March in The Wanderer

Only a few more days and we will be on the road! I'm stressed about a few things: My car obviously....I trust my car because we've been through so much together and having it for ten years, I've definitely given him human qualities. But obviously when thinking about him as the machine he truly is, I know it already had almost 200,000 miles on it and failed inspection. I have faith in ole Herby though and I get emotional thinking our days are numbered. My parents' drama is another thing I've been stressed about. Its nothing new but I really am relying on things working out and I just don't trust them. My dad is constantly saying he's going to do stuff them takes it back. I wish they would get the stupid divorce already so I would know my mother would receive court ordered alimony and I wouldn't have to worry about whether or not she will be paying her portion of the rent each month. I've told my dad to just give the rent money straight to me and not her because I don't trust her with money. Supposedly he has been giving her 500 a week and I have no idea why she has no money and had to borrow 180 from my grandma to put a hold on an apartment which we now might not get because for some reason she wants her and my dads name on the lease. It would make sense if they had good credit but their credit is way worse than mine plus they are going through a bankruptcy! I just want Rodney and I on the lease but she has to have things her way. Oh well maybe it will be better for us not to just in case shit hits the fan and we need to get out. I just don't understand why she has to make things so difficult. My brother called me yesterday cussing them out, I feel bad for him because they have both fucked him over so much and he's never been able to be completely independent of them. I hope he gets his life together soon. All I know is that things are going to be much different when I'm able to chaperone my family. I'm not letting anything fly and the Boston bitch in me will be coming out!!

On a lighter note, Rodney sold a bunch of things including his car! He finally got a new phone and they gave him a free tablet! We also got a GoPro! Can't wait to film our trip! I'm glad I have him in my life. As much as being single sounds amazing, I know I wouldn't be able to go through all this alone and keep my sanity. He truly is the best! Tuesday is our going away party and we are leaving Wednesday. I don't know if we should leave early or skip traffic and leave in the evening. I know I'm going to be wicked anxious to get going so we'll see. First stop south Carolina!!! Marking more states of my list. I think after this trip I'll only have 15 state left to visit!