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Weird sensation
6:41pm I’m in Wisconsin now. There’s plenty to update on but I’m on my phone. I only want to write because I feel weird. I was skimming through fb right. Just hanging out glancing since we’d jus...
until the salt runs out
3:59pm I have been trying to write for a long time now. I keep opening and closing this page without putting down any real words. Like I think I’m ready to say things and then nothing comes out. ...
[un]connected
3:57pm It’s almost Thanksgiving time. =D I’m excited. Mostly because I’m ready to eat and drink the day away. haha. The holiday’s never really been a big deal around here since we don’t have a lo...
seems to me like I'm just scared of never feeling it again
3:26pm I’m at work so I figured I’d kill a little time and type up some updates. Nothing too crazy going on. Same ol’ life stuff mostly. Same constant noise in my mind. I seriously need to pick u...
through the tunnel
9:42pm I want to write a few things out but I’m not sure I have enough to put an entry together. I guess not all of my entries have to be novel length huh? haha. I’ve been thinking about things o...
you walk away when you've had enough
9:18pm Well, I’m back home. Arrived yesterday evening, some time before 8pm. An old coworker came back on the same flight so we gave her a ride home. Stopped and had lunch/dinner at the cheesecak...
what you can't have
8:34pm I totally missed the start of NoJoMo. I didn’t even think about it this year, like it didn’t even click. Did I do it last year? I wish we had calendar view! =\ Nope. I think I was too wrap...
in a pretty perfect world
3:04pm I am stuck in the office alone today. =| It’s been super cloudy/dark outside and the weather’s California cold [ie: 50s] and all I want to do is go cuddle up on the couch and watch TV unde...
Mixed your memory with Tennessee
8:18pm I’ve been contemplating this entry for a while now and I think because of this contemplation I am actually seriously procrastinating on getting anything written. It’s always when I have so...
things I cannot change
4:55pm Sunday evening. Days are shorter. Nights are long. My mind is wandering like crazy. Not that that’s all that new but sometimes I wish I could slow it down, or make it stop for a while. I’v...
not knowing
5:14pm I realized I’ve been doing some major procrastinating on things I want to say. That’s not really anything new, except these are just things I’ve been meaning to write for a long time. I ha...
like a vacation
10:13pm I’ve got a couple updates today. Nothing particularly interesting. Just life stuff. Hopefully I can type every thing out pretty quickly and maybe go to bed early. Although I just remember...
quick flames
I’ve been working on this draft since like Sunday. I keep randomly adding a paragraph or two at the end of the night but I don’t have much motivation or desire to type a bunch of words. I figure ...
time to unwind
4:03pm I am currently sitting at the office killing time. We’re not open or anything but I had to write a rent check and take care of some other stuff before we leave. I probably should be at hom...
even after all this time
10:11pm I want to write tonight, but at the very same time I really do not want to write. It just feels like stuff I’ve been feeling/thinking for a long time and I’m not sure I should put it into...
Maybe it's the worst in me
8:33pm Well, today was a pretty productive work day so I guess that’s good. I don’t know why I said that like that. I think I’m on the verge of falling into a bad headspace but I’m going to try r...
Reminding Me
7:06pm New things to report…hmmm…let’s see: Well, it’s only been a few days so maybe there isn’t all that much to report today. ha. I just finished my big test about 20 minutes ago. We’ve been at...
inhibitors
8:47pm I was sitting at work this morning at a way too early business meeting [a lot of them are on the East Coast so they try to make the time work for everyone]. It’s hard because there are a l...
I plead the fifth
10:50pm I really should stay off of social media at night. Especially these days. I always end up doing stupid things like looking up profiles of people who don’t give a damn about me. You know i...
knowing it is all it would be
6:13pm I just realized that I might actually hit a new entry count record this year. Crazy! I’m only 10 entries away from my all time high, which I’m pretty sure I can manage over the next few mo...
tainted control
Sept 15, 2017 9:47pm Sometimes I feel like I lie in here. “Lie” as in, don’t tell the truth. One of my very last lines in the previous entry was about how at least I had more control over how I r...
out of mind
1:31pm Well, I’m at work and I’ve been very productive [I think] so I’m going to take a break to type words. Why not right? JR invited me to his stepdaughter’s birthday party tonight. It’s at a l...
Hi back
9:42pm I feel like I’m probably giving this way too much attention, but oh well. Y’all know I love to document everything. I always talk about how helpful it is in the future. Some times I forget...
borderline
3:03pm Does anyone actually feel like that was sixteen years ago? I certainly don’t. I can still so clearly picture the entire morning unfolding before my eyes. Watching that plane. Seeing those ...
haven't lost all hope yet
3:17pm I totally just started writing “August” as the date. Slow down Universe! I haven’t caught up yet! This off-season has been weird for me. The fact that it’s going by quickly is nothing new,...
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Brand New Days
