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I am a work in progress who loves to travel and make people laugh.

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6 days ago

Marc in Dating in 2020

Today I met Marc online we had a great chat he said he said I hate to do this be he needed to go get sleep since he’s up at 3:30 am. I said no prb goodnight, he then blocked or unmatched me. Why...


June 21, 2020

:-( in Torridaussity Two

Crying over people who aren’t worthy of my time or tears, but what can I say that’s me. I don’t think my heart and soul are meant for this cruel world. I try to protect myself but it never works...


This is short as I’m sitting with my friends around a campfire enjoying my last hours of 39 and feeling ok. Leading up to this I was not and I’m still not in the best place, but I’m ok. I will be...


So today was literally the first day I have messed up which day of the week it was since this all started pretty good for 60 days. I thought it was Wednesday. As the days go on, I has been gett...


May 14, 2020

General Info in Dating in 2020

So my long time readers know that I do not have an extensive dating/personal life. What I have experienced in general has been more bad than good. In March the last guy I was seeing dumped me c...


May 02, 2020

May 3rd in Torridaussity Two

Feeling down again, this time more so about my self worth and wondering if a man will ever see what a wonderful person I really am or am I destined to be alone. Right now it feels like I will be ...


April 27, 2020

Race car driver? in Dreams

So I haven’t added much in this book of dreams lately and boy have I had some crazy ones so I figured I am going to try and write them down. Last night I dreamt that I was entering a race at a l...


April 27, 2020

Day 38 for me in Torridaussity Two

So for me I started on March 21st counting that as the day life changed for me the most because of the virus, so that is where day 38 comes from. Technically I guess it really began the 14th so ...


Feeling alone, feeling tired, feeling emotionally drained, feeling anxious…you name a negative emotion I’m probably feeling it. Not sure what triggered such a huge barage of emotions, probably pa...


Well my brother had to return home this morning, he just pulled out of my parking lot. I am sure I can manage taking care of my parents for now since my hours were cut, but it has been helpful h...


April 12, 2020

Happy Easter in Torridaussity Two

I know not all of you celebrate Easter, but for those of you do I wish you a blessed Easter. This is the first year I can remember not being able to attend the sunrise service at my church. Alt...


So I had been holding onto hope that maybe we would go back for one month in June. That hope was shot down today when the governor announced that schools in PA would be closed the remainder of ...


20 quarantine questions. Answer truthfully. Are you an Essential worker? Yes, the services I provide are considered medically necessary for the children I provide them too, but we are fortunate t...


So although I had said whatever happened with Don and I happened or not happened I still had hope that things would work out. But I was a fool and was making excuses for him and his behavior and...


So we are all hanging in here. I started my third week of telehealth with my kiddos and I miss working with them in person and it is just not the same. I am getting less than 10 hours a week an...


Well hello my friends what a crazy world we are living in right now thanks to this virus. I will start by saying I am praying that you are all able to stay happy and healthy during this time of ...


So this entry will update you all on my health this past year and some other random information. So I don’t talk a lot about my health, but I have been a type 2 diabetic since I was 19 or so. I...


So part two will be family issues My dad in general is in pretty good health, but did give us a scare in August when he got out of his car and collapsed. Thankfully it was just dehydration. We ...


So this entry will be part one of a summation of 2019 and obviously the beginning of chapter 40 in my book of life. This will be very long sorry, kinda letting everything out, but will do it in ...


November 28, 2019

Happy Thanksgiving in Torridaussity Two

Wishing you all a wonderful day filled with love and blessings. Life since I last wrote has been a roller coaster of emotions, life events, and both good and bad times, but overall I have much ...


This will be short. I turn 39 today. I am not ready to be 39. There is so much I wanted to have in my life by now that I don’t and I question if I ever will. This past year has been a rough one....


February 28, 2019

Struggling in Torridaussity Two

I’m still so very sad. There are times I find glimmers and sparks of joy and other times my sadness over whelms me so much I begin to weep. I’m so far behind in reading most of you and when I do ...


January 19, 2019

Bad night in Torridaussity Two

It’s funny how you think you’re doing ok, plugging along and then something out of no where triggers everything you thought you had dealt with or had moved past and you’re sitting alone at home s...


Happy new year....2018 was one of the worst years of my life completed by being stood up tonight. Im hoping 2019 is a better year. Love you all.


November 22, 2018

Happy Thanksgiving in Torridaussity Two

Wishing all of you a day to appreciate all that you have and all the people in your life, you can celebrate these things even if you aren’t in the US. I am thankful for you all here who support ...


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