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4:08pm I’m over today… My brain hurts and I feel like I’ve done too much thinking, although not a lot of actual work. I don’t know how it really feels outside but it looks relatively nice. Thin c...
dreaming of you in 2018
10:33am I have a draft I was working on a couple days ago, but I’m not feeling like putting a lot of effort into it right now so I’m starting something new. :) Technically I have like three or fo...
to the void in 2018
1:40pm I don’t really want to continue to talk about the same subjects over and over again, but I don’t necessarily know how to stop. I mean it’s the only thing running on a constant loop in my m...
testing, testing in 2018
10:05am Guess who’s procrastinating on projects again? =] I always forget it’s a holiday weekend until I sit at work and watch all the travellers go in and out of the coffee shop all day long. Th...
side effects in 2018
4:37pm I want to say things today but I don’t know where I want to start. Mostly I’m probably just procrastinating on my work. I checked a few more items off my to-do list today but I can’t say p...
in the same box in 2018
4:00pm Let’s see what we can talk about today, shall we? I like the idea of continuing to write all the time even when I don’t have weird boy drama going on. This can’t be all about that. I do ac...
I can't live there anymore in 2018
12:40pm Hey look it’s almost 1 o’clock! Nice. My work day ends at 5 today so I’m almost done! It’s always good to see the time ticking away quickly because we all know I’d rather be on my couch s...
placebo effect in 2018
3:12pm Well, hello again. I realized yesterday after I reread my entry that I got lost in my typical stream of consciousness thing and forgot to mention a lot of the stuff I’d wanted to talk abou...
Let's do better this round in 2018
3:17pm I just realized I have to make a new book to post this to. 2018 already! I’ve been meaning to come in here since like New Year’s Eve but motivation was low, as it always tends to be when I...
Weird sensation in 2017
6:41pm I’m in Wisconsin now. There’s plenty to update on but I’m on my phone. I only want to write because I feel weird. I was skimming through fb right. Just hanging out glancing since we’d jus...
until the salt runs out in 2017
3:59pm I have been trying to write for a long time now. I keep opening and closing this page without putting down any real words. Like I think I’m ready to say things and then nothing comes out. ...
[un]connected in 2017
3:57pm It’s almost Thanksgiving time. =D I’m excited. Mostly because I’m ready to eat and drink the day away. haha. The holiday’s never really been a big deal around here since we don’t have a lo...
seems to me like I'm just scared of never feeling it again in 2017
3:26pm I’m at work so I figured I’d kill a little time and type up some updates. Nothing too crazy going on. Same ol’ life stuff mostly. Same constant noise in my mind. I seriously need to pick u...
through the tunnel in 2017
9:42pm I want to write a few things out but I’m not sure I have enough to put an entry together. I guess not all of my entries have to be novel length huh? haha. I’ve been thinking about things o...
you walk away when you've had enough in 2017
9:18pm Well, I’m back home. Arrived yesterday evening, some time before 8pm. An old coworker came back on the same flight so we gave her a ride home. Stopped and had lunch/dinner at the cheesecak...
what you can't have in 2017
8:34pm I totally missed the start of NoJoMo. I didn’t even think about it this year, like it didn’t even click. Did I do it last year? I wish we had calendar view! =\ Nope. I think I was too wrap...
in a pretty perfect world in 2017
3:04pm I am stuck in the office alone today. =| It’s been super cloudy/dark outside and the weather’s California cold [ie: 50s] and all I want to do is go cuddle up on the couch and watch TV unde...
Mixed your memory with Tennessee in 2017
8:18pm I’ve been contemplating this entry for a while now and I think because of this contemplation I am actually seriously procrastinating on getting anything written. It’s always when I have so...
things I cannot change in 2017
4:55pm Sunday evening. Days are shorter. Nights are long. My mind is wandering like crazy. Not that that’s all that new but sometimes I wish I could slow it down, or make it stop for a while. I’v...
not knowing in 2017
5:14pm I realized I’ve been doing some major procrastinating on things I want to say. That’s not really anything new, except these are just things I’ve been meaning to write for a long time. I ha...
like a vacation in 2017
10:13pm I’ve got a couple updates today. Nothing particularly interesting. Just life stuff. Hopefully I can type every thing out pretty quickly and maybe go to bed early. Although I just remember...
quick flames in 2017
I’ve been working on this draft since like Sunday. I keep randomly adding a paragraph or two at the end of the night but I don’t have much motivation or desire to type a bunch of words. I figure ...
time to unwind in 2017
4:03pm I am currently sitting at the office killing time. We’re not open or anything but I had to write a rent check and take care of some other stuff before we leave. I probably should be at hom...
even after all this time in 2017
10:11pm I want to write tonight, but at the very same time I really do not want to write. It just feels like stuff I’ve been feeling/thinking for a long time and I’m not sure I should put it into...
Maybe it's the worst in me in 2017
8:33pm Well, today was a pretty productive work day so I guess that’s good. I don’t know why I said that like that. I think I’m on the verge of falling into a bad headspace but I’m going to try r...
