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2 days ago

that time again in 2019

2:13pm I keep opening this little new entry portal [?? I must be working too much if I’m calling this a portal now. haha], but at the end of the day I find that it is still blank and so I move on...

4 days ago

New Year in 2019

Jan 11th - 1:04pm Well it’s finally Friday! Not that that matters much to me. I only get Sundays off, but it’s still fun to pretend. Plus LivePD is on tonight and it’s a lot easier to make it thr...

January 10, 2019

ride in again in 2019

January 8, 2019 12:27pm Eight days in and I still haven’t written a word about New Years. This is what I always do! I procrastinate on all the things I want to write about. Instead I come in here...

January 05, 2019

while the iron is hot in 2019

12:30pm I started an entry yesterday afternoon [which was restored! cool!] but basically all it says is that I was tired of taking classes and needed a very long extended break. I didn’t get much...

January 03, 2019

finding my own happiness in 2019

1:46pm A few days into the New Year and I am officially back at work full-time as of today. I’m not prepared at all, but am I ever? This year feels different. Like it should start another month f...

December 30, 2018

seeking shelter in 2018

7:55pm I realized, about a half hour ago, that tomorrow is New Year’s Eve. When did that happen? How did that sneak up on me so quickly?! I’ve done a lot this year, some times it feels like it wa...

December 26, 2018

some day in 2018

December 25, 2018 11:55pm There are a lot of things I would like to say tonight but I am not sure how well I’ll do with that. The thoughts are jumbled, crowed around all of the wrong things. I fe...

December 21, 2018

empty window in 2018

5:45pm Well hey, look at that - the save and finish on another platform thing works! I’m impressed =) Anyway, I did not end up going to the aquarium today. When the client and I talked about it l...

December 19, 2018

should I though? in 2018

4:40pm Let’s talk about something different for a change, shall we? I’m debating on going to the aquarium with the client on Thursday. He asked me last night while we were discussing today’s rock...

December 11, 2018

it was always me in 2018

2:34pm I’m kinda failing at life right now… =\ I wish I was doing better. I wish there were some magical pill to take to make every thing feel the way it’s supposed to when you’re normal and happ...

December 06, 2018

To have heard those words in 2018

22:05 Too bad that auto save draft feature hasn’t been implemented yet because I just accidentally swiped the window closed and lost the entry I was working on. I almost always save to draft but ...

December 02, 2018

I don't want to keep burning in 2018

I saw him tonight. It’s only been, what, like a week since I swore I wouldn’t send him any more messages. And the good thing is that I have had zero desire tonight to contact him at all. That’s a...

November 27, 2018

the sinner & the saint in 2018

I did stupid things over the holiday weekend. Not like the kind of stupid that is going to get me into trouble or cause any damage. It was more the kind of desperate needy girl stupid that makes ...

November 15, 2018

new focus in 2018

8:33pm Let’s try another one. I always think of random comments I want to make in here throughout the day, but I never seem to be near enough to a piece of paper and/or my phone to save them for ...

November 13, 2018

there are mountains in 2018

10:12pm Quick words: I’m up and down in terms of where my head is at. I’m trying to stay optimistic and enjoy life, but I know that I’m still hurting inside. I’m in this space where I so desper...

November 05, 2018

different languages in 2018

7:35pm I wish I had the motivation to do the NoJoMo thing this year. I have hundreds of words rolling around in my head, but I can’t seem to make them coherent enough to produce entries every day...

October 19, 2018

crazy for each other in 2018

Oct. 15, 2018-5:15pm I don’t know where to start today. I want to say things to have a record of them, but it’s one of those things that’s difficult to put into words. I was nauseous last night, ...

October 07, 2018

back to life in 2018

11:19pm I think I’m mostly over the crazy. Mostly. Kinda. Almost. ;) I think back about the whole thing and I’ve definitely noticed a difference in my feelings towards it. Like sure sometimes it ...

October 04, 2018

easy crazy in 2018

1:58pm I’m having a hard time with this new neighbour/TF situation. I hate the unknown and everyone knows that. I don’t even have anyone to talk it out with so I can rid myself of the crazy. The ...

October 03, 2018

air show in 2018

4:37pm Finished another class so I’m feeling productive enough today. Actually I have done quite a bit work-wise. Just stopped to go write checks too because I remembered that was on my list. I’v...

October 02, 2018

and they're out in 2018

8:11pm Well, where should I start today?… I guess, like everyone else, I should mention that it’s October 1st already! How the heck did that happen? It doesn’t feel anywhere near October at this ...

September 27, 2018

Excitedly afraid... in 2018

Sept. 25th - 10:52pm In my crazy world… I’ve been really itching to talk to/see TF lately. Then a couple minutes ago I looked back on some entries from about two years ago [oh geez 🙄] and it was ...

September 25, 2018

meet the parents in 2018

September 18, 2018 8:23pm I’m still trying to figure out how to make my entries shorter without losing the details that I’d like to remember. I guess in the long run it isn’t going to matter much...

September 21, 2018

meet you lucky in 2018

10:29pm I have another half-finished entry from a couple days ago but this should probably be separate. Not sure why I can’t seem to sit down and finish these things. The list in there has gotten...

September 16, 2018

all new in 2018

10:11pm I think maybe I should do bullet points today? That should get the thoughts out of my head and satisfy the need to write, but also keep me from going overboard with words. Win-win! =) T...

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