dino wino night in The Wanderer

Things have been going quite well between A and I. We have been spending a lot more time together and I am loving how close we have become. We are officially boyfriend/girlfriend, but I am trying to keep it on the DL because I know how judgy people are and I hate being known as the relationship hopper, and how people are always like “Oh who is this guy, how long is he going to last?” But I completely understand it is just how things happened to play out in my life. It also doesn’t help that most of my friends and some family members I only see a couple of times a year since they live out of state, so it really seems more frequent to them that I am with a new guy. But in reality, most of my relationships have been for at least a year. It is also not like I was looking to jump back into something, it really just happened this way.
Anyway, last night was the dino wino night and forever to be remembered.
It stated with A asking me if I wanted to meet his family, and I obviously said yes! So I drove out to his house and we drove over to his parents house. I reallllllly like his family and his sister is awesome. We had a really nice night getting to know each other and hearing all the “embarrassing” when-A-was-a-kid stories. His sister and I have a lot in common, including our brief stint living in Washington. After meeting the fam, A and I went to the store and made some dinner which was dino chicken nuggets, fries, avocado, and a bottle of delicious wine. We watched some Big Brother back at his house, which ironically his big brother/roommate is a huge fan of and we polished off the wine. We went back to his room and things just went from there. It is not like it was the first time we had sex, but this time was different. He seemed to know exactly what to do without hesitation. I felt his hands around my neck and he kissed me in the most passionate way. He grabbed my wrists and really started dominating. I have not seen that side of him before, but in that moment I realized that was all I have ever wanted. The whole thing was so intense and emotional, while he was cleaning up in the bathroom, I was laying in his bed with tears coming out of my eyes. It was the weirdest thing, and I was glad I was able to hide that reaction before he came back. We had a long conversation after that and I just felt completely submitted to him and knew in that moment things were going to be different. I really hope all of these feelings I am experiencing remain consistent because if so, I am 100 percent sure this relationship will be nothing like my previous ones. Now to get past the thought that I will not see him for two weeks! I leave for Washington Sunday.