"Waiting for my Petrichor"
by the_bell_jar
Entries 154
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September 21st, 2012
The normality of my everyday life has never felt so good! I still can't believe how intense California was for me and it was no wonder I returned home sick as a dog. Being back in Beverly has bee...
September 14th: Justin's visit to Cali
Well after dealing with all of my parents shit, I find out Justin is going to be cutting through California on his way to Washington. He finally arrived and we hung out for awhile. I showed him t...
September 13th: Why I had to leave California in the first place
I got here on Saturday, and like I was saying, my mom was very sick. Sunday we went to my grandma's and when we got to her street she opened her car door and started throwing up. She ran into my...
September 9th, 2012
Well I am here in California, finally. The big surprise didn't turn out so great because I got to my parents around nine at night and they had already taken their Ambien and drifted off to sleep ...
September 5th, 2012
Needing a good cry. Or maybe just a good vacation, I don't know yet. (California in A FEW more days) I put myself in this position. I act strong. I act like I can walk away, unhurt---careless. M...
September 1st, 2012
Happy September everyone! I really can't believe how fast summer flew by, but I am ready for my first New England fall! Jon and I have our last shift together the day before I leave for Californ...
August 29th, 2012
Last night Dave and I went with some friends to a Moroccan restaurant in Charlestown. It was very nice! I had some chicken in fried phylllo dough sprinkled with powdered sugar for an appetizer an...
August 23rd, 2012
Well summer is almost over, fall is right around the corner. With that being said, many changes are occurring at the Fern. One of which is that people are leaving. People that I have spent hours ...
August 15th, 2012
Well I know I am behind in my 30 day prompts, but I have been so sick! It started on Sunday morning when I was working breakfast. I had to take some DayQuil to get through the day. I went home an...
August 10th, 2012
On Wednesday it was dead at work so they sent Amanda home. About an hour later I had a few people at the bar, and two tables. One was a family of five. I was trying to give everyone good service,...
July 31st, 2012
Yesterday's function at work was pretty hectic. Chris (the super nice blind dude who golfs) and his very supportive amazing wife Sheila held their annual "Golf for Vision" fundraiser event at the...
July 27th, 2012
I had a great time at V's party last night! Right away Jon came up to me and was talking to me and things seemed cool between us. Kellie started a Kings Cup game so Jon came and sat down next to ...
July 26th, 2012
Tonight is V's party, which they dubbed A Mid-Summer's Night Dream, LOL. I was cracking up when I read the FB event page they made for it. Seriously -everyone- is going! It is going to be madness...
July 16th, 2012
Today I had a lot of alone time since Dave was at school. I went to the school to try to sort some things out with financial aid, but no luck as I cannot progress forward without the IRS tax tran...
July 15th, 2012
Jon and I worked a function yesterday. It had been awhile since we had a full shift together so it was nice hanging out with him again. It also made me realize how much less I have the urge to be...
July 14th, 2012
Things have been so tough since I have gotten married. Most of the time I want to run away from it all and say fuck it. It's always up and down, and I miss the easy life we had in Washington. We ...
July 10th, 2012
Jon just texted me asking if I worked today. He rarely texts me so I thought that he might need me to work for him or something. I replied, "No, why?" Then he said "Miss you." Awwwww. So cute. I ...
July 6th, 2012
Wednesday morning I woke up and drove 2 hours to Lake Ossipee in New Hampshire to meet up with Dave and his step-mom's family. Carol's family is very wealthy and have a couple of very nice houses...
July 4th, 2012
Last night was Stacey's party/Danver's firework show. She lives right next to the park so every year her and her man throw a big party. Dave was going to come with me, but he ended up just droppi...
July 1st, 2012
SO the other day I am driving to work. I realized I left a bit too early so I decided to call my dad to see how he is doing. Plus he bitches that I don't call him enough, so it worked out. He tel...
June 29th, 2012
So the two songs that will forever remind me of this fantastic summer at the Fern are: Flo Rida - "Wild Ones" and of course, "Call me Maybe" It's funny. So many people ask me if I enjoy working ...
June 23rd, 2012
Got off work around 5 yesterday and headed home to hop in the shower and get ready for a night out. Around 9 Jon picked me up and we headed to downtown Peabody. It is so nice to just sit in a car...
June 19th, 2012
Got to the bar around 10 and the bartender made one STRONG ass drink for me. Usually my drink is between 8 to 10 bucks, this one was only 5. Definitely the cheapest, strongest Jager and ginger I'...
June 9th, 2012
Last night was so much fun! So many people from the Ferncroft came out last night, even the guys that work in the pro shop! Dave was being SUCH a good husband and didn't complain once about havi...
June 8th, 2012
I've never felt the squeeze of trying to make the impossible possible as I do when I have talks with my husband. Ugh he makes me want to SCREAM out of frustration. It's always the same thing. Me ...
Book Description
OpenDiary is shutting down in two weeks. I am beyond devastated; therefore, I am moving some of my entries to this site in hopes of continuing my online journal and meeting fellow writers. I know it will be nothing like OD, but it is better than nothing!