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December 12, 2020

it all makes sense

Dec. 11 11:49pm I need to write more. I have said that pretty much on every entry this year. I just can’t seem to build the habit. The only habit I’ve built is drinking every night so that I can ...


October 23, 2020

Just trying

It’s after 2 o’clock in the morning and I have no idea what I’m doing here, but hello. I’m so over this year. I mean, probably like everyone else, I’m optimistic that the new year will bring bett...


September 30, 2020

calling all sleeps

6:35pm Well look at this; two days in a row. I’m going to try to put some real effort here, but we’ll see. Honestly my motivation for just about anything right now is super low. It’s so hard to g...


September 29, 2020

feel some change in the weather

9:18pm It’s interesting how when I need some thing the most, I tend to also avoid it the most. Apparently my thing this year is to update about once a month. The problem is that I should be writi...


August 19, 2020

fiery heat waves

3:03pm I am currently sitting in my darkened dining room listening to music and pondering why I don’t ever seem to make the time to come in here to update. The room is dark for a couple reasons. ...


July 08, 2020

More work

July 8, 2020 12:45pm Well this is definitely shaping up to be the year where I hardly update anything. I don’t think I’ve ever had such a low entry count. I guess it’s a combination of things inc...


June 25, 2020

the dream departure

Alright, well it’s been almost a month and I have yet to even attempt to finish this entry. I was going to let it go but I feel like it’s something I really need to do. Like my mind won’t be comp...


May 30, 2020

coolers and corona

9:06pm I had an entry started in here from a couple days ago. I honestly thought I was going to finish it the other night, but never got around to it. Kinda funny it worked out that way because t...


May 27, 2020

We're almost there

5:37pm Well, I’m at work on my laptop and I figured if I started this now I might actually have the motivation to finish it once I get home. I’ve been trying, but really all that has amounted to ...


April 29, 2020

sweet nothings

11:56pm I wish I had more time to come in here and update. I wish I made more time to come in here to update. I just had this super sweet weekend with EC and I want to document it all but I’m no...


April 01, 2020

say all the things

3/25/2020 4:01pm Ok, let’s try this again. I’ve started at least a half dozen entries and not posted a single one of them. Apparently the last time I posted was 5 weeks ago and wow so much has ha...


February 20, 2020

Spontaneity

10:51am Well it definitely got a lot busier in here than I expected. It hasn’t really slowed down like it normally does after the 15th. I’ve had so much to say lately and no time to really put it...


February 05, 2020

Pop up

4:35pm Well yeah, I’m definitely not going to be writing as much as I thought I would. I happened to see the entry counts over the last few years and it’s funny how my best years have the least e...


January 30, 2020

Progression

6:20pm I have started several entries in a drafts folder but I don’t think I’ll get to them any time soon. I figure it’ll be easier if I jot this down real quick. This way I’m at least getting so...


January 11, 2020

The club

11:39am It’s my first Saturday back at work. So far, so good. This week honestly went by pretty fast. I had a lot of projects waiting for me at the start of this year/season so I’ve definitely ke...


January 07, 2020

Lights come on

1:21pm So, I’m sitting here alone in the office for the next minute or two and I figured I would start typing out some thoughts. There’s been so much going through my head lately. Various realiza...


January 07, 2020

Look at you

January 6, 2020 11:25am Am I the only one still amazed that it’s 2020?? I probably say it every year but this one definitely snuck up on me. I mean, not only the fact that it’s a New Year but als...


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