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January 26, 2020

Good feels in 2020 Vision

Guys, I got a little behind on here again. Whoops. First things first: Things with The Young Buck are still going well. Since I last wrote, we have continued spending time together and havin...


January 17, 2020

Overthinking in 2020 Vision

So far knock on wood things with The Young One (thinking about changing his alias on here to The Young Buck because its more fun to say in my head) are still going well. We took our first kickbo...


January 15, 2020

Don't go.. in 2020 Vision

We seem in be in the middle of our annual week-long freak snow storm that we get once a year in the lowlands. I worked from home yesterday, and I’m working from home again today. Its slightly a...


January 09, 2020

Young in 2020 Vision

Right now the forecast is predicting 100% rain for my hike with kickboxing dude Saturday :( Hopefully, that will mean snow in the higher elevations and that maybe it’ll turn out to be romantic e...


Almost had another run-in with the ex this morning. It would have been the second time in less than 2 weeks after not seeing him for a little over 1.5 years. This time I noticed his car in the ...


January 06, 2020

Motivation Needed in 2020 Vision

I am on the motivational struggle bus today. I have no interest being here at work today even though I have plenty of work to do to keep me occupied. I think I’m just bored. Usually when I’m ...


December 31, 2019

The incident in 2019 Amazing Stories!

I’ve been avoiding writing here because of something that happened on Friday, but I told my therapist that I journaled about it, so I may as well actually journal about it. Friday was a pretty no...


I think I might have been in hardcore denial about the possible Avoidant Personality Disorder diagnosis. I’ve done A LOT more reading. And honestly, in my last session my therapist mentioned th...


I’m back at work today. I only got Christmas Eve and Christmas day off from work, but I think I’m okay with that. I’d been in kind of a funk the past few days, which resulted in me having a pre...


Therapist: “How’s your dog doing?” Me: “Oh, he’s fine now. Back to normal. Just wants to go for hikes all the time now. I forgot just just how much of a puller he is when all four legs of his...


Things with Tinder dude are officially over. After going yet another entire day without getting a text, the hints were beginning to set in. Which sucks because when I was with him in person and...


December 18, 2019

Untitled in 2019 Amazing Stories!

I’m less ragey now that its a few days into my monthly cycle (still grumpy though!). I’ve also just been ridiculously stressed and somewhat down. The stress has to do with one of my coworkers (...


December 17, 2019

Rough in 2019 Amazing Stories!

This month’s monthly visitor has me soooooooooooo grumpy. The blood flow is light, but the hormones are raging. After years of being on the pill, I can never tell if its going to be a light flo...


I’m annoyed, so I think that means I’m letting my emotions get involved, which is making me even more annoyed. Yesterday was another one of those days where I didn’t get a text all day from Tind...


December 11, 2019

Mid-week in 2019 Amazing Stories!

The middle of the work week is the hardest. I just want his touch. But right now that seems to just be a weekend thing. I brought this up with my therapist, but didn’t bluntly put it as “righ...


December 08, 2019

Saw him again in 2019 Amazing Stories!

Spent a few hours tonight with Tinder dude, this time at his house. It was nice seeing his house, meeting his dog and his two cats. His dog is to him as my dog is to me. His dog loved me, btw...


Not to sound like I’m letting my emotions get involved, but its 9pm and I haven’t received a text from Tinder dude all day. And I don’t like the way that’s sitting in my stomach. I’ve only sent...


I will more than likely be seeing Tinder dude again this weekend :D But, I’m not trying to let those emotions get in the away. He said he might be available late Friday night but should for sur...


Right now I’m doing my darndest to not get emotionally attached to Tinder dude. I’m sort of viewing this as a “something fun” for the time being. And it serves as a great reminder that there is...


December 01, 2019

Happy feelings in 2019 Amazing Stories!

Soooo the date last night was....amazing and much more needed than I even knew. We met at a bar/restaurant and were there for over 3 hours talking! I told myself that I would only have 2 cockta...


November 30, 2019

Date in 2019 Amazing Stories!

Not that my emotions have been on an emotional rollercoaster as of late due to the dog situation, but I’ve somehow landed myself a date tonight. In my upswing of happy emotions, I made a return t...


November 29, 2019

tumor is benign in 2019 Amazing Stories!

so we (I) can all go back to our regular scheduled programming now. Vet called me at 9am this morning with the results, and I’m pretty sure I made her entire day with my blubbering excitement. ...


Guys, I’m sorry I haven’t given an update on the dog. So much to update! This will be long, you’ve been warned. Surgery was Monday (gah cant keep my days straight). I dropped him off at 8:30 a...


November 25, 2019

Today's the day in 2019 Amazing Stories!

I dropped my dog off for surgery at 8:30 this morning. It was so hard. They anticipate he’ll be ready for pickup around 4pm. Its only 10:30 here, and I’m already catching myself staring at m...


November 21, 2019

Bloodwork in 2019 Amazing Stories!

Took the BFF (dog) in for pre-surgery bloodwork today. Everything came back normal. All of his everything looks good. No blood sugar issues, kidney issues , liver issues, or cushing’s disease ...


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