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"Waiting for my Petrichor"

by the_bell_jar

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February 02, 2014

March 24th, 2013

I have been having odd coincidences happen a little too often. I am definitely one of those individuals that can read between the lines and things tend to pop out at me in unusual ways. Ever read...


February 02, 2014

March 20th, 2013

Saturday/Sunday: V, her friend Fleur from France, and I went out to "Umbria Prime" in Boston on Saturday night after they scored "VIP passes". I haven't been to a club in years, but figuring I am...


February 02, 2014

March 15th, 2013

Well Dave has left. I won't see him for three whole months. That feels like a long time. It is going to be so weird not having him around, but it will give me more time to focus on my classes and...


February 02, 2014

March 9th, 2013

Well just as I was about to give up on keeping Scott in my life, he writes me two letters. I guess sometimes I just get paranoid. I start thinking how annoying I must be to my guy friends and how...


February 02, 2014

March 6th, 2013

Well it has been a long winter over here. I don't mind it, except that I am constantly tired! I have to take a nap at least every other day. And since I am trying to gain weight, I have been eati...


February 02, 2014

February 27th, 2013

Last Friday was intense. It was extremely busy at the Ferncroft and we were short-handed staff for the amount of parties that showed up. Every table was occupied and there were only four servers!...


February 02, 2014

February 24th, 2013

Sigh.......thee ole money problem. Well this year I have to buy two plane tickets to get to Cali for two weddings so I'm saving my tax refund for that. I read online that the best time to buy a t...


February 02, 2014

February 19th, 2013

Class was cancelled today. I definitely was in no mood to sit through a three hour class today, especially while on my pain meds, so I am kind of glad it was....BUT I did drive all the way there ...


February 02, 2014

February 13th, 2013

I have envisions of how I want to look/feel for this year and I know I need to do a lot of work. I am actually trying, but not doing the best job of it. Like quitting smoking...I am doing good, b...


February 02, 2014

February 4th, 2013

Wow, I know it has been awhile. I have been pretty darn busy! I am currently freezing my ass off in the spare room at Rena's. (We moved in last week). They have a pellet stove in the living room...


February 02, 2014

January 11th, 2013

I miss being BUSY. Work has been so slow (like 3 short shifts per week). I have been making literally nothing. Most of the members are gone to their winter homes in Florida. In the meantime I am...


February 02, 2014

December 17th, 2012

Yep...the whole quarter of a century thing. I'm trying to stay positive about it by thinking about my life in 5 year increments. I think back to 15-20. What the hell did I accomplish then? NOTHIN...


February 02, 2014

December 11th, 2012

VENT and sound like a bitch Since OD has been down. Work Tension has been thick like chilled bacon grease. It started the night I worked a function with Pam. Pam is an older lady who literally...


February 02, 2014

December 4th, 2012: Rockport

Today I woke up horribly depressed. I woke up yearning for Washington, which ultimately always leaves me in a foul mood for the rest of the day because I'm here, not there and I know I bitch and...


February 02, 2014

December 1st, 2012

poetry Well I never mentioned the other night, but Dave said he would go with me to my first poetry open mic night in Massachusetts. I've been trying to get into the poetry scene over here, but ...


February 02, 2014

November 24th, 2012

I'm very relieved Thanksgiving is over and done with! The whole day has always struck some sort of nerve with me and I've never fancied the holiday. Then with the whole Black Friday thing the nex...


February 02, 2014

November 21st, 2012

Dave has been acting so lazy lately. He seems to be in some sort of depression and it is affecting our relationship. I know he doesn't like the fact that he isn't working and he is only going to ...


February 02, 2014

November 11th, 2012

Well my Friday day went horrible when I was at the dentist for my 10:15 appointment, sitting in the lounge waiting for Dr. Dano to greet me and remembered it was payday. I went to check my online...


January 31, 2014

November 8th, 2012

I'm very happy that Obama won, but I already knew that was going to happen. Things are still fucked up from the BUSH years, and Obama has only had four years in office. I don't think MUCH is goin...


January 31, 2014

November 5th, 2012

So lately I have been thinking about "What if I run into Jon again?". I have gotten to the point where I have completely erased him from my life and all I have to do is delete the OD entries abou...


January 31, 2014

October 30th, 2012

Well now that I have an iPhone I feel like I am never on the computer! But I did want to update you all on how things are going over here on the east coast. I was really expecting this hurricane ...


This week sadly flew by. Sadly, because one of my really good friends is here and I don't want him to leave! It has been so nice hanging out with him because I don't really feel connected to many...


January 31, 2014

October 13th, 2012

Today was a real nightmare. Dave and I finally have dental insurance so I made the scary decision to book an appointment with a dentist who specializes in TMJ. I knew I was going to hear very bad...


January 31, 2014

September 29th, 2012

So for awhile now, my goal weight has been 120. In Washington I was closest to it when I weighed myself at 110 pounds. I looked healthy. I felt okay about it, and was eager to gain at least ten m...


Lately I have been feeling very antsy. I re-organized our spare-now guest- room and finally fixed up our bedroom, which put me under about three hundred bucks!! I absolutely hate spending money o...


Book Description

OpenDiary is shutting down in two weeks. I am beyond devastated; therefore, I am moving some of my entries to this site in hopes of continuing my online journal and meeting fellow writers. I know it will be nothing like OD, but it is better than nothing!