I know I said I wouldnt weigh myself for a while but I did this morning and found that Ive lost 2lbs! I find that awesome because I’m losing fat, not just water weight. I tried on a couple shirts...

Current Book: I just started the His Dark Materials series. I want to read them before HBO releases their TV adaptation. The trailer looked amazing. Also, Children of Blood and Bone is going to b...

…is no fun. I hurt myself repeatedly. Not physically, but mentally and emotionally. I jerk myself around. I feel one thing one day and the opposite the next. I have random thoughts that cut like...

Oscar Meyer, upon witnessing his son Nathan’s murder: “Kahn’s!!!” An ad using the song “I’ve got the world on a string” in an ad for tampons. The key to understanding how I use social medi...

Sometimes I feel like I don’t matter at all. I just want it all to be gone. Wishing I wasn’t even here at all. Wondering why do I feel so small. Thinking why everyone is so tall. Pondering if I...

Do any of you have a pen name? If so how did you go about choosing your name? I have been considering one for a while and have a few in mind. Just looking to feel inspired by other established...

That was me. My head was in a little cage, but my socks were a darker blue. I did laundry yesterday, and I will do more today. Life consists of laundry days and Doctor’s appointment days. T...

Okay, to jazz myself up for a life of meaninglessness today, I’m reading Spin City Scripts. One of my all time favorite shows about politics and quite possibly the reason I’m okay being an ASSIS...

It’s been a long time, hasn’t it? Why I’d say that like that? Well life is great. I got treated for jy depression a d had a breakdown when I thought I was fine. One of the side effects of the med...

Current Book American Messiahs: False Prophets of a Damned Nation by Adam Morris. It’s a brief history of evangelism and its influence on American socialism in our history. I also read Beauty Que...

Tuesday Tumblings A couple of weeks ago, someone challenged me to make a list of things about me that are awesome. I didn’t do it- the very nature of the excercise seemed braggadocios at best, an...

Still sick. I’m really annoyed. I can’t really taste. It was hot as hell yesterday, but I still ate soup. Black Coffee Ginger Tea with Honey (4 points) B - Split Pea & Kale Soup from the f...

It’s one of his better ones, so we can start there. Yeah, it had disappointing bits, but they weren’t as apparent as some of his other works, where I kind of forgot to get scared. The trouble w...

since I was a young kid in elementary school I knew what porn was. I began using it regularly in middle school throughout highschool without ever questioning it. I am now 19 and understand the da...

Current Book: I just finished “Jack Of Hearts (And Other Parts)” by L.C. Rosen (Cute but ended suddenly - I kinda wish it was out when I was a teenager - and have today moved on to “What If It’s ...