I had some things planned for this entry. Super deep thoughts and possibly the answers to whatever ails you. But then I got bored and forgot. So here instead is some music I was li...

So I got off an hour early. It was completely dead. I’m pissed that I didn’t make my car payment. I did stop and get my salad and got a couple of things at the store. I managed to get pulled ove...

I never take anything for anything, but I’ve never experienced a level of pain like this before, so I took everything. I wiped my liver clean of vital antioxidants with painkillers. Worth it? Y...

Our friend V has a 17 year old son, M who has Down Syndrome, is partly deaf, learning difficulties and asthmatic. She had us in fits of hysterical laughter when she said M was 6 and he was sit...

I guess the big news in the world of gaming today would be that pre-orders finally went live for Grand Theft Auto VI.  I decided to go ahead and get my pre-order in for the PS5 version a...

Sometimes old pain is what was blocking the new ideas. Does anyone call marijuana “Oregon Oregano”? Because they SHOULD. I am way outta touch with pop music stuff but, like, Chappel ...

Tomorrow is the start of another work week for me. Hopefully it will go well. I’m brand new “in production” so it’s a little bit stressful at times because I don’t know what I’m doing yet. As ti...

The town I live in has about 400 people living in it. No grocery store, but two gas stations, a closed elementary school, three churches, and a closed one. That church closed up due to lack of ...

Yes, it is an exceptionally hot summer in much of Europe, and an early one.  33°C/92°F outside as I work at the desk in my climate-controlled 23°C/74°F sitting room and watch the sweltering tour...

I wouldn’t call it crazy. Crazy feels too sudden, too dramatic, too easy of an explanation for something that took root so quietly. What happened to me wasn’t an explosion. It was erosion. A l...

(Disclaimer- this isn’t a super positive entry and I don’t want to bum anyone out, so feel free to skip.) I know it’s been a little bit, but sometimes disassociating is how I handle things, hea...

Had to give an eulogy for my dad. It was at a church my grandmother attended and raised her kids in (she had 8). My dad stopped going to the church when he became an adolescent, but my grandmo...

I’ll probably be adding to this. Big gloating season for socialists and everyone who hates genocide. Also, check out “today in last year” on my sidebar. These images are blocked in some locatio...

California Tree Poppies from over at the track yesterday morning. They are thriving this year. On my way home from the gym where I ran into Charity coming out as I was headed into the locker r...

Being anywhere other than in this present moment is a form of slavery. Author unknown A shocking and unexpected reminder of my mortality, and a flood of conflicting memories descended on me S...