A Blue living room. 2018. More rain was forecast, but we see only small showers. I plan to spend my day running up and down stairs. Unromantic stuff. The forecast thunder storms bribe...

Te is still being very secretive. But after yesterday’s text, she told me she was on her way to an AA meeting. sigh. Nikki, my sister, was going with her. This morning, she texted me: I went ...

I wanted to see if the yarn I bought would do good for a pacifier baby like I just made (my first commission!!!). So I decided to do a little Mellie and decided to put a rabbit hat on her. What d...

From here onI am going to shut off comments on any entry related to abortion. (I’ve also created a separate book so people can choose to follow or not.) As much as I enjoy discourse, I have eno...

who would she be? what type of person would she be? Does it make sense to keep her background similar to mine or would that be too obvious and would make it more difficult to believe it is all a ...

All In The Family is on. Today, Tuesday, I finally saw my counselor. Pushed back once because I had the flu and once again but she had new baby issues. Well, Dr. Gilbert didn’t tell her about...

Here is a list of things I’ve been doing to avoid feeling the loss of your presence. Smoking a lot of marijuana like more than I’ve ever smoked in my life previously. Pretending I exist in an al...

11:07am I want to start typing things but I’m afraid I’ll get distracted and never finish. Today is supposed to be my super productive day but we’ll see how it goes. There is so much on my mind ...

Now that I am getting older (or at least I feel old even though people tell me I’m not yet old) I have been thinking about what I’d like to leave the world when I go. Well I don’t know. I’ve liv...

Dear Friend, I need to resort to this. Otherwise I’m lying in bed doing nothing. I’m so lazy with bedtime routine. I just want to skip straight from working to sleeping, without the hassles of br...

Close your eyes. Put your hands over them. Breathe quickly in and out and in and out and Over and over Do it so many times that when you move your hands away from your face it feels like an oc...

…I never call, I never write, it’s a wonder you still read! It may be a while before I write again. Mr. Laptop is freezing on me. It took all day to get online. Nothing but buffering. I knew it w...

well home and my stepdad told me to clean his truck and wax it. it is bright red and very hard to wax and make look right. I got done He said I passed but only by the skin of my teeth which means...

So technically, this is his second tux. We ordered one when we very first decided to have a vow renewal last year in April. I wanted to lock in the colors I chose (so I couldn’t dally and chang...

My first entry…I’m quoting a 2000’s rock song. Fine again by Seether. I’m stuck in this corner of my-life. Maybe its a mid-twenties crises. It might as well be. There is a fork in the road. Do I ...