A few months ago I decided to leave him and it was  rough at first being without him and occasionally I sould seek solace in him only to be left with mixed emotions. He didn’t care if was there ...

A white echinacea from my own garden. Somehow that seems appropriate today. I am okay but I seriously thought I might die of heartbreak yesterday. It felt that bad and confusing. I think gho...

Today is my birthday. I woke up early because I just wanted to have a few hours to contemplate things in solitude. I wanted to sit with all of the thoughts that come with 51. Before the world ...

I’ve had a sore throat since Thursday. I thought it would let up, but it just gets worse. It was at an 11 out of 10 last night. I decided to at least get some over-the-counter painkillers. This ...

https://www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/50159458-kent-state Literally just finished that. Graphic novel telling of the Kent State shooting on May 4th, 1970. Really indepth read. https://en.wi...

I’m absolutely a full steam ahead kind of person. All in. 150%. All or nothing. Thus… living in the moment is… hard. Especially when the moments are incredible. I just keep reminding myself thou...

I’m going to recap some of the more interesting or good things that have happened this year. I’m glad I took pictures of most of it, because it’s been a complete blur and I can’t believe it’s a ...

Never thought it would be you But it was you who made my heart believe Those feelings were never meant to be put on display These emotions not intended to be visible on my sleeve Ne...

just yesterday morning, they let me know you were gone. Susan the plans we made got the best of you...

I ended up going to work early yesterday and it was an alright day I suppose. I honestly started getting tired and was so ready to leave. My daughter was picked up by her friends Mom and come ...

How we survive. It’s what makes us who we are. To busy/lazy to bother writing today.

How are they going in automation?

A house after the fire; all blackened beams,hollow rooms,the smell of something ruinedstill clinging to the walls. That is what remains. There is a voice that lives beneath my ribs,a patient ...

Considering how the Edmonton hockey team is always shortened to EDM, I hope they are basically mascots to the electronic dance music scene. Basing your personal style off Penfold in DANG...

You were getting ready for church and I stopped in the hallway because you asked me something. Then immediately you said "get out of the way, why are you just standing there?" in that tone that ...