How I was just complaining about not wanting to start a business or go out of my way to do all this work, and yet here I am doing A LOT of work 😂 I’m not lazy. I never have been. I think I just...

My last entry left off on LAST Tuesday. Tuesday afternoon, we headed to the food pantry to grab a few groceries. We got a lot of good stuff to hold us over until I either made a sale, or Rick’s ...

Saw a friend a few days ago that I hadn’t seen in almost a year. Caught up on life while drinking a few beers at our local dive bar. He told me of his future plans but everything seems to be sti...

Alone in this dark pit I’ve been here many times before. The silence reminds me of my endless torment. The static in the air creates pressure in my ears. My heart races— its pounding swall...

 Dear God, I woke up thinking about a swimsuit from my dream. I was working with Anabel, and she was talking to me. She said she didn’t really want to spend time with someone — that she only ...

Cashed in 32K Marlboro points for a drone with a 1080p camera. It’s only one-hundred points per pack of cigarettes. By the time I smoked enough to get that many I’m sure I could have purchas...

I heard you once say not long agoThat I have a light That I don't belong in darknessThat I'm not built to hide away in some hole But girl I know I have some of the dark in me Cuz it's the ...

So, because the department is minimally interested in moving us to an entirely new building, one that is larger and able to accommodate all the people we now have in the office, the powers that...

8:49 pm 3/2/26 I spoke to one of my friends about Jennifer and she said to give her the benefit of the doubt. Jen said that she has a lot on her mind and that's why she hasn't spoken to me. Ok....

Happy March, everyone! March? How is it March already? The last time I checked it was JUST October. I guess that’s what happens when you spend an entire month in the hospital. You know, through ...

It’s kind of hard to believe it’s already the start of March. It’s cold and dark and rainy today. The kind of day I’d like to just stay in and do nothing. I talked myself out of going to various...

Dear Diary: 10 years ago, I went plant-based. It feels like a lifetime ago. It’s the end of an era, however. I introduced Bison into my diet today. That’s it. That’s my diary post.

Still recovering from septo surgery. It’s been long, tiring, and slow. I’m definitely getting too old for this shit. Please consider joining and reading this AI-generated book based on a synops...

I’ve been thinking about this scene lately. It had a profound impact on me when I was a young child. The whole movie, in fact. It’s hard to imagine now, but when I was a child this was the ...

The new month enters. I’m… not better. I still have significant work to even get to okay. We will see what this month brings. But before I get there… I just want to say… I know this is maybe ...