Time goes on in It's a Suhaila!

I have a break in my college so I thought I’d write as it’s been a little while.

I’m still cracking on with my studies, my final A-level exams are only a few months away now (scary!), and I really want to do well, the main thing playing on my mind right now is how much Jasmine is going to disrupt everything! I’m over half way through now, and there is a noticeable bump although not that big at this stage. There’s talk around college but I’m ignoring it.

I am meeting with my personal tutor later this week to discuss how the rest of the year is going to fan out. I’m definitely attending this half term, and I’m going to see how I feel when we break for the half-term - I am hoping I can stay on until Easter, as it’s likely most of the post-Easter work will be practice papers, revision etc ahead of the exams themselves.

Wish Jasmine would sit still, I think she’s doing a gym routine in there at the moment!

Things with Physics Boy are going well. Really well. We are keeping it quiet at college, as because of Jasmine the it’s likely there’s going to be a lot of crap flying around. I was even allowed to stay at his on Saturday - my parents did ask his parents if they would be there and they said yes, that we wouldn’t be left alone. I think that is a bit like closing the stable door after the horse has bolted given that I’m already pregnant lol.

I did sleep in his bed with him, and it was really lovely being snuggled up to him all night long. We did have sex a few times (lol) - once at night and again the next morning and it was just so lovely! And in the morning as we finished, I whispered in his ear… “I love you.” And he said it back!

He then told me a short story. He said that his dad had told him that if he is cuddled up in bed with a girl, the three words he would most like to hear are “I love you.” He said that his dad went on to say that the three words a man doesn’t want to hear when in bed with a girl are “Darling, I’m home.” I ended up getting a fit of the giggles from this!

I’ll update about the meeting with tutor later this week.