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Good feels in 2020 Vision
Guys, I got a little behind on here again. Whoops. First things first: Things with The Young Buck are still going well. Since I last wrote, we have continued spending time together and havin...
Overthinking in 2020 Vision
So far knock on wood things with The Young One (thinking about changing his alias on here to The Young Buck because its more fun to say in my head) are still going well. We took our first kickbo...
Don't go.. in 2020 Vision
We seem in be in the middle of our annual week-long freak snow storm that we get once a year in the lowlands. I worked from home yesterday, and I’m working from home again today. Its slightly a...
Young in 2020 Vision
Right now the forecast is predicting 100% rain for my hike with kickboxing dude Saturday :( Hopefully, that will mean snow in the higher elevations and that maybe it’ll turn out to be romantic e...
A request to the weather gods in 2020 Vision
Almost had another run-in with the ex this morning. It would have been the second time in less than 2 weeks after not seeing him for a little over 1.5 years. This time I noticed his car in the ...
Motivation Needed in 2020 Vision
I am on the motivational struggle bus today. I have no interest being here at work today even though I have plenty of work to do to keep me occupied. I think I’m just bored. Usually when I’m ...
The incident in 2019 Amazing Stories!
I’ve been avoiding writing here because of something that happened on Friday, but I told my therapist that I journaled about it, so I may as well actually journal about it. Friday was a pretty no...
More thoughts mainly for myself in 2019 Amazing Stories!
I think I might have been in hardcore denial about the possible Avoidant Personality Disorder diagnosis. I’ve done A LOT more reading. And honestly, in my last session my therapist mentioned th...
Hike and Feelings About Possible New Diagnosis in 2019 Amazing Stories!
I’m back at work today. I only got Christmas Eve and Christmas day off from work, but I think I’m okay with that. I’d been in kind of a funk the past few days, which resulted in me having a pre...
Yesterday's session in 2019 Amazing Stories!
Therapist: “How’s your dog doing?” Me: “Oh, he’s fine now. Back to normal. Just wants to go for hikes all the time now. I forgot just just how much of a puller he is when all four legs of his...
Exhausted, but a good exhausted in 2019 Amazing Stories!
Things with Tinder dude are officially over. After going yet another entire day without getting a text, the hints were beginning to set in. Which sucks because when I was with him in person and...
Untitled in 2019 Amazing Stories!
I’m less ragey now that its a few days into my monthly cycle (still grumpy though!). I’ve also just been ridiculously stressed and somewhat down. The stress has to do with one of my coworkers (...
Rough in 2019 Amazing Stories!
This month’s monthly visitor has me soooooooooooo grumpy. The blood flow is light, but the hormones are raging. After years of being on the pill, I can never tell if its going to be a light flo...
Communication ish in 2019 Amazing Stories!
I’m annoyed, so I think that means I’m letting my emotions get involved, which is making me even more annoyed. Yesterday was another one of those days where I didn’t get a text all day from Tind...
Mid-week in 2019 Amazing Stories!
The middle of the work week is the hardest. I just want his touch. But right now that seems to just be a weekend thing. I brought this up with my therapist, but didn’t bluntly put it as “righ...
Saw him again in 2019 Amazing Stories!
Spent a few hours tonight with Tinder dude, this time at his house. It was nice seeing his house, meeting his dog and his two cats. His dog is to him as my dog is to me. His dog loved me, btw...
Sudden Radio Silence/Finished Hat Pic/Dog Pic in 2019 Amazing Stories!
Not to sound like I’m letting my emotions get involved, but its 9pm and I haven’t received a text from Tinder dude all day. And I don’t like the way that’s sitting in my stomach. I’ve only sent...
Thursday Thoughts in 2019 Amazing Stories!
I will more than likely be seeing Tinder dude again this weekend :D But, I’m not trying to let those emotions get in the away. He said he might be available late Friday night but should for sur...
Thoughts on a Tuesday in 2019 Amazing Stories!
Right now I’m doing my darndest to not get emotionally attached to Tinder dude. I’m sort of viewing this as a “something fun” for the time being. And it serves as a great reminder that there is...
Happy feelings in 2019 Amazing Stories!
Soooo the date last night was....amazing and much more needed than I even knew. We met at a bar/restaurant and were there for over 3 hours talking! I told myself that I would only have 2 cockta...
Date in 2019 Amazing Stories!
Not that my emotions have been on an emotional rollercoaster as of late due to the dog situation, but I’ve somehow landed myself a date tonight. In my upswing of happy emotions, I made a return t...
tumor is benign in 2019 Amazing Stories!
so we (I) can all go back to our regular scheduled programming now. Vet called me at 9am this morning with the results, and I’m pretty sure I made her entire day with my blubbering excitement. ...
Dog Surgery/Cancelled WI Trip in 2019 Amazing Stories!
Guys, I’m sorry I haven’t given an update on the dog. So much to update! This will be long, you’ve been warned. Surgery was Monday (gah cant keep my days straight). I dropped him off at 8:30 a...
Today's the day in 2019 Amazing Stories!
I dropped my dog off for surgery at 8:30 this morning. It was so hard. They anticipate he’ll be ready for pickup around 4pm. Its only 10:30 here, and I’m already catching myself staring at m...
Bloodwork in 2019 Amazing Stories!
Took the BFF (dog) in for pre-surgery bloodwork today. Everything came back normal. All of his everything looks good. No blood sugar issues, kidney issues , liver issues, or cushing’s disease ...