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2 days ago

grateful laughter in 2019

3.15.19-10:54pm Well, I’m going to start this but I don’t think I’ll get very far. I probably shouldn’t even put the time because I know I’m going to go to bed here soon and this’ll be postponed ...

March 14, 2018 - 11:38am I am feeling good today. 😁 I’m looking good in my dark teal high necked blouse. I have an ugly, but passable, French braid I just put into my hair. The sun is shining so ...

7 days ago

embarrassing history in 2019

1:21pm I’ve been wanting to write almost every day for the last week, but every time I open the page I get lost in thoughts of my uncle. I don’t even know what to say… I’m sad. Extremely sad. But...

March 05, 2019

always in a flash* in 2019

1:04pm I am currently waiting for a client that may or may not show up. I don’t want to start a new project yet so I’m killin’ some time. I’ll give him like 10 more minutes before I jump onto som...

March 04, 2019

watching you watch me in 2019

10:22am I am currently battling with a cold that is trying to sneak up on me and I feel like we’re locked in a tie at the moment. Neither one of us willing to back down. It started about a week a...

February 28, 2019

just a novelty in 2019

2.27.19 - 12:48pm I have gotten so many phone calls today. It’s crazy. We all know the phone drives me absolutely nuts! But I am trying my best to remain calm. Mostly I’m at the point where I jus...

February 25, 2019

quietly losing sleep in 2019

4:26pm I know there is no way I’ll have time to finish this before I start to close up the office but I think in my mind if I start I might actually be motivated to finish at some point. =P I lea...

February 18, 2019

the replacement in 2019

2:31pm It seems I haven’t been taking the time to write much these days. Or at least that’s how it feels. Ha. Never mind. My last entry was three days ago and I wrote three times last week. 🤦‍♀️ ...

February 15, 2019

consolation valentine in 2019

4:07pm Well, I opened this window about an hour ago to talk about how I’d somehow volunteered myself to babysit my neighbour’s three kids tonight after work, but then I went to have some lunch an...

February 13, 2019

they're for you in 2019

4:23pm Well, I have a fun story! I just received this beautiful bouquet of flowers at work!! An early Valentine’s day present! From a mysterious stranger! =D The card has my full name on it, deli...

February 12, 2019

looking forward in 2019

12:43pm So many things to update on! I have two entries that I saved half-way done [maybe 3] because I didn’t have time to finish them but new things kept happening that I wanted to jot down. Eve...

January 31, 2019

can't pin me down in 2019

January 29th - 12:54pm I’m not sure I should even start one of these today, or this week, because I feel like it’s going to get busy and I’ll forget all about it. Glad we have the save feature no...

January 26, 2019

contemplations in 2019

4:24pm I don’t know how far I’ll get on this but I figured I’d start and see where my mind wanders. I have about 20 minutes before I close up the office and head to church. I’m working again tomo...

January 24, 2019

tricky calls in 2019

10:57am Well, I got that over with sooner than expected. I’m trying not to cry about it, honestly, because crying is dumb…and super cathartic. ha. I’m at work though and that’s something I’ll pro...

January 21, 2019

silly frenchie in 2019

2:45pm Well, I’m back at work for my [at least] 4 week stretch. Should be interesting! At least I got to enjoy my last day off yesterday. I was very productive despite not getting out of bed unti...

January 18, 2019

numb in 2019

2:13pm Another Friday rolls around. =) The week’s are going by quickly and I can’t decide if that’s good or bad right now. This Sunday will probably be my last one off until mid-February. Maybe l...

January 16, 2019

that time again in 2019

2:13pm I keep opening this little new entry portal [?? I must be working too much if I’m calling this a portal now. haha], but at the end of the day I find that it is still blank and so I move on...

January 14, 2019

New Year in 2019

Jan 11th - 1:04pm Well it’s finally Friday! Not that that matters much to me. I only get Sundays off, but it’s still fun to pretend. Plus LivePD is on tonight and it’s a lot easier to make it thr...

January 09, 2019

ride in again in 2019

January 8, 2019 12:27pm Eight days in and I still haven’t written a word about New Years. This is what I always do! I procrastinate on all the things I want to write about. Instead I come in here...

January 05, 2019

while the iron is hot in 2019

12:30pm I started an entry yesterday afternoon [which was restored! cool!] but basically all it says is that I was tired of taking classes and needed a very long extended break. I didn’t get much...

January 03, 2019

finding my own happiness in 2019

1:46pm A few days into the New Year and I am officially back at work full-time as of today. I’m not prepared at all, but am I ever? This year feels different. Like it should start another month f...

December 30, 2018

seeking shelter in 2018

7:55pm I realized, about a half hour ago, that tomorrow is New Year’s Eve. When did that happen? How did that sneak up on me so quickly?! I’ve done a lot this year, some times it feels like it wa...

December 26, 2018

some day in 2018

December 25, 2018 11:55pm There are a lot of things I would like to say tonight but I am not sure how well I’ll do with that. The thoughts are jumbled, crowed around all of the wrong things. I fe...

December 20, 2018

empty window in 2018

5:45pm Well hey, look at that - the save and finish on another platform thing works! I’m impressed =) Anyway, I did not end up going to the aquarium today. When the client and I talked about it l...

December 18, 2018

should I though? in 2018

4:40pm Let’s talk about something different for a change, shall we? I’m debating on going to the aquarium with the client on Thursday. He asked me last night while we were discussing today’s rock...

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