What did I learn from my rape dreams?   They are tied to core emotional themes like– Abandonment / not being chosen Worth tied to being useful Safety through submission Learned helplessnes...

I'm an adventurer at heart.It stems from my parent's love of travel and the opportunities they gave me.I attended many different schools, have lived in dozens of houses and have been privil...

If my last entry seemed in any way like spam or off the mark - I do sincerely apologize. Someone that doesn’t even follow me reported it as spam. I thought, these entries were supposed to our ow...

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The Weight of Copper Skies The air inside the Maricopa County Superior Court smelled of floor wax and the stale, recycled breath of a hundred desperate people. Mayani stood with her hands claspe...

It is 1am, and I am having A grilled cheese sandwich Cut diagonal (And a little Pepsi, extra ice) The world would be a far better place if only Everyone Had someone make them a Grilled cheese...

Let me preface what I am about to type with: I love being a mom. I know what I signing up for when I did this. I am not one of those people that is woe as me why did I have kids. I knew and know...

i wake up... i look to see if came home... i set on my couch... i have 3 eggs... the tv is the soundtrack of life... the sun sets... i turn on a lamp... i turn off the lamp... i lay down...

Its a great day. I welcome this day with grace.

My middle schooler has informed me that he wants to open a business making custom cakes. As with any decision made by someone with adhd this was spontaneous. They have never baked a cake before ...

”…you are a mist that appears for a little while and then vanishes.” James 4:13 (NIV) **”The days run away like wild horses over the hill.” -Bukowski When one countdown ends, another swi...

is the day before what would have been my 61st wedding anniversary. Now that is an odd and obscene statement. It’s true though. On May 22, 1965 I got married. I got married in a the bi...

I’m just sitting in bed cuddling with baby E. I should really go lay her down now now that she’s fully asleep and then write this entry. If I miss my chance she wakes up and thinks she just took...

Sooo... after i finished payroll. I was browsing on facebook, waiting for my meeting time. And found a book I wanted to read...So  I downloaded it to my kindle. Went to my meeting. Got out. S...

There is nothing lonelier than the gas-station at the edge of town in a place you have never been before. When it’s your own town, or a town you know well, there’s something comforting about it,...