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Easter egg in 2024
11:08 Happy (almost) Easter! I’m at work right now, but I have the day off tomorrow and we’re doing a whole spread. EC should show up sometime later today. I’m trying to manage an online shopping...
17:32 Happy Leap Day! It feels like a special day that deserves it’s own entry, though I don’t know what I’ll talk about. I was going to work on an entry about the neighbour situation but that sh...
boots made for walking in 2024
11:28am Here I am again! Wow! I might actually be making some good progress on this…until I suddenly disappear for the rest of the year. hah. I’m kidding. I do want to track it. This is going to...
randomness in 2024
I need to convince myself to get back into writing so a random short survey it is! =) 1.Who are you named after? A great aunt and my mom 2.Last time you cried? Last week, I think. Thank you horm...
renewed spirit in 2024
13:48 Hello again! I’ve decided to skip the lame excuses about not being able to write/procrastinating/being terrible at this and just move on. 2023 shaped up to be my lowest entry count in at le...
suggestions in 2023
Having a bit of a struggle. I’m exactly 3 weeks post-bilateral knee replacement today. Crazy, right? I finally got them replaced. At the same time! In some ways it’s been worse than expected and ...
true love gotta ring, ring, ring in 2023
12:29 Guess what my oh so neglected journal?! EC and I are engaged!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ❤️🥰 It was a total surprise and I’m so very happy about it!!! The whole thing happened two weeks ago, but my procr...
stop waiting in 2023
14:19 As per usual, I only have a couple minutes to spare. I’m alone in the office and figured I could use the mental break from work. Sometimes I think about being able to do something mindless ...
fresh start in 2023
14:40 Quick entry. I don’t have much to say. I am trying to restart this writing habit. Failing pretty successfully so far. Gotta keep trying. It’s easier for me to write when I’m sitting in fron...
1:44pm Avoiding work again. I have some time alone in the office and felt like writing. Found the previous entry that I just posted as is. There isn’t much more to say on that one that I can’t sa...
January 24th 4:07pm I have had the worst time trying to sleep lately. I’m trying to go to bed earlier since I have a new work schedule. By that I mean my goal is to go to my room by 10ish and hop...
12:46pm I should be working on important things, but here I am! This is important too, I think, for my mental health. Just don’t tell my boss. hah. It finally stopped raining earlier this week [b...
cats and dogs in 2023
12:31pm Happy New Year! I’m later than usual this year, but not by much. This’ll be a quick one. I am, once again, trying to get back into this habit of writing. I say it every year. One of these...
October 13: 14:37 Guess what?! I’m getting a new puppy!! Ok, well technically he’s not a puppy, he’s like three years old. haha. But still, he’s going to be new to me! I haven’t had a dog since ...
freedom of release in 2022
14:29 Hopefully I can bust through this entry quickly. I’m at work, alone, and with no distractions, so maybe I’ll finish before anyone shows up. I really only have a couple quick things to menti...
...we are free in 2022
18:33 So, I came in here to try to type up a quick entry and found an old one sitting here waiting to be posted. That’s up now and I guess I can still get a few words out. First: as an update to...
14:39 Sometimes I sit here and I stare at this site and a million thoughts flutter through my mind, but lately they seem so hard to contain. I’m currently at the office listening to a radio stati...
moments in time in 2022
Well, guess who did not finish the bullet list mentioned in the last entry? shrug I only got like 2 bullets in before I got distracted and never returned. Let’s try again: [also bullets ended up ...
all the little movements in 2022
12:07 Well here I am, almost 3 months post-op with my new hip [I feel like she should have a name…] and it feels like every day there’s a new little thing I can do that I haven’t done in months. ...
my little miracle in 2022
13:35 Looks like I didn’t do such a good job documenting the process because here I am sitting with my new hip typing up this entry! Things at work got insanely busy and trying to manage that alo...
processing... in 2022
March 19, 2022 16:03 I wish I had more time to write today. I probably should have started this earlier. oops. But I just now realized that I have important things coming up and I haven’t documen...
salsa time in 2022
12:34 I finally heard back from the doc on Thursday! They called me randomly and I wasn’t going to answer because I didn’t recognize the number, but something told me I should pick up. And sure e...
hips don't lie in 2022
12:32 Well, I just sent a message to the doc to start the process for this hip replacement. Not gonna lie, a little nervous sending that out, but also excited at the prospect of walking like a mo...
happy surprises in 2022
11:43 My brain wants to come in here and tell you all about how much it’s suffering right now. How much it hurts to take every single step. How depressed and sad it’s feeling. But my heart says I...
personal space in 2022
16:10 I feel like writing, but I’m not sure what I have to say. This morning I was able to work up the energy to drive out to get my blood tests done. EC had told me in our morning phone call tha...
