n...

So… this is from a Fashion website so take that with a grain of salt but some things from an article on “Couples Therapists Reveal the Biggest Deal Breakers Couples Ignore” https://www.fashionbea...

1972: Mage and Margot visiting my mother at Le Rondelet, Shelter Island. • This month is whizzing by. Fast. • I’m plugged into the Million Veteran Project tracking genetics. • Ge...

So…I decided I was going to drown myself in my work and school and kids till further notice. Well, I lasted a couple days…I need adult interaction. So I decided I was going to join some dating si...

Great way to doom yourself to a shiftless art-bum’s fate is to get a film degree, so I got one of those. Great way to legally indemnify your art-bum life is to wait until the statute-of-limitatio...

‘ so evan & I are good we’ve been good for awhile. We haven’t had any fights in..........um............almost 3 months. the last one we had was Sept. 17th. well that seems like a long time to...

I decided that I wanted to hurt tonight, apparently…I sat down and willfully put on the album, “From A Basement On The Hill” by Elliott Smith. I’m one track in right now and I’m already feeling ...

Okay, here goes. Do you know that nagging, awful, fluttery feeling when you can’t quite get settled? Imagine that for 6 straight months. I don’t know if I’ll ever be at ease again. My chest feel...

emphasized textI want to love myself the way my friends seem to love me. I want to romanticize myself. Here are some things about me that are maybe, possibly, worth romanticizing. -freckles -skin...

When I agreed to start teaching I was asked how many students I could possibly max out my class at. I wanted to laugh at that. Ideally my max capacity for students would be something like a doz...

That’s right. Exactly ten years to the day since the factory closed and I’ve been unemployed. No big deal. I don’t miss it at all. Tomorrow it is supposed to cool off to the high nineties for a ...

I’m just feeling a little down tonight. Not really sure why. Sometimes I think I might be bipolar. Because sometimes I’m just really happy and energetic and other times I dwell on everything neg...

Aloha… When I got home from lunch today… I noticed a very foul smell in the garage… perhaps a dead mouse or ??? Determined to find and get rid of it… I started moving shelving around… nope… okay…...