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there are mountains in 2018

10:12pm Quick words: I’m up and down in terms of where my head is at. I’m trying to stay optimistic and enjoy life, but I know that I’m still hurting inside. I’m in this space where I so desper...


November 05, 2018

different languages in 2018

7:35pm I wish I had the motivation to do the NoJoMo thing this year. I have hundreds of words rolling around in my head, but I can’t seem to make them coherent enough to produce entries every day...


October 19, 2018

crazy for each other in 2018

Oct. 15, 2018-5:15pm I don’t know where to start today. I want to say things to have a record of them, but it’s one of those things that’s difficult to put into words. I was nauseous last night, ...


October 07, 2018

back to life in 2018

11:19pm I think I’m mostly over the crazy. Mostly. Kinda. Almost. ;) I think back about the whole thing and I’ve definitely noticed a difference in my feelings towards it. Like sure sometimes it ...


October 04, 2018

easy crazy in 2018

1:58pm I’m having a hard time with this new neighbour/TF situation. I hate the unknown and everyone knows that. I don’t even have anyone to talk it out with so I can rid myself of the crazy. The ...


October 03, 2018

air show in 2018

4:37pm Finished another class so I’m feeling productive enough today. Actually I have done quite a bit work-wise. Just stopped to go write checks too because I remembered that was on my list. I’v...


October 02, 2018

and they're out in 2018

8:11pm Well, where should I start today?… I guess, like everyone else, I should mention that it’s October 1st already! How the heck did that happen? It doesn’t feel anywhere near October at this ...


September 27, 2018

Excitedly afraid... in 2018

Sept. 25th - 10:52pm In my crazy world… I’ve been really itching to talk to/see TF lately. Then a couple minutes ago I looked back on some entries from about two years ago [oh geez 🙄] and it was ...


September 25, 2018

meet the parents in 2018

September 18, 2018 8:23pm I’m still trying to figure out how to make my entries shorter without losing the details that I’d like to remember. I guess in the long run it isn’t going to matter much...


September 21, 2018

meet you lucky in 2018

10:29pm I have another half-finished entry from a couple days ago but this should probably be separate. Not sure why I can’t seem to sit down and finish these things. The list in there has gotten...


September 16, 2018

all new in 2018

10:11pm I think maybe I should do bullet points today? That should get the thoughts out of my head and satisfy the need to write, but also keep me from going overboard with words. Win-win! =) T...


September 14, 2018

open your eyes and see in 2018

4:26pm I really, really should be working on classes right now, but I just don’t have the mental focus to dedicate to it. I know I’ll just sit here re-reading the same line over and over again be...


September 13, 2018

silly sweet in 2018

10:15pm Ok. I’m going to try to make this a quick one. Do I say that a lot? haha. I’m kinda bored though and will probably just go to bed here soon. I can always use more sleep. And I’m not even ...


September 09, 2018

next door update in 2018

11:06pm A late night entry! Haven’t seen one of those in a while. We’ll see how it goes. I also just discovered a tiny cut on my middle finger and that may prevent some typing, which I guess is g...


September 04, 2018

roundabout in 2018

9:27pm Well, looks like my laptop is probably on its last leg. I guess it’s about time considering I got it in like 2011. Also I dropped it a couple months ago and snapped the back of one of the ...


August 31, 2018

clean up confessions in 2018

8:16pm Well, I’m still working on the draft entries. That folder has exploded in numbers and I should just post the random words that are written. It’s not like I’ll remember all the details to e...


August 28, 2018

fly away in 2018

Aug 24th: 14:51 On the plane on the way to Laughlin. What better time to type up an entry, right? I’ve had so much to say lately and no motivation to sit down and type it out. Story of my life I ...


August 15, 2018

still in the sand in 2018

8:47pm Another Tuesday down. We went to tacos to celebrate my mom’s other birthday. I sent a text to my aunt earlier in the day to see if she’d pick up some flowers since I’d be with mom and woul...


August 13, 2018

fresh starts in 2018

10:40pm I am going to try to avoid most of the boy talk I normally get drawn into because that’s been causing major procrastination around here. Who knows how many times I’ve sat down to start ty...


August 05, 2018

your ghost still haunts me in 2018

10:43pm I definitely overbooked my Saturday, but I managed to work my schedule around everyone and it all turned out fine. I don’t usually have problems like this. I’m not really that in demand o...


August 01, 2018

Quick Meet in 2018

10:14pm Time to type up a quick little thought ramble. I’ve been avoiding writing for a while, probably for a lot of reasons. I really want to get things down about last week’s comedy show. There...


July 23, 2018

You make it look easy in 2018

12:19pm I think I’m going to go ahead and vent a little bit to get these feelings out of my system. Although, I guess that’s kinda what I always do so I didn’t need to preface this. ha. Whatever....


July 21, 2018

convincing in 2018

7:43pm I’m back from another adventure! I have so many things to say but who knows if I’ll get to them all. Y’all know how I love to procrastinate on these kinds of things. We actually got back T...


July 09, 2018

wears me out in 2018

4:24pm I feel like I’m forgetting to do something, but I don’t know what it is. Does that ever happen to anyone else? I’m currently at work waiting for the clock to wind down so I can get out of ...


July 08, 2018

don't go crazy girl in 2018

4:51pm It is so hot here. I am dying a slow death… I really should invest in a fan but I always figure it’ll get cold again the day I buy it and I’ll have no where to store it. That’s how I guess...


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