Suhaila ⋅ 26
Indian girl living in England. My parents moved here before I was born so I have always lived in England. Mother to Jasmine, my beautiful little angel girl, who shone a light on my life on May 31st 2016.
Whoever said the human race was logical?
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Update. in It's a Suhaila!
It’s been a while since I have written. Over the half trm, I went to stay with my sister for most of the week, it felt good to be there, to clear my head. I had a few long talks with her about w...
Shaking in It's a Suhaila!
I told them, with my sister beside me and her arm around me. I’m so glad she’s here. I’m still shaking. I don’t know what happens next. I’ll write more when I feel more stable.
Having a heart in It's a Suhaila!
I’m back home. I went to spend this weekend with my sister at her university. It was so good to see her, when I got there she was waiting outside the railway station and I have her the biggest h...
Hugs. in It's a Suhaila!
I want to say a big big thankyou to those of you on here who have offered me an online shoulder to cry on, those who have left me some comforting words. I am going to see my sister this weekend ...
Can't sleep... in It's a Suhaila!
My mind is a buzz, my emotions are everywhere, I am so confused, I don’t know what’s right anymore. All I can hear is the sounds of the family house. In a way it’s good as I really want to be a...
Back from the quack. in It's a Suhaila!
On the positive side, it’s not anaemia. On the other side… I’ve been stupid. Unbelivably stupid. I don’t know what to do. I just want to curl up and cry. I want a friend. I need a magic wand...
Brief summary... in It's a Suhaila!
.... during a break in college. Tired. Been soaked in the rain. Fatigued. Bored. Lonely. Pissed off. Needing a hug. Wanting to feel better.
Still feeling odd. in It's a Suhaila!
Those feelings of lethargy and tiredness still haven’t gone away. In fact I think it’s worse, I couldn’t concentrate at judo last night and had to sit down. I really think there’s more to it tha...
Not right in It's a Suhaila!
I don’t know what’s up with me. I have felt a lot more tired these last few days, like a total lack of energy, like I just want to sleep more than usual. I wonder if it’s starting back at colleg...
A new year at college in It's a Suhaila!
Been a struggle getting up for college these last few days. Got used to the six weeks off and not having alarms going off. Feeling a bit tired with that and also with judo last night as well. I...
The rebellion continues! in It's a Suhaila!
I am going against my parents’ teachig, and have begun seeing someone in my judo class. He is a year younger than me and English, and we met up today and enjoyed a good makeout session! I just n...
Suhaila the Teenage Rebel part 2. in It's a Suhaila!
Rebellion complete. My rebel act has been done.
Suhaila the Teenage Rebel. in It's a Suhaila!
I’ve decided, I am going to do something rebellious. AlthoughI am Indian by birth, I live in England. I’m more agnostic and western in my views and beliefs. I’m going to do something rebelliou...
What's happening. in It's a Suhaila!
I’m still enjoying my judo, always a good way to let off steam on a Thursday.... and I have started to develop a bit of a crush on one of the boys there… a fellow green belt… we spar often as we ...
Summer holidays in It's a Suhaila!
On summer break from college, back in just over a month. And yes I am a bit bored because mum and dad are working and we’re not going away, but at least I have my sister for company. I ant to go...
And.... breathe. in It's a Suhaila!
I have now finished college for the summer, another year of my A-levels to go. My arm is now better - I was able to go to judo on Thursday night, and instead of full sparring, helped some of the ...
Saturday night. in It's a Suhaila!
My arm is much better, I may even be allowed to go to judo this week, I hope. Really annoyed at parents. I’m not being allowed to go to the college party. What even? Lecturers will be there an...
Recovering! in It's a Suhaila!
It’s almost two weeks since I had my tumble at judo club. My arm still hurts and it looks like it may yet be a few more weeks before I can get back to taking part again. It also aches to hold u...
Tumble and crash in It's a Suhaila!
I didn’t pay attention. Last Thursday at judo, I was involved in a spar with a fellow club member and ended up getting into a bit of a tangle, and fell over at an awkward angle. Things didn’t se...
First impressions quiz! in It's a Suhaila!
So a little bit of fun, based on first impressions of me from my few entries, have a go everyone, answer below and I’ll tell you how well you all did! My favourite genre of books to read: My fav...
Judo time! in It's a Suhaila!
Tired, worn out, but feel good. Just got home from Judo class/club. Went well tonight, we did a lot of practicing of varying holds, and also apart from the thows and holds, learning how not to i...
Monday.... and ask away! in It's a Suhaila!
Wow. Monday. Getting up early after a weekend, dragging myself out of bed, then running to make the bus for college, trying not to fall asleep in a trigomometry calss in Maths… Homework is all ...
Time to write! in It's a Suhaila!
I feel energised tonight, so much so that I am not wanting to go to bed yet. Judo was good yesterday, got a good workout! I always seem to get a buzz after. I have just been skype-ing with my si...
Targets! in It's a Suhaila!
I have set myself a few targets. By the end of this year I want to be in a position to try for my grade 8 flute exam, as well as possibly go for my blue belt in judo. I think my parents want me ...
A week of me in It's a Suhaila!
I made this about a week ago so thought I would say what had happened over the week. I am nearing the end of my AS exams thank goodness, then I can ease up a little and relax ahead of the summer....
