Rest assured, the house and home are fine. This is more about the macro environment, not so much about micro. Well, except that we had a freezer failure. That stunk. Not literally because we ca...

Every so often I get tied up in my own self doubt. The numbers are in on some of my latest releases.. radio isn’t as friendly as they used to be. I can’t get one of PR guys to call me back. Fe...

I’ve always been kind of weird Now I can sense it, cognize it, know it on a level that is not mind, but a full-body recognition. It is about being empty. It does become somewhat lonely when I...

Ask someone acting all sullen: “dude, who wamboed your Combos?” …how has Christopher Lloyd never played the Batman villain “Mr. Freeze”? It seems almost too obvious. Already has the “I w...

A messy patch of not quite wildflowers near the garden late this morning. I needed to go back there at some point today to offer support to the borage, which was growing so fast I found it lea...

Yesterday was a doozy. I spent almost all day figuring out how to list dozens of different perfume samples in one listing on eBay. I wanted to set up variations and it took hours upon hours. I a...

Typically, the songs that get stuck in my head or “just pop in there” have at least some mild connection to something. An anime theme jumps in there? Well, I’ve been watching more Anime lately,...

Friday long cherished rain been a while since my latest entry... lets play catchup 20th of may: in the evening I was at Sofia Isella Open Air concert.. what a blast. I discovered a new art...

It's been a shi**y week. A really shi**y week. My brother announced he was overwhelmed by caring for our Dad and said he was no longer able to contribute. He's the main carer.He'd had a roug...

Had to call off work yesterday, woke up went to shave and could barely stand. Apparently me not being in pain was delayed. Spent the day getting high and playing Path of Exile 2. Probably s...

Over a week ago I saw Titanique, and I am still thinking about it. As I said in the two sentence review I submitted to the ticketing company when they texted me after the show, “I never thought ...

It’s almost the weekend. One more day of work. I’m entirely over it so I can’t wait to have a couple days off. The yard looks like shit though so it won’t even be like much of a weekend off as I...

Found out the bank had payed out the inheritance from my father. I am not rich, but I assume I am considered very wealthy now. I can quit work and move to my old mans cabin in the arctic wilde...

Lying in my bed at night,Toss and turning all night cuzI'm a little sweaty and my stomach hurtsThe stars shine through the window but I can't look at themThese moments add up and it all feels li...

There’s a smoldering fire buried beneath layers of the past and remnants of a future that could’ve been. It’s sometimes struggling for oxygen, sometimes flaring on fuel of anger… and shame masqu...