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March 07, 2017

where you are tonight

March 6, 2017 1:37pm I’m actually debating on whether or not I want to start this right now. My thoughts are mostly processed on the situation but I don’t want it to come out the wrong way. I don...


March 04, 2017

You are crazy though

March 1, 2017 4:00pm Another interesting day. Certainly not as busy as yesterday, Thank God. Especially today because it’s Ash Wednesday and I’m “fasting” so all I’ve had today is a piece of toas...


February 28, 2017

Silver Linings

Quick updates: I was in the middle of checking my email earlier, mostly staring at TF’s name across the screen [I seriously miss talking to him when he’s not around and I come in to work expectin...


February 27, 2017

distracting presence

5:53pm I want to say that I’ll keep this short today, but once I start rambling I can’t seem to stop myself. I do know that some day I am going to want to look back on this, even if it is all ram...


February 25, 2017

Give it back now

10:07am I feel today the way I felt back in November after the very first time I thought things were completely over between us. It kinda sucks that all these entries sound exactly the same. One ...


February 24, 2017

stay focused

2:49pm I can’t believe it’s Friday already. These weeks are going by so quickly, which is good. But then I think about all we have left to do and the short amount of time we have to do it. I know...


February 22, 2017

house on fire

4:12pm I don’t really have much to say today. It’s possible that I say that a lot, but I mean it this time. Unless I find something to ramble on about. Which is actually quite possible. We’ll see...


February 21, 2017

mystery rest

12:19pm I don’t really have much to say today. Just a quick rundown on goings on so that I can keep up my entry count for this year. ;) I had my first day off in 4 weeks on Sunday!! It was absolu...


February 18, 2017

long day partner

Feb. 17, 2017 11:20am It is a crazy rainy day today! We’re finally getting the kind of storms that will replace all the water we’ve been so desperately missing from our lakes and rivers. The bad ...


February 15, 2017

slow burn

12:04pm Thoughts, thoughts, thoughts. I’d like to make them stop, but only if they stop because I’ve figured out what the heck I’m doing here. I received a note on my last entry that I kinda want...


February 13, 2017

around we go

2:07pm I wasn’t planning to write again so soon but there is so much running through my mind. How do you people do this relationship thing? My gosh it’s been so complicated for me that I’m on the...


February 12, 2017

kindness killer

3:33pm Well, I’m at work again. Another Sunday. Hopefully my last for a while. I really can’t handle much more than this. Like I thought I was doing ok but these last few days have been so mental...


February 11, 2017

We end again

Feb. 10, 2017 5:42pm I am mentally exhausted today. It didn’t help that the whole day was cloudy and rainy and I just wanted to be at home cuddled on the couch watching movies. Although there is ...


February 09, 2017

energy shift

11:19am Ok. Yeah. I have this super nervous energy running through my system right now. Add that to the fact that I’m having a really good day, and I’ve had almost all my coffee already, and I’m ...


February 07, 2017

Maybe I will

5:01pm I have this desire to type something up today but I know that I’m going to end up talking about the same ol’ stuff and it seems a little silly. The idea of going over the same topic consta...


February 06, 2017

Thrown at me

2:29pm Welp, I just got called out at work. Not like in a bad way, but in a mildly embarrassing-I’m probably not going to live this down-kinda way. I was just sitting around, minding my own busin...


February 04, 2017

Get it together

3:50pm Why do y’all let me get all caught up in these things? I cannot stop my brain from rolling over everything that’s going on. Constantly. I seriously need some kind of distraction. Like you...


February 03, 2017

it could be worth the risk

Feb. 2, 2017 6:11pm Fingers crossed, I might get out at a decent hour tonight. I mean, we’re already passed our closing time [6pm] but it shouldn’t be long now. Although, I probably just jinxed ...


February 01, 2017

No requirement

5:31pm I’m tired. I’d like to go home and sleep for like the next week, but I guess that’s not really possible. Actually I don’t think I need to sleep, I just want to lie in bed and zone out list...


January 30, 2017

curse is over

2:14pm HA! If I thought the phone was ringing a lot three days ago, today must be a world record! I don’t even know how it happens. Always at the same time too! Like I’ll pick up one line, then m...


January 27, 2017

proposals

11:18am Ack. Life is going to crush me today. Seriously. The phone’s been crazy this morning, as I sorta assumed it would be. I always forget how much it drives me insane until it’s ringing ever...


January 26, 2017

easy and wrong

8:42pm I wish I could enjoy the fact that it’s Thursday, and therefore very close to the end of the week, but tomorrow’s going to be our busiest day and it’ll probably go downhill from there. As ...


January 25, 2017

Through Your Eyes

Jan 24, 2017 12:19pm Let’s see how far I can get on this before I get distracted by work. We have a small lull in the day because a couple people didn’t show up so I’m trying to take advantage. A...


January 21, 2017

story swaps

12:50pm Well, I guess it’s true that I don’t have that much to write about these days. On the plus side, that means my entries should be a lot shorter than their usual novel length. :) I tweaked ...


January 18, 2017

a couple times now

2:40pm I want to try to keep up the habit of writing this year, but I feel like I probably say that every year. Pretty sure the only reason I ended up writing so much last year was because of the...


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