I love you people! in It's a Suhaila!

From what I wrote in my last entry, it made me realise that coming on here and writing so I could say everything I want to say wa the right thing to do when I started this diary. I just want to say a huge thankyou to all of you who commented last time, and how much it made me smile. It really helped me to think that I am not a quitter that I am doing right by putting myself and Jasmine first.

I’ve been struggling again this week, and with your wordsof wisdom, I have decided that it is time to step back from college. It wasn’t an easy decision to make, but I have made it. I told my tutor yesterday and I am metting with her tomorrow to work out how to get through the final part of it all, I really want to do this and get my grades.

It is also possible I could sit the exams based on what I have learned but I could be taking a gamble that a big question would come up over the last bit which hasn’t been covered.

I shall know more tomorrow, but again… a huge thankyou for all your support, you guys may not know how much it means but each one of those messages gave me a lift. You’re all amazing, please stay that way!