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If neurotic is wanting two mutually exclusive things at one and the same time, then I'm neurotic as hell. I'll be flying back and forth between one mutually exclusive thing and another for the rest of my days.
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March in The Wanderer
Only a few more days and we will be on the road! I'm stressed about a few things: My car obviously....I trust my car because we've been through so much together and having it for ten years, I've ...
Violaine's 30th Birthday in The Wanderer
Yesterday Rodney and I went out to Boston to celebrate V's 30th! We went to this place called the Living Room and it was very nice. Unfortunately, she had changed the reservation time to 8 and di...
Two more weeks. in The Wanderer
Two more weeks in Massachusetts and then I never have to see this place again!!! I am so excited. I have already loaded up my car with everything from Dave's apartment because I need to know how ...
Valentine's Day in The Wanderer
Well today is day four of no cigarette. I think I can quit for good after this. It's kind of ironic because Professor is also in the process of quitting and whenever I see his updates it makes me...
Wisdom teeth in The Wanderer
Well I don't remember much about the time I had my top wisdom teeth removed except that it was the worst thing in the world and I never wanted to go back to get my bottom two removed. Well this w...
An Interesting Night in The Wanderer
Cindy had a "YH" party at her house so Rodney and I decided to stop by. We weren't sure what to expect because we figured it would be mostly the hostesses (which is was) but honestly I enjoy thei...
It's gone. in The Wanderer
Well, just like that O.D. is gone. I really wanted a few more days to be able to copy and paste more entries. I was only in 2006 and I still had to go to 2009! At least I got the ones of Josh and...
3/12/06 in Victim of Society
Having such a fucking blast on Thursday, it was hard to cope with this lame ass weekend which involved nothing but me working then going home and sleeping. Well Margot and me were going to go to...
3/9/06 in Victim of Society
Thursday March 9th- my first time at a club. It was sooooooooo fun! Margot and I wanted to go to the cellar so we got all dressed up and got there only to find out it was booooooring. So we were...
3/5/06 in Victim of Society
OMFG. Last night was incredible. One of the most fun nights I have ever had thank god because I needed another night I can call FUN that out-beat that rave party night. Margot and I dressed up an...
3/2/05 in Victim of Society
Why is it that I always seem to be waiting for something? Waiting for someone to come into my life, waiting for something to happen, waiting for a good change to occur. I don't know why I'm waiti...
2/25/05 in Victim of Society
Today I opened and was off at 2 but had to go back to work at 5. So while I was the opening manager, I seriously did everything on the list before christiane came in plus made extra dough and ext...
2/23/06: San Diego Trip in Victim of Society
andrea and i went to san diego a week ago and stayed in a motel 6. it was a lot of fun and all kinds of funny shit happened like TYRON knockin on our door, the funny pictures, the tarot card read...
2/8/06 in Victim of Society
So Eddie has been calling me and texting me and stuff. I went over his house today and me him and matt bailey all got super stoned. We were all just laughing and I was watching them play video ga...
2/5/2006 in Victim of Society
775 bucks saved up. Damn I am so proud of myself. I really have never had this much money saved up dude it just reminds me how much closer I am to leaving here and going on this ROADTRIP! I have...
2/2/06 in Victim of Society
Ok so I go into work and Andrea calls me telling me she got hit by a car walking down some alley and that she might be bleeding internally. So I was just freaking out thinking about what if she d...
1/29/06 in Victim of Society
Well so much for going 16 days without a cigarette. I couldn't even go one.... Friday was a bit more exciting than my last couple Friday's have been. After work I decided to take a different way...
1/27/06 in Victim of Society
Chrissy's funeral was really nice. It makes me wonder what mine will be like when I die. I hope something like that. I was thinking about it alot, my funeral. I thought about who would come. I wo...
1/23/06: R.I.P Chrissy in Victim of Society
Well Chrissy died. It was just so random, just like Josh's death and it leaves me wondering who is next? I feel like life is just one sick joke. I'm sick of people trying to get sympathy out of ...
1/17/06 in Victim of Society
Sagittarius: (November 22 - December 21) This is the year to plan the big trip you have always wanted. Being the sign associated with long-distance travel, you should feed your desire to see the ...
1/15/06 in Victim of Society
Mom always told me weed was a very bad thing, and that if I ever smoked it and she found out she would send me to rehab. Hearing that as a child, made me scared and believed weed was a terrible t...
1/12/06: Essay in Victim of Society
In 1995, O.J. Simpson was found not-guilty of murdering his wife, Nicole Brown. Although, most evidence seemed to prove Simpson guilty, the jury believed otherwise. In some cases, such as Meursau...
1/02/06 in Victim of Society
"I always feel guitly about selling MDMA" That was Matt Hadsell's headline on myspace. UGH I feel so bad I wish things didnt have to turn out this way. But they did and I havent been that happy ...
12/30/05: Jeremy in Victim of Society
Well tonight was nice. After work I went to CK cafe with Fabian and met up with Jeremy and his friends. We kept like staring at eachother and flirting and his leg kept rubbing up against mine. Af...
12/28/05 in Victim of Society
Eddie just ignored me all christmas eve/day and did not even want to see me, never called me back when he said he would. I was beyond pissed/frustrated/sad/etc. Finally I just called him and left...
