Suhaila ⋅ 25
Indian girl living in England. My parents moved here before I was born so I have always lived in England. Mother to Jasmine, my beautiful little angel girl, who shone a light on my life on May 31st 2016.
Whoever said the human race was logical?
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The waiting game in It's a Suhaila!
First of all, a big thankyou to everyone who sent me birthday wishes. It was lovely to read from you all on here! My life really is a waiting game. Waiting for my A-level exams to start. Waiti...
Older, but wiser? in It's a Suhaila!
Wow, I’m 18. I’m an adult.... I’m not ready for this. My birthday was Tuesday. I was treating it as a normal day in my life right now (wake up, wait for Jasmine-bump to stop kicking before get...
Being me. in It's a Suhaila!
It’s been a while since I wrote, my life has been so busy. I’ve been speaking to my sister every day since she went back to university, and she keeps saying “The minute Jasmine decides she wants ...
I need sleeeeeeep in It's a Suhaila!
Agh. I am shattered, tired, struggling to write this. And it’s all Jasmine’s fault. The last few days have been hectic enough, with my sister back off to uni yesterday - expecting my parents hom...
April Fool's Day in It's a Suhaila!
Just a quick entry today as dinner is nearly ready. I had an idea for a good one today, and with my sister’s help… pulled it off. I had my scan the other day just to check that all is well with ...
Have you ever? in It's a Suhaila!
I’m just feeling a happy Suhaila this morning. Daniel stayed over last night and I slept a warm comfortable sleep in his arms last night. Have you ever had two arms around you to hold you throug...
Holidays and some happiness. in It's a Suhaila!
It’s holiday time from education! My sister is home now for three weeks, so great to have her back! I got a lovely hug from her when parents arrived back home, and she also spoke to bump and sa...
Long survey... done over a few nights! in It's a Suhaila!
Thanks to Ruby Tuesday who let mecopy this from her!! I have done this over the past few evenings while Jasmine has been kicking me while I have been trying to sleep. So, let’s start out blunt. ...
A difference of a week in It's a Suhaila!
Firstly - a thank you to all of you who have left me messages of support on here. It means a great deal knowing people I have never met are showing me support. It’s only a week since I left the ...
Hometime.... in It's a Suhaila!
Well, I’ve done it. It’s officially no more going in to college for me. Apart from going back for my exams. I went and saw my tutor yesterday - if I ham honest; loooking back now my mind was pr...
I love you people! in It's a Suhaila!
From what I wrote in my last entry, it made me realise that coming on here and writing so I could say everything I want to say wa the right thing to do when I started this diary. I just want to ...
Struggling in It's a Suhaila!
The title says it all. I’m about to hit the six month mark, and this week was really hard at college. Maybe because I’d had the week off for half term and was more relaxed, or maybe because it i...
Ups and downs in It's a Suhaila!
That would best describe how this half term is going. It was pancake day on Tuesday, I was invited over to Daniel’s to have some with his family, and they were rather nice - his mum is a good coo...
Bumping along in It's a Suhaila!
It’s been almost two weeks since I’ve written in here now, so I think it’s about time I update. College is now broken up for half term. That mans I have a week of lie-ins (yay!) but I also have ...
Sleepless nights, tired days. in It's a Suhaila!
As time moves on, so does my life. Jasmine-bump is noticeable now that I am 5 months gone. Where has that gone? I’m over half way to being a mother. Scary. I am feeling little bit tired now,...
Time goes on in It's a Suhaila!
I have a break in my college so I thought I’d write as it’s been a little while. I’m still cracking on with my studies, my final A-level exams are only a few months away now (scary!), and I reall...
Relaxed. in It's a Suhaila!
I feel good today. I had my date day with Physics Boy yesterday. I went across to his in the mid-morning, taking some work with me - the plan was that we would write up our lab experiment this w...
Developments in It's a Suhaila!
Everything changes. I think people at college have worked out there’s something going on between me and Physics Boy - it didn’t help plans to keep anything quiet when the hello was big smily hell...
Hello 2016 in It's a Suhaila!
So it’s now the new year. It’s going to be a very big year for me personally, as I will be getting my A-level results, as well as becoming a mother. Over the last week I have been busy with work,...
UpDates in It's a Suhaila!
… emphasis on the Dates. I am seeing the physics guy tomorrow :D After seeing him and after my last entry, I met up with him Wednesday, we had another nice few hours together, and as we went our...
More meetings! in It's a Suhaila!
I’m finished college for the holidays but have a pile of work to get through. I did meet Physics Guy after college on Friday, we sat around, had a chat, he was nice about it all. He apologised f...
Meetings, scans, tears, hugs, confusions. in It's a Suhaila!
It’s been a confusing, hard, and stressful week. I’ll start with the big news - today was my scan. My sister came along with me, and so far so good, everything seems well with my little mini-me....
Reunited. in It's a Suhaila!
I have been reunited with the most wonderful and amazing person I know. My sister is home from uni for the holidays :D For the first time in ages I have felt like I can relax, be myself more. H...
Going out in It's a Suhaila!
I’ve decided I am taking myself out to the college’s Christmas party/disco in a little while. I don’t want to be alone all night, my parents have gone to pick up my sister from university and br...
December will be magic again. in It's a Suhaila!
I’ve heard that song title from somewhere, can’t think who it’s by. But there will be some magic. By his time next week my sister will be home for the holidays - looking forwards to a good month...
