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Meds in 2020 Vision
The time has officially come for me to go back on anxiety/depression meds. I’ve been toying with the idea, for approximately..... over a year, but now is the time. Especially now that I’m not s...
just feel like writing in 2020 Vision
I kind of want to go back to the mountains and backpack overnight for like a week. Until all of this craziness of the world simmers down at least a little. I am so over people. It went from “s...
A Return to Hiking in 2020 Vision
Some more hiking trails have opened up here. Today was my first hike since they shut the outdoors down in March. They did open up some trails a few weeks ago, but as you’d guess, those few trai...
life updates and dog bite pics in 2020 Vision
I don’t think taking two months of my BC pills back to back with no placebo week was a very good idea. I can safely do 3 months back to back, but I’d never even done two month back to back, so w...
More thoughts in 2020 Vision
I’ve been really moody lately. I almost had a complete mental breakdown yesterday, but I saved myself by drinking a tall glass of wine while on the clock. That is allowed while working from ho...
Thoughts in words in 2020 Vision
I’m a little sad, and I’m going to allow myself to feel a little sad. I like The Young Buck. We’ve hung out nearly every day since he got back. I like spending time with him, and he is a reall...
05/14/2020 in 2020 Vision
The Young Buck is back. They came in yesterday, and he came over last night. He is back to being firmly set on getting out of the Navy. Its frustrating, but it’s his decision. I’ve written hi...
05/04 in 2020 Vision
Time for another update! Washington’s Stay at Home Order has been extended until May 31st, but as of tomorrow, hiking is legalized again. Its been driving me crazy seeing people able to hike le...
04/27 in 2020 Vision
Some days I don’t mind working from home, but on other days (like today) I feel completely demotivated like “I just need another human being to interact with!” I’m just drained. I think The Youn...
Sent hiking in 2020 Vision
If there’s one thing this quarantine has made me want to do, its exercise....A LOT. It makes me feel slightly in control of things. And since my usual daily routine has been completely upended,...
Weekend in 2020 Vision
I feel like I need to write in here again before I take another lengthy absence. I really need to get back on a set sleeping schedule even though I don’t have to be awake until 8:15 in the morni...
Emails in 2020 Vision
I got two unexpected emails from The Young Buck today. He had told me roughly a month ago that he wouldn’t be able to send me any more emails for the duration of his underway (but I could still ...
Bloody Elbow and right butt cheek in 2020 Vision
Happy Easter, y’all. For me, it’s pretty much just another day. All of my family is in Wisconsin; they got snow today! My mom got 7 inches, and my dad says they got over 10”. What a freak tim...
Its my birthday in 2020 Vision
Today is my birthday! My quarantine birthday! I did my first FB live video today; judging by the like and comments, it wasn’t a disaster! I bought a single piece of cheesecake yesterday and I...
I'm still here in 2020 Vision
Barely reading and barely noting, but I’m still here. I’ve just lost a lot of motivation and honestly, at times I question if writing here actually makes me feel better in the end. And then cor...
Ponderings in 2020 Vision
What is it that’s going to make me happy? And how do I go about taking the necessary steps to achieve my happiness goals without shooting myself in the foot in the process? I couldn’t sleep last...
Distance Is not Working In My Favor in 2020 Vision
Emailing with The Young Buck has been interesting. Its the 23rd and I just got one that he wrote on the 17th. I also learned out from a friend of mine that all e-mails I send/he sends are being...
02/21 in 2020 Vision
It’s been sunny this entire week. I’m so glad I took Tuesday off and went skiing. Absolutely no regrets about that. I’d have been tempted to take another day off this week to do the same thing...
The sunshine. It gave me life in 2020 Vision
I love the PNW, but MAN come February, the rainy winters get to me. Its been so bad this Dec, Jan and Feb. On Saturday, I woke to rain for like the 3875298745987th time and I was still in my lo...
02/14 in 2020 Vision
I’ve been experiencing the low sort of mood that has me so close to calling for an appointment to be put back on antidepressants. So close. But, history as shown over and over that if I just wa...
New week in 2020 Vision
Two unusual things about today: 1) Out of me and my 2 coworkers, I’m in the most positive, upbeat mood today. Usually that achievement belongs to M. I’m a tad bit worried about him though; he h...
its a thursday. in 2020 Vision
I ended up deleting my last entry. I was operating on very little sleep and not thinking clearly/rationally and feeling oversensitive to just about everything, including feedback from readers. ...
Think I'm Gonna Make It in 2020 Vision
Things are going much better than my last entry in which I was pretty sure I was falling off the psychotic deep end. So since things are going better now, I do not wish to elaborate on that epis...
ugh in 2020 Vision
Do any of you guys ever feel like you’ve 100% fallen off your crazy rocker? Just me? I’ll eventually elaborate. Maybe I won’t. I need sleep.
Confidentiality in 2020 Vision
Guys, apparently when PB was created back in the day after the Open Diary fiasco, I made two accounts here. Imagine my surprise when I accidentally logged into my “other” account and had 99+ boo...
