YouTube, I am not suicidal. I appreciate people caring. I may not be on YouTube, Rumble, Prosebox, and Opendiary much because I am busy with the final edits to my novel. This might go on until e...

Note: This section was written in 2005 and edited in 2024 for sharing. With tears streaming down my face, we left the mountain on September 7th. I felt beaten, helpless, and hopeless. It seemed...

Zamawiam sprzęt i suplementy od dłuższego czasu, a najczęściej korzystam z różnych dostawców, w tym https://pl.m3cargo.com/ , bo mają dobrą ofertę na transport i logistyka idzie sprawnie. Co do ...

Today was a pretty good day. I already slept late last night since my training also finished late; regardless, I was able to get about 7 hours’ worth. I was worried that I’d oversleep, but thank...

My dad died. I knew it would be sooner rather than later, but it was still sudden and unexpected. Rob and I had been visiting his family 13 hours away when I got the phone call. His neighbors ha...

Anybody ever use klarna before? I am debating on buying a ditto projector and will have to pay payments for it.

They treated me as though I were elderly. Prior to all this mess I went to the Y 4 days a week. I am a proportional height and weight. There is nothing about me that reads elderly. They aske...

It’s something I’ve read smarter people than me wonder about and their wondering and talking about it has made me think about it. I used to think that maybe it was just extreme talk, but now I t...

I don’t know what’s going on with me lately. My brain has been fighting me on everything. I went back to work after our little anniversary extended long weekend to find out that I was put on a t...

I’m making my rounds of trying to catch up with everyone. I’ll post a proper entry later but I just wanted to mark that it’s 200 days sober today. I’m famished and got ribs on the grill! ✌️ Y...

I am so tired. I haven’t had a good nights sleep since Dana left. I try to go to bed early and I can’t sleep. I just lay there, listening to the animals breathe while my brain runs like it’s in...

I drove over to pick up Jo to take her to get her taxes started.... I do not live in the same city as Jo it is not a long commute or anything but is takes about 20 mins to get there. I took a sh...

Votex and Portals. My time has shifted. I’ve had startling revelations where I realized it was me, always me, talking to myself through time. I can’t really explain it, of course. I only have ...

I’ve been crazy for a while now, I guess. Like, all of this “No you’re only insane if you ANSWER yourself” stuff, fuckin’, you know, it’s like, TRUE, man! I’m such a cool guy in my head except f...

Most of yesterday and last night was VERY strong winds and torrential rain, I loved every second of it! We had our bedroom window open all day/night! We went to the Crown &n Cushion for Ful...