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I am a work in progress who loves to travel and make people laugh.

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October 09, 2020

Hellish week in Torridaussity Two

This week has been upsetting and confirming for me that I am nearing the end of this career path I’ve been on for 16 years now. No I’m not going to up and quit, but I know I can’t continue this j...


September 24, 2020

hard no to Jason in Dating in 2020

So I didn’t take a break yet from online dating and there are many more men I could write about and still might, but this was tonight’s encounter. He matched with me on Bumble said I had beautifu...


September 19, 2020

Paul in Dating in 2020

one word asshole....he matched with me on bumble, so on there women message first I said hello and that he had adorable pictures of his dog. He replied back calling me a dog and please don’t mess...


August 31, 2020

My heart hurts in Torridaussity Two

I’m emotionally in overdrive right now. I’m down and out and yes I will get out of it, but needed to tell someone, anyone so I don’t have to pretend to be ok everywhere in my life. Reasons 1. I’...


So last night’s dream was one that continued even if I woke up a little. It started with my friend Shawn and I wanting to go to Dave and Busters. We were in his car driving and he literally drove...


August 25, 2020

Ugly Betty Dream in Dreams

Last night my dream was me and the cast of Ugly Betty. The story was there was a woman in love with the male character she kept killing off any woman that even looked at him and then she accident...


August 24, 2020

more crazy dreams in Dreams

so first dream was more like I was watching from inside the person’s head and that person was Candice Cameron Bure or however you spell her name. It was her and a friend with an older man and hi...


August 22, 2020

Mercury poisoning dream in Dreams

So I had 2 dreams, but they flowed into each other. In the first one I was starting with a new client who happens to be the sister of a girl I graduated with and see from time to time in real li...


August 14, 2020

Sad dream and weird dream in Dreams

So last night’s first dream was sad. I was having a reunion with people I had studied abroad with and the one made a strange comment and it led me to ask if they were ok and he broke down and adm...


August 07, 2020

Sad in Torridaussity Two

I am just overall sad right now. I am pretty sure I will not continue to see Dan because he just seems to primarily only care about the physical side of a relationship and not actually continuin...


July 29, 2020

Marc in Dating in 2020

Today I met Marc online we had a great chat he said he said I hate to do this be he needed to go get sleep since he’s up at 3:30 am. I said no prb goodnight, he then blocked or unmatched me. Why...


June 21, 2020

:-( in Torridaussity Two

Crying over people who aren’t worthy of my time or tears, but what can I say that’s me. I don’t think my heart and soul are meant for this cruel world. I try to protect myself but it never works...


This is short as I’m sitting with my friends around a campfire enjoying my last hours of 39 and feeling ok. Leading up to this I was not and I’m still not in the best place, but I’m ok. I will be...


So today was literally the first day I have messed up which day of the week it was since this all started pretty good for 60 days. I thought it was Wednesday. As the days go on, I has been gett...


May 14, 2020

General Info in Dating in 2020

So my long time readers know that I do not have an extensive dating/personal life. What I have experienced in general has been more bad than good. In March the last guy I was seeing dumped me c...


May 02, 2020

May 3rd in Torridaussity Two

Feeling down again, this time more so about my self worth and wondering if a man will ever see what a wonderful person I really am or am I destined to be alone. Right now it feels like I will be ...


April 27, 2020

Race car driver? in Dreams

So I haven’t added much in this book of dreams lately and boy have I had some crazy ones so I figured I am going to try and write them down. Last night I dreamt that I was entering a race at a l...


April 27, 2020

Day 38 for me in Torridaussity Two

So for me I started on March 21st counting that as the day life changed for me the most because of the virus, so that is where day 38 comes from. Technically I guess it really began the 14th so ...


Feeling alone, feeling tired, feeling emotionally drained, feeling anxious…you name a negative emotion I’m probably feeling it. Not sure what triggered such a huge barage of emotions, probably pa...


Well my brother had to return home this morning, he just pulled out of my parking lot. I am sure I can manage taking care of my parents for now since my hours were cut, but it has been helpful h...


April 12, 2020

Happy Easter in Torridaussity Two

I know not all of you celebrate Easter, but for those of you do I wish you a blessed Easter. This is the first year I can remember not being able to attend the sunrise service at my church. Alt...


So I had been holding onto hope that maybe we would go back for one month in June. That hope was shot down today when the governor announced that schools in PA would be closed the remainder of ...


20 quarantine questions. Answer truthfully. Are you an Essential worker? Yes, the services I provide are considered medically necessary for the children I provide them too, but we are fortunate t...


So although I had said whatever happened with Don and I happened or not happened I still had hope that things would work out. But I was a fool and was making excuses for him and his behavior and...


So we are all hanging in here. I started my third week of telehealth with my kiddos and I miss working with them in person and it is just not the same. I am getting less than 10 hours a week an...


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