J.E. ⋅ 38

“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”

Philip K. Dick

Entries 836

Page 5 of 34

May 07, 2021

Random Musings in Hello

The Horror At Gilligan’s Island The Professor comes across the journal of an explorer long dead. In it is a crude map and detailed descriptions of a plant thought extinct know for it’s healing p...

May 05, 2021

Stolen From Meowtain in Hello

What’s your least favorite season? The dog days of Alabama summer. Do you prefer to text or call? Text Morning or night? Afternoon early dusk Do you like tacos? Do I like breathing? Are you an ...

May 03, 2021

Relapsed in Hello

I drank last night. I feel like shit today, well deserved. Today would have been 42 days sober. Back on the wagon I go. (Peacock came by and got most of her things. She wants nothing to do with m...

April 29, 2021

2:52 AM in Hello

Monday at work I did a bunch of heavy lifting. Due to intense back pain (and hardly any sleep) I called out Tuesday (and missed Wednesday.) Peacock came to visit and was a doll. Drove me aroun...

April 27, 2021

Feelings In The Wild in Hello

There are no words For what I want to say No description For what I feel It’s a non-emotion It’s something gray Way down Inside of me -Minor Threat I have felt that all day.

April 26, 2021

That Really Sucked in Hello

I’ve been jonesin’ for a drink sin Saturday night. Treated mom out and got fixated on the drink menu. That carried over into tonight. Luckily I was able to talk to a friend which calmed my nerv...

April 23, 2021

Stuffed Jive Turkey in Hello

Tonight was the quarterly meeting/dinner. They fed us Steak Out. I ordered the beef tips with sweet potato, buttered roll and side salad with balsamic vinaigrette. Damn. I DID NOT want to go b...

April 21, 2021

Okay, Now It's Time in Hello

One month off booze. I’m bummed tonight, have a headache and really don’t want to think anymore tonight.

April 20, 2021

Oops? in Hello

According to my day counter on Reddit it hasn’t been a month. Only twenty-eight days. Oops?

It is now one month sober for me as of midnight. I found myself having a mild craving for a drink Saturday night but the knowledge that one month was upon me strengthened my determination. I wen...

Frasier is on again. Just got finished enjoying a small bag of Starburst gummies. Work tonight was smooth. Left the lathe running with only one adjustment to diameter size of the bolt I was ma...

April 16, 2021

Narrowing The Cheekbones in Hello

Logan’s Run is on in the background. Laying on the heating pad. Despite lack of sleep life has been good lately. Peacock is coming by tomorrow and we both have a topic to discuss about our add...

April 15, 2021

Tree-Fordy-Fife Ay Em in Hello

My feet and lower back are killing me tonight. For once I’m actually in my bed and not the couch. Will sleep come easy? Probably not.

April 14, 2021

Lost Romance in Hello

Woke up on the wrong side of the couch today. Went to get a hotdog for lunch. Out of liquid cheese and the mustard dispenser jizzed all over my cargo shorts, not the actual hotdog. I got into...

I’ve been watching Frasier reruns late at night after work. Almost forgot how funny this show was. Tempted to buy the DVD sets. Actually have been REAL tempted to rebuild my collection from DV...

Not Pets! Batman: The Animated Series is beautiful in Blu Ray. 4:07 AM Therapy was at noon and we dived in to one of the EMDR techniques. Pretty interesting. Afterwards I ran a few errands and...

April 09, 2021

11:47 PM in Hello

13 minutes till quitting time. Three hours of sleep. 5 AM to 8 AM. Dealership fixed car. Bought tickets for concert. Traffic ticket was tossed. Went to work. I can barely stand right now without ...

April 08, 2021

Pins And Needles in Hello

My hands are really sore tonight. Over use. I’m really beat. Been pretty busy at work. By now the job I’m on has become a repetitive routine but we’re nearing the end of the run. I have no i...

April 05, 2021

Zombie Jesus Day! in Hello

I slept till two in the afternoon. Was having difficulty sleeping last night so I took two pills and zonked out hard. No wonder, I’ve been pretty damn busy all week. Ate a sandwich with some o...

April 04, 2021

Sheriff, John in Hello

Bugs Bunny meets Robin Hood on in the background. Got off early for Good Friday. Peacock came by and we had wild hot monkey sex twice. We got up early today as we both had things to do. I mow...

April 02, 2021

No Sleep 'Till in Hello

BROOKLYN!!!!! Hardly slept last night. Ate at least three big handfuls of freakin’ chocolate eggs. I know the alcohol is put of my system when I’m craving sugar hardcore. Got up at nine-thirty...

April 01, 2021

I'm Afraid Our Time Is Up in Hello

I forgot how funny Frasier was. Been catching the three AM reruns on a local network that airs old television series. The mechanic took less than five minutes to tell me I need to take the car to...

Sunday night Peacock came over and we had a long talk about everything from the beginning of our relationship till now. It boils down to me being miserable since I broke up with her and she has g...

March 30, 2021

Flow My Tears in Hello

Tonight was seven days sober. Court in less than twelve hours. Since I don’t have my liquid comfort I’ve been an emotional wreck since Wednesday. I don’t know what’s going to happen. Thursday I ...

March 27, 2021

Caution: I Don't Sit Still in Hello

3:08 AM. Doc at 9. I lie here by the light of one lamp, the visuals and sounds of Looney Tunes with the fan casting a light breeze upon my exposed flesh. Sylvester the cat is doing a bad French a...

Books 7

40 Entries

9 Entries

739 Entries

7 Entries

1 Entry

1 Entry