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November 11, 2016

Let's just call it...

4:47pm I keep trying to type this out, but I am doing that whole procrastination thing and I’m avoiding. It’s been like a half hour since I started and I have yet to put any real words down. Ther...


November 05, 2016

it suddenly clicked

4:04pm So, sometimes you go out and say things like how you need to leave it up to the world and the world goes out and pulls you in the exact direction you were trying to avoid. That whole entry...


November 04, 2016

running all the time

9:24pm My headspace is not good right now. In the last 10 minutes I’ve had a chat exchange with Y though and I think she’s pulled me off the ledge. It’s nice to have a distraction. Perfect timing...


November 02, 2016

monkeying around

1:00pm I am currently sitting at work [shhh! don’t tell my boss ;)]. Entries like this might be happening more often as I start spending more time at the office and less time at home. The dread i...


November 01, 2016

in the books

10:21pm Another very successful Halloween in the books! By “successful” of course I mean that I scared a lot of kids tonight! :-] Hehe. I wasn’t really looking forward to today at all. I just got...


9:07pm I basically floated through this day. Sleeping was bad last night. I mean I went to bed around 12:30a and was up again by 2:30a. Not cool. I was only up for like an hour but it always feel...


October 29, 2016

how'd I get you in my truck

10:10pm Ok. I’m back! Well I got back about an hour ago. I think we left sometime around 3, so maybe like 6 total hours together. It was not at all like I thought it would be. And I feel a little...


October 28, 2016

sleep walking

9:22pm So, I finally heard from TF today with a good morning text while I was getting ready for work. We went on to talk about how amazing his day was. A little too early for that much enthusiasm...


October 27, 2016

Never tested

10:20pm I don’t actually have a lot to say tonight, but I am feeling the need to write something up so we’ll see how it goes. Funny how I can produce all these entries when there are boy things g...


October 26, 2016

phone calls and future plans

7:27pm Well, today was a very productive day, even if I didn’t intend for it to be at all. I guess that makes it better, right? :-) We got home last night around 1am. I was pretty desperate to be...


October 23, 2016

holding back hope

9:44pm This is going to be kept short. Or, at least, I plan to keep this short. :) I am currently sitting in a hotel room in the middle of Oregon. We are on our way home. I am watching trashy tel...


October 23, 2016

trippy days

7:59pm Well, today was an interesting day! I am currently sitting/lying on the air mattress in my brother’s living room. We’re getting ready to head back home. Always bittersweet. I love how rela...


October 18, 2016

energy

8:14pm Well, I didn’t get enough sleep last night either. It seems that insomnia has really grabbed a hold of me and is refusing to let go. The night after I woke up at 4 in the morning I actuall...


October 17, 2016

somebody to want me

3:33pm Well, the weatherman said it was going to rain, and the EAS issued a flash flood warning several times this morning [interrupting my tv show!], but we haven’t seen a single drop of rain. Y...


October 15, 2016

when the lights go out

9:24pm I really want to write some stuff out but I am so miserably tired. I woke up at 4:25 this morning and spent the next several hours contemplating all the ways I could be sleeping. Shortly b...


October 13, 2016

stuck again

7:20pm So, it looks like I’m going to head out of town, again! I can’t believe how much traveling I’ve done this year, especially in the last month or two. It’s been crazy! Like just since August...


October 10, 2016

the world around us

4:06pm So, I had the realization yesterday afternoon that I have been doing so much thinking about TF that I have neglected all of my other thoughts. I haven’t been contemplating life, or anythin...


October 06, 2016

Reset and readjust

12:46PM I probably won’t finish this right now, but I need to start writing down thoughts. I figure if I am sitting here at the computer, coming up with entries in my head, I may as well put some...


September 23, 2016

bold moves

9:47pm Well, that crisis is over. This really is a place where I can vent and dish about all the insane thoughts that travel through my head. It’s so much easier, and nicer, to get them out some ...


September 22, 2016

radio silence

7:52pm Well, today was alright. Another work day. I actually finished all my continuing ed classes so that was exciting! Kind of. That last class was super boring. My eyes started glazing over af...


September 21, 2016

the way it goes

9.17.16 8:44pm Well, I’m currently sitting in bed in the Laughlin hotel where I’m staying. I haven’t been here in years, except that one quick stop over the 4th of July a couple of years ago when...


September 15, 2016

personal numbers

6:24pm Well, that was an interesting last entry. Honestly I went back to re-read it a couple of times and I am surprised I was so coherent at the end there. I definitely did not feel coherent in ...


September 13, 2016

open mind

7:51pm Well, I made it through the first busy weekend of September successfully! Only two more to go. It was actually really good. I can’t remember the last time I socialized so much with people ...


September 08, 2016

embrace it & begin again

10:11pm Today was a depressing day. I don’t even know why. I mean, it might have had something to do with the fact that I hardly got any sleep. Woke up some time around 2am and had the worst time...


September 06, 2016

lo que siente un corazón

7:16pm So, let me go ahead and update on where I’m at currently; at least in terms of my headspace. I swear I’m not obsessing over this one. I am mostly not overthinking it anymore. =] But I do f...


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The adventures of 2016.