Torridaussity Two

by Always Laughing

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October 01, 2016

Breaking point

I have passed my breaking point. I can’t keep going on the way I am. I have no one to tell this too because I can’t worry my family any more than they are already dealing with. My friends don’t g...

August 20, 2016

Rough week

So my week ended with hearing this tonight “You are what you have to offer. If you aren’t getting what you want - that’s on you, not them. If you don’t know how to get what you want, it’s on you ...

July 30, 2016

I want to disappear

I just feel as if I am nothing and mean nothing. I just want to walk away and never look back. I can’t seem to do or say anything right.

So I haven’t written in forever although I do keep up with all of you. I will do separate paragraphs on the main topics I need to update. First the evil pastor now ex-pastor. She managed to dri...

April 24, 2016


I have been going through a lot and have been very stressed lately and in the midst of that chaos, I thought I had met someone from a dating site and we talked non stop for almost three weeks and...

So I still have a ton to write and things have changed since the last time I said that, but the most prevalent thing in my life this past week was being a bridesmaid for the 9th time in my life f...

March 05, 2016

No will to write

I am down and out so much to say over the AJ situation, yet not wanting to put it down on paper. Church things have been crazy as well and have a ton about that to write as well. I am sad. I am ...

February 15, 2016

He didn't say a word

So in my last entry I shared the picture of the painting I did for the one I wanted to be my valentine. I could only send a picture of it and I sent it on FB messenger first and then a picture of...

February 13, 2016

My Unvalentine weekend so far

So I decided to take everyone’s advice and do things to keep my mind off the weekend and so I slept in late, read a whole book in one day, painted my nails, and painted a picture for the man I wa...

As we all know unless we live under a rock this weekend is Valentine’s day and as I see everyone posting on Facebook about surprises received, surprises being created and just people talking abou...

January 25, 2016

Photos From The Dig Out

Well here is the adventure of digging out 3 feet or more of snow from Jonas. There is rumor another storm is on it’s way for the end of this week, oh boy. Getting all bundled up My death trap s...

January 23, 2016

Jonas has struck

Well living in south western PA in the Laurel Highland Mountains you get used to having snow, but sometimes we even get hit with some doozies. This was taken about 9:30 this morning. The snow be...

January 16, 2016

Painting I did

This is a painting I did for a 4 year old as a birthday present. Do you think it is good enough and that she will like it she loves Frozen.

January 08, 2016

Feeling down

Things with my church really have me down. The new pastor continues to change things left and right. Some changes I understand and agree with others, she is just doing to make it perfect in her e...

January 03, 2016

Life and moving forward

So I mentioned to one of my readers here who by the way I consider a friend as I consider all of you who read, that I am trying to write more and be more open. I am also this year working on orga...

Hope you all had a nice new year’s eve no matter if you were out partying or stayed home to relax. I am hoping for each one of us that 2016 is going to be our best year yet. Love you all.

December 13, 2015

I'm feeling so down

I am having a bad day and I had plans with friends and was going to cancel, but decided to go because I thought they would help me through being down and no instead I got picked on because I was ...

November 26, 2015

Give Thanks

Happy Thanksgiving everyone whether you are celebrating it or not because I think and hope that even if it is just one day we all need to take time to remember to give thanks for what we do have ...

October 30, 2015

Pennsylvania 1

I have so much to write, but am too tired to do so, but a few of my readers have asked me for some pictures of Pennsylvania which is where I was born and raised and still live. I live in the laur...

September 19, 2015

Some Pics from Iceland

So ten days in Iceland and I came home with over 1000 photos and some wonderful memories. There were a few moments that upset me, but now being home and trying to figure things out I don’t think ...

September 05, 2015


My emotions are OOC out of control. I am crying all the time and so unhappy and I am aside from seeing a therapist and changing my life completely out of options and I am not sure I am ready to ...

August 31, 2015

I'm back

So I came back Wednesday night from Iceland and although Iceland was all that I hoped it would be my trip was not. Overall it was great, but there were many times I was reduced to tears and now ...

August 16, 2015

Iceland here I come

So 14 hours I will be leaving for Iceland with one of my best friends. I have been waiting since February for this day to come. I can not express enough how much I need this vacation. I can only...

August 07, 2015

So much to say

First of all my uncle passed away last night. He entered hospice at the beginning of the week and passed at 11 PM last night. Thank you to anyone who was praying for him. He was very sick, so h...

July 23, 2015

I am

losing my mind. I am becoming forgetful, I require tons of sleep and still can’t function correctly. I am tired and feel aches and pains almost all the time. I completely forgot about a mandator...

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The beginning of my writing at a new site