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how'd I get you in my truck in 2016
10:10pm Ok. I’m back! Well I got back about an hour ago. I think we left sometime around 3, so maybe like 6 total hours together. It was not at all like I thought it would be. And I feel a little...
sleep walking in 2016
9:22pm So, I finally heard from TF today with a good morning text while I was getting ready for work. We went on to talk about how amazing his day was. A little too early for that much enthusiasm...
Never tested in 2016
10:20pm I don’t actually have a lot to say tonight, but I am feeling the need to write something up so we’ll see how it goes. Funny how I can produce all these entries when there are boy things g...
phone calls and future plans in 2016
7:27pm Well, today was a very productive day, even if I didn’t intend for it to be at all. I guess that makes it better, right? :-) We got home last night around 1am. I was pretty desperate to be...
holding back hope in 2016
9:44pm This is going to be kept short. Or, at least, I plan to keep this short. :) I am currently sitting in a hotel room in the middle of Oregon. We are on our way home. I am watching trashy tel...
trippy days in 2016
7:59pm Well, today was an interesting day! I am currently sitting/lying on the air mattress in my brother’s living room. We’re getting ready to head back home. Always bittersweet. I love how rela...
8:14pm Well, I didn’t get enough sleep last night either. It seems that insomnia has really grabbed a hold of me and is refusing to let go. The night after I woke up at 4 in the morning I actuall...
somebody to want me in 2016
3:33pm Well, the weatherman said it was going to rain, and the EAS issued a flash flood warning several times this morning [interrupting my tv show!], but we haven’t seen a single drop of rain. Y...
when the lights go out in 2016
9:24pm I really want to write some stuff out but I am so miserably tired. I woke up at 4:25 this morning and spent the next several hours contemplating all the ways I could be sleeping. Shortly b...
stuck again in 2016
7:20pm So, it looks like I’m going to head out of town, again! I can’t believe how much traveling I’ve done this year, especially in the last month or two. It’s been crazy! Like just since August...
the world around us in 2016
4:06pm So, I had the realization yesterday afternoon that I have been doing so much thinking about TF that I have neglected all of my other thoughts. I haven’t been contemplating life, or anythin...
Reset and readjust in 2016
12:46PM I probably won’t finish this right now, but I need to start writing down thoughts. I figure if I am sitting here at the computer, coming up with entries in my head, I may as well put some...
bold moves in 2016
9:47pm Well, that crisis is over. This really is a place where I can vent and dish about all the insane thoughts that travel through my head. It’s so much easier, and nicer, to get them out some ...
radio silence in 2016
7:52pm Well, today was alright. Another work day. I actually finished all my continuing ed classes so that was exciting! Kind of. That last class was super boring. My eyes started glazing over af...
the way it goes in 2016
9.17.16 8:44pm Well, I’m currently sitting in bed in the Laughlin hotel where I’m staying. I haven’t been here in years, except that one quick stop over the 4th of July a couple of years ago when...
personal numbers in 2016
6:24pm Well, that was an interesting last entry. Honestly I went back to re-read it a couple of times and I am surprised I was so coherent at the end there. I definitely did not feel coherent in ...
7:51pm Well, I made it through the first busy weekend of September successfully! Only two more to go. It was actually really good. I can’t remember the last time I socialized so much with people ...
embrace it & begin again in 2016
10:11pm Today was a depressing day. I don’t even know why. I mean, it might have had something to do with the fact that I hardly got any sleep. Woke up some time around 2am and had the worst time...
lo que siente un corazón in 2016
7:16pm So, let me go ahead and update on where I’m at currently; at least in terms of my headspace. I swear I’m not obsessing over this one. I am mostly not overthinking it anymore. =] But I do f...
wheels rollin in 2016
6:06pm I am super hopped up on coffee right now. Like I probably should have stopped drinking it hours ago and switched to something more sensible, like water. =\ heh. Opps. But the coffee at hom...
dresses and bow ties in 2016
6:35pm It’s nice to have a couple of days off with zero items on the social and/or work calendars. I always forget how serious the need for recharge time is until I’ve suddenly lost it. Work was ...
ease the thoughts in 2016
8.25.16 - 5:06pm I don’t know about this whole thing. I know that I always say that I am not going to get wrapped up in it, but everyone already knows that I can’t help myself. What else am I sup...
we can take it slow in 2016
9:15pm Sometimes I wish time would slow down. Do I say that often? Because I feel like I probably mention it every single time I come in here to type. It’s just so quick. The way the world spins ...
stuck in the middle in 2016
8:53pm I had trouble sleeping last night. Too busy contemplating the way I would need to wake up at 3:30am to make sandwiches in the future. ha! But seriously, I woke up around 3am and then spent...
sudden boldness in 2016
12:32pm I told you I’d update right? Well I have big updates because y’all know I just love to gush about any and all things boy related. hah. Some day I’ll grow up, I swear....ok, probably not. ...
