Torridaussity Two
by Always Laughing
Entries 298
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Worried for nothing
Well a week has passed since my potential work crisis and it seems either the kid was lying when he said what he said or the mom didn’t really care about it. Things have actually been going well...
DUFF
For those of you not up on the current movies this stands for designated ugly fat friend…I have always been aware of my weight and that I was never ever really thin or even thick, but always over...
Low
First with the great news of the day…my brother and parents left a little while ago to bring my grandfather home. Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers. Now for the low…I am feeling low pa...
Grandpa
His surgery went well and if he can go pee tonight yet he will be home Thursday. Now if only everything else in my life would straighten out. I am beat night all and thanks for all the well wis...
bitter cold
So it's been with the wind chills as low as -40 here over the past few days. Coldest temps I have ever been in. The weather has matched my mood cold and bitter. I was supposed to have a date ...
Still here
So so so much craziness going on in life since I last wrote and it all has me down accept for one thing and that despite the fact that I am broke and shouldn’t be going. my friend and I booked ou...
My happiness is all that matters
you tell me and yet you are the one keeping me from being truly happy and I don’t have the courage to tell you this or to let you go so I can be happy. I try and try oh how I try, but I can’t se...
Thoughts
So the funeral for my grandpa’s Helen was Saturday and now that the formal process of grieving is done, I can begin to move forward in my own healing in my own way. When a death happens in my fa...
Hurting
I just got off the phone with my mom and it wasn’t good news. She called to say my grandpa’s girlfriend Helen who has been a surrogate grandma for the last 10 years or so passed away a few hours...
My brother
is going to get his ass kicked by karma. I just keep waiting for it to happen. He is seeing two women at once and both are crazy. I think one with snap and do him bodily harm and then I shall s...
First Winter Delay
They are predicting it to be so cold tomorrow morning that school is already delayed which it will be nice to sleep in, but not nice that I will lose 2 hours of pay. The temps are to reach 20 be...
Nothing new here
Work is going ok, but I can definitely tell I was away from the two clients for almost 2 weeks. For the one it’s a good thing and for the other not so much. I love kids hope to have at least on...
Me
Life has me on an emotional roller coaster lately. One minute happy and with good self esteem and then the next down in the dumps and grouchy. I am doing my best each day to focus on the positi...
Two duds in one night
Well the first dud of the night was my date lol. He was as I expected socially backwards and still not over the death of his father from last year which I completely understand, but the socially...
My real hair not funny anymore
at least I hope not lol here you go three shots in three different kinds of light enjoy. I got a trim just to clean the edges up, and the color is a special blend just for me lol. It has a hi...
Update on lack of communication
Well turns out James did reply yesterday to confirm the time and my phone never notified me. I went to text him again and there was the reply weird so instead of re-asking him I was polite and ...
Christmas Pics
I said I would share why I was so busy over Christmas so these are things I have painted, made, and one for displaying all the cards I get from my many friends around the world. I believe the fir...
Funny haircut
I played a joke on my friends with social media today and my friend who does my hair and I almost peed ourselves with laughter. I started my making this post Going to get my hair done shortly…wil...
Forgiveness before the year started
I am sure many of you remember me telling you of the shattered friendship between myself and my friend in the military last year when he shut me out and never acknowledged the gift I sent him. W...
And the new year has begun
So my friends and I rang in the new year by having an 80’s pajama luau. All of us girls were sporting side pony tails and blue eye shadow and we all wore pajamas and had leis or grass skirts. M...
Happy New Year
I am feeling better and have made a promise to myself to not let people treat me a way they shouldn’t and to make it known to them that they hurt me even if it isn’t on purpose. I hope that we a...
All of a sudden...
I am overcome with sadness and sit here crying. It is a combination of me being disappointed in myself and also being disappointed in others and they way they treat me and how I let them treat m...
Happy because...
The Steelers won the AFC North championship yay. Also happy that I have one week with nothing, but fun things to do and to write a real entry in here on all the craziness that has been going on ...
Merry Christmas
The clock is winding down and it’s almost officially Christmas so Merry Christmas, for those who don’t celebrate well Happy Holidays I guess is said for you or Happy Kwanzaa or Happy Hanukkah wh...
Busy Busy Busy
So I haven’t written because the weeks leading up to Christmas are crazy for me. I completed my gift to my German friend and started making my cards. Here is what I did two paintings and home m...
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The beginning of my writing at a new site