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May 22nd, 2012 (First thoughts of divorce)
Today I bought a basketball and shot some hoops out in the rain and just thought about everything. I feel really lost and trapped. It is the weirdest feeling. Almost like I am living a bunch of ...
May 17th, 2012
Tourny number two today. Sigh. I feel so weird. He was there and I feel like I blew it. I don't know exactly what though. Driving around in the golf cart. His hand on my leg, "What's wrong? You...
May 15th, 2012 (New apartment)
We spent the past four days moving all of our stuff into our new apartment! I -really- like it here. I guess you can say Salem and Beverly is like the difference between Pomona and Rancho Santa M...
May 5th. The beginning of the end (Jon)
Ok go ahead, ask me how the fuck do I get myself in these positions? Because honestly I don't know! So obviously you've heard about the "hot guy" at my work. Well lately the flirting has become ...
May 1st, 2012
This past week has seriously been up and down. Dave and I were pretty rocky for a few days and I ended up getting shit faced one fancy night and it was not a pretty sight. I got off of work at 7:...
April 26th, 2012 (Hating Massachusetts)
I've been pretty depressed lately. I'm either angry or sad. I don't know. It is just weird not have any friends and really hating the place I live. I mean at least in California I had friends to ...
April 15th, 2012
Things have been odd lately. Well, let's just say, I stopped taking my birth control. And well, you know when you are on it and your libido is extremely low? Well it is pretty much the exact oppo...
March 26th, 2012 (Visit with Andrea and Tyler)
I was so happy to finally have a free night and NO headache! I have been getting headaches with nausea and fatigue like crazy since I moved here. I finally stopped birth control and I seem to be ...
March 15th, 2011 (Ferncroft)
I started my new job yesterday at the country club. I am going from working at Wal-Mart with the real red-necks to working at hoity-toity land! I am excited to start making some money, but I need...
March 9th, 2011
So the first couple of nights were rough. Salem was quite different than I had imagined it to be. I don't know why, but I just though of Salem as a very cute, SMALL, not-heavily-populated town. A...
March 8th, 2012 (Road trip)
Well we left early morning February 28th and drove straight to my Aunt Louise's in Phoenix, AZ. It was so nice to see her because I had not seen her since I was 15 years old. Her husband, Uncle W...
March 7th, 2012
Our wedding was amazing! The worst part was wearing the dress all day. It was beautiful, but wow I could not breathe in it! At one point my aunt had to take me into the bathroom and help me unzip...
February 21st, 2012
My parents have always had money problems but this is the first time ever that they have "hit rock bottom" with their finances. I am getting really worried because it is worse than I have ever se...
February 19th, 2012
So glad this week is over! Next week things are going to go by so fast! John is coming in tomorrow and I want to show him around before the rest of the gang arrives. I made a little make-shift ro...
January 28th, 2012
So I met this guy Korie through Matt and he is a really smart dude who is super into English. He randomly asked me if I would read some of his work and give him feedback, so of course I said yes....
January 22nd, 2012
Ugh I seriously hate tweakers. I hate coming down here and being overwhelmed by everyone's stupid addictions. It makes me realize how simple Washington is and how everyone I communicate with ther...
January 18th, 2012
UGH Nothing can be simple!!! I got here on Monday night, had a chill night with Andrea, but as soon as Tuesday came it was go go go. Wedding planner laid everything out for us and things seem li...
January 13th, 2012
Don't get me wrong,I will miss so much about Washington. It has been my dream to live here forever! I finally got to experience a whole year of this wonderful place, but it is now time to move on...
January 9th, 2012
Sometimes I feel like my past was one big hurdle and I got over it. I accomplished something by living through it and surviving. Living through it and learning from my mistakes. But I also feel l...
January 1st, 2012
Well everyone told me I was not only closing by myself on New Years, but they were bringing in a new guy to "help". Everyone knows new people do not help, they just make you have more work becaus...
December 29th, 2011
I am seriously so irritated at him! Before I left for Washington, he hung out with me one last time and said his goodbyes to Jasper and I. I was already seeing the "Gloria" signs. He was all worr...
December 27th, 2011
Well Dave and I were anxious for Christmas to finally come. We have been wondering what was in the gifts everyone sent to us and we made out pretty good this year! His dad bought us an emergency ...
December 19th, 2011
Can't believe I am 24! That is old. I was supposed to work 10-7, but no fucking way did I want to look back on my birthday and remember, oh yeah! I was at Walmart slaving in the deli. Yuck. I cal...
December 12th, 2011
Ok well after that horrible night at work, I sat at home waiting for Dave and the cab so we can get the fuck out. We met up with Matt and his friends at 4th Ave Tav and Matt looked pretty wasted ...
December 10th, 2011
AGH YESTERDAY: So I wake up at 7:30 a.m after about 5 hours of sleep (I usually get around 12) and I get ready for work, remember it is PJ day and feel like it might actually be a chill day. I w...
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OpenDiary is shutting down in two weeks. I am beyond devastated; therefore, I am moving some of my entries to this site in hopes of continuing my online journal and meeting fellow writers. I know it will be nothing like OD, but it is better than nothing!
