We finally made contact with the scheduler at the Heart Center. Seems they had been trying to call Bob’s phone, but the “line was busy”. Problem was they had his old phone number. Anyhow, he i...

My stepdad never totally lies about anything that happens He just tells part of it. and makes everything sound like he wants it too. I guess maybe adults do that and I never noticed before Woke u...

So… my spirit has been in a weird place. I have a house, my wife and I are starting to do well(ish) in counseling, I’m in a job that I like that pays well… that hopefully I won’t lose anytime soo...

i feel completely drained of all energy today. i have been like this my entire life. sometimes i have alot of energy. sometimes i am so tired and out of it i dunno what to do. today is one of tho...

Prompt: Illumination Prompt: Snowflake Appreciation Day

Started second shift tonight. Only four of us, three machinist and one fabrication guy. Wasn’t bad. Been thinking a lot today… It’s no secret this year hasn’t been particularly good for me. B...

With over 2 decades of experience crafting gorgeously chic ensembles, we offer the latest catwalk styles at affordable rates. We pride ourselves in being the most fashion focussed E-tailor. Exclu...

i know this isn’t like. a real problem or anything. so yesterday i went down to take my meds at 4. and i didn’t feel like waiting so at about 4:20 i went back upstairs. and then. i hear the lady’...

I’ve had a very interesting series of weeks and I suppose in a way, transformative. There is much to talk about and much to write as always. I’ll save the Bali and meditation/yoga adventure entry...

Updating from my previous couple of entries. So, I did get approved and got my boa back brace last Friday. (c/p from FB) I feel like everything in my life is a double-edged sword. I NEED the br...

1.) This is the most 1130pm a 6am has ever felt . 2.) Dracula’s Carpenters parody will be called “Lycanthropes And Mummies Always Get Me Down”. 3.) I often think on how much of my personal cultu...

Another good weekend down… On Friday my bff called out because she didn’t want to get stuck for an extra shift, so we hung out and went to Costco and Petsmart and then back to my place. She craft...

Flower

I am depressed. I dont want to socialize, or hang out. I dont owe taking your extra hours because you covered mine because i buried dad last week. I dont owe you a damn thing! What i owe is my fa...

Well.. Shit. I did the thing that I’ve been doing a lot lately. I woke up in the middle of sleeping, and just wasn’t able to go back to sleep at all. I’m gonna have to try to at least nap at som...