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So much has been going on, nothing bad, just busy busy busy. My title is in reference to finally getting a clear answer that I will never have a future with A even though he loves me. It is tim...

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That is what I woke to the day after grandpa died, and once again when my best friend’s father passed away 5 days later. My life continues to go on and it will still have highs and lows and I wi...

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My best friend’s father died unexpectedly today, I don’t know how to help her right now other than offering my support which is all I have in me to give right now. I want a do-over for 2017. I p...

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to say what you want to say, to do what you want to do. As I kissed my grandfather goodbye tonight on his forehead, it may be the last time I will have seen him alive. The hospice people say the...

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that’s what I am.

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My mom just texted me telling me to call my grandpa every night even if it is just for two minutes he keeps declining, she keeps getting worse, I am getting in a funk and am doing nothing to help...

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your mom looks at you with tears in her eyes, barely able to stand from the pain and says honestly Maria some days it would be better if I just died. I said don’t say that, but I know she is in s...

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So I usually don’t make resolutions because I don’t keep them so I made some goals for this year. Number one being happier, number 2 trying to fix my finances as I let it all slide with everythi...

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Just wanted to wish you all a happy new year. May your 2017 be filled with love, happiness, and peace. I know we have all had our joys and sorrows this past year and I am hoping for each one of ...

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I have a lot to say and I am running on little sleep over the past few days so I will say this…Merry Christmas whatever you chose to celebrate or not celebrate today, I hope your day was filled w...

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Having a loved one die with no warning or watching them slowly slip away from you? I have been absent from writing because life has continued to be tough, but I am no longer feeling depressed. I...

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One thing I do is paint to help me feel better, here is one of my latest.

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I have passed my breaking point. I can’t keep going on the way I am. I have no one to tell this too because I can’t worry my family any more than they are already dealing with. My friends don’t g...

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So my week ended with hearing this tonight “You are what you have to offer. If you aren’t getting what you want - that’s on you, not them. If you don’t know how to get what you want, it’s on you ...

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I just feel as if I am nothing and mean nothing. I just want to walk away and never look back. I can’t seem to do or say anything right.

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So I haven’t written in forever although I do keep up with all of you. I will do separate paragraphs on the main topics I need to update. First the evil pastor now ex-pastor. She managed to dri...

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I have been going through a lot and have been very stressed lately and in the midst of that chaos, I thought I had met someone from a dating site and we talked non stop for almost three weeks and...

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So I still have a ton to write and things have changed since the last time I said that, but the most prevalent thing in my life this past week was being a bridesmaid for the 9th time in my life f...

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I am down and out so much to say over the AJ situation, yet not wanting to put it down on paper. Church things have been crazy as well and have a ton about that to write as well. I am sad. I am ...

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So in my last entry I shared the picture of the painting I did for the one I wanted to be my valentine. I could only send a picture of it and I sent it on FB messenger first and then a picture of...

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So I decided to take everyone’s advice and do things to keep my mind off the weekend and so I slept in late, read a whole book in one day, painted my nails, and painted a picture for the man I wa...

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As we all know unless we live under a rock this weekend is Valentine’s day and as I see everyone posting on Facebook about surprises received, surprises being created and just people talking abou...

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Well here is the adventure of digging out 3 feet or more of snow from Jonas. There is rumor another storm is on it’s way for the end of this week, oh boy. Getting all bundled up My death trap s...

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Well living in south western PA in the Laurel Highland Mountains you get used to having snow, but sometimes we even get hit with some doozies. This was taken about 9:30 this morning. The snow be...

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This is a painting I did for a 4 year old as a birthday present. Do you think it is good enough and that she will like it she loves Frozen.

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