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that ain't platinum in 2015
5:21pm Well, I just found my first white hair about two minutes ago. I kinda felt like that was something that needed to forever be recorded in history. Now, my mother swears it’s blonde, but I’m...
thinking of you in 2015
11:21pm Tomorrow is my only day off this week and of course I am staying up way too late. I should be taking advantage of the extra sleep time, but oh well. That’s just how I do things. =| I have...
into the light in 2015
11:09pm I don’t have much to say tonight. There just isn’t anything worth noting. I mean, life is passing day-by-day. I’m not depressed about it, it’s just something that happens. Or doesn’t happ...
Out of the darkness in 2015
12:34pm It’s another New Year! I’m sure I’ll still be typing/writing 2014 for a while, but that’s ok. I am excited for this year. I have some plans, some ideas, and I am just feeling better in ge...
onward and upward in 2014
5:17pm So, I’m in the middle of taking this huge test, but I really need a break. I’m not even sure how I got suckered into taking this thing in the first place. [oh, hello catholic guilt. almost...
lack of feelings in 2014
11:58pm I wanted to write a few different things but mostly I’m tired. And I just realized it was much later than I thought. [darn catching up on old pb entries!] The tired thing though. I don’t ...
[This technically wasn’t finished. I meant to add more to it at a later time, but now it’s been too long to come up with anything. Oh well…] So we were just sitting there watching a movie. It was...
I can't hold on forever in 2014
12:12am Wow, I haven’t been up this late in a while. Or at least not writing up entries. I can barely remember the days when I ever even started entries before midnight. hah. Those good ol’ crazy...
Thanksgiving Luck in 2014
Nov. 27, 2014 8:50pm Happy Thanksgiving all! It’s been quite the day. But, of course, all I want to tell you about involves a boy. A particular boy. The same one that I’ve been gabbing about for ...
distractions to come in 2014
10:32pm So many things. Well, not that many, but I keep getting distracted from actually writing anything down. I never really mentioned much about Seattle, then I went to Texas and haven’t said ...
out of the saddle again in 2014
9:07pm So, I am back from Texas! It was quite the trip. Amazing, fun, exhausting, and totally wonderful. The work was crazy busy. Like we had to wake up at 5:30am, which felt more like 3:30am acc...
last goodbye in 2014
Oct 31, 2014 10:39am I haven’t written in a while. And I’d probably still mostly be avoiding it but sometimes you have to get the thoughts out. I have to rehash things before it becomes a giant b...
there goes my good name in 2014
This is actually just a sidenote to the next entry. The other one was long enough. I didn’t think it really needed this attached to it: I went over to Ck’s last night. [ha! you had to know this w...
sense of control in 2014
12:06pm I always feel like a major bum when I come home from a big trip and need all this time to recuperate. I mean I know why I need it; too much socializing, too many people around, no quiet t...
10:13pm Why is it that whenever I feel like writing, I can’t think of anything important to say? And whenever I have important things to say, I don’t feel like writing? sigh I’m in Seattle. Or ac...
7:32pm It is so beautiful outside right now. Calm, cool breeze flowing through the clear night atmosphere. sigh If I were really feeling up to it, I would totally go sit outside in the dark. That...
smile when you wake up in 2014
5:42pm Wow, I haven’t written an entry from work in a while. I guess this is what happens when you’re not sitting here seven days a week for 10 or 12 hours. It always seems easier to write in-bet...
big girl pants in 2014
9:06pm I’ve been procrastinating on the writing lately. Lack of motivation, or something. I have a few things to say, but I still tend to do that thing where I come up with entries in my head and...
back to that place in 2014
9:47pm I wish I had something else to talk about. Life’s pretty just ok these days. I mean, it’s good. I’m enjoying it. But there isn’t a whole lot going on. Work’s only happening a couple days a...
something in the shadows in 2014
11:11pm So I was going to come in here and tell you all about how I was feeling totally deflated; like the world had seen me with my happy balloon and decided to shove a big giant needle into it....
all of the stars in 2014
12:21am Well, I just got back from Ck’s about 40 minutes ago. Didn’t see that one coming, eh? [sidenote: is it bad that I’m feeling like he should have checked up on me? I mean he does live out i...
chasing the sun in 2014
10:56pm I am going to try to type this up real quick and hopefully work on better sleep habits tonight. I don’t really know what I want to say exactly, but it’s just one of those nights when you ...
4:19pm So, I’m sitting at work but we’re not really open. I think that means I can do whatever I want, right? Especially since we’re like the owners? hah. I’ve mostly been catching up on entries,...
beer impressions in 2014
11:22pm So, my headspace has been so screwed up lately. I’m not even sure what’s going on. Weird, inconsistent hormones, or something. Silly brain. Making me feel all kinds of things that don’t e...
yes, but no in 2014
11:06pm Well I’m definitely a walking contradiction. It’s been like that for a long time but for some reason it still surprises me when it happens. Like I said that I just needed to get CK to inv...
