My Psychiatrist is a bit of a ding dong. She’s charming, but she’s not the most intelligent or intuitive person. Normally I would never speak ill of someone who is clearly (at a base level at lea...

Wednesday was my last official day at work for the rest of the week. We have concerts on Wednesday and the VS Team had a team building/get together. I made spinach artichoke dip and brought pita ...

Crumbling infrastructure, missing beams, shaking foundations, sinkholes, and earthquakes carving up the tissue inside my skull. It takes skill to make a trek into this mind of mine. There are oub...

I’m in floods of tears because Husband is taking my xbox away. I never use it. He bought it. I’ve no right to cry! I suspect this isn’t really about the xbox.

I don’t personally have that many close friends. Given my awkwardness and place on the spectrum it’s hard to make friends. It’s even harder realizing that two people who you thought of and treate...

I woke up this morning and said “no” I went back to sleep. I finally got out of bed at some point…maybe around 2PM…and I showered…and I drank some Gatorade…and I threw it up…and I drank some wa...

*Brainstorming for a horror revenge movie screenplay based on my life** shrugs No matter what I do, I end up sliding back down to the same shitty pit again and again. I’m not strong enough to de...

I woke up depressed today… Again. This feeling won’t go away, and this is my time of year! Summer has always been my prime time. I just don’t know what’s worth fighting for, if anything at all an...

I’m so dead. My legs are achy and I’m ready to pass out, but my brain isn’t quite calmed enough. Usually dinking around on my phone for a few minutes does the trick, thus here I am. In the last t...

So I had my test today. Basically they flush dye through your fallopian tubes to make sure they’re not blocked by anything. Didn’t take very long. It wasn’t as uncomfortable as I anticipated. And...

Wildside Shit, but wasn’t Motley Crue a tight band in their day? Peace No complaints. Okay a few exceptions. Anthony Bourdain I wasn’t a fan. In fact, the only time I accidently watched “Parts...

A fellow PB’er posted this comment on my entry with the quote from Elie Wiesel. They have given me permission to share. <3 “That man and his books, both Night and Day, radically changed my l...

1.) Evil isn’t even the worst problem, at least in a vacuum. The evil of the handful wouldn’t be able to get very far without the apathy of the many. Apathy is the enabler that makes whatever evi...

I had major surgery in November 2016. My beloved Grandma passed the very next month. I was hospitalized last summer. My Nanny passed in October. That’s when I was sure that my Grandma’s death w...