J.E. ⋅ 38

“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”

Philip K. Dick

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August 09, 2020

Muscle Relaxer in Hello

My right knee is hurting bad. Tried laying in bed with Peacock and can’t get comfortable so I popped a muscle relaxer. Now I’m on the couch watching Se7en. “What’s in the box?!?” Good flick. I...

August 09, 2020

26 Weeks in Hello

I’m good. Last night was hard. Don’t know what put the idea in my head but it was hard to shake. I think it’s a combination of stress and boredom.

August 08, 2020

Fuck You x 2 in Hello

You don’t rule me. You aren’t me. You’re a stupid urge. You’re a stupid craving. I’m not giving in…

August 06, 2020

Fuck That! in Hello

Peacock and I got fired yesterday for going on a non-break time smoke break. It was when she first got there in the morning and wanted to see me. Someone tattled to the boss, boss watched the c...

August 02, 2020

25 Weeks in Hello

February 9th is the official day I quit but it was on a Sunday to which I count as weeks. When that exact date rolls around it’ll be a full year. Off Friday and Saturday night. Caught up on ho...

July 31, 2020

Pirate Metal! in Hello

“Keelhaul that filthy landlubber Send him down to the depths below Make that bastard walk the plank With a bottle of rum and a yo ho ho”

July 27, 2020

Stolen From Mandy H. in Hello

44 Odd Things You Don’t Know About Me Do you like blue cheese? Nooooo Have you ever smoked? Verily Do you own a gun? No but Peacock does. What is your favorite flavor? Of? Blue raspberry Jolly R...

July 26, 2020

Six Months! in Hello

Woo hoo! Made it 1/2 a year sober! Here’s to another six months! Today I celebrated with ribs from Dreamland BBQ. Gotta work tonight. Bah!

July 25, 2020

An Offer He Can't Refuse in Hello

I’m watching The Godfather for the first time right now. Tis awesome so far. Off last night so we stayed up all day. Ran a fee errands, went to visit her parents, scored a bag of weed and passe...

July 22, 2020

Frank Castle in Hello

It’s no secret I love the comic book character The Punisher. Have been a fan for years. On the way home from work the other day the truck in the lane next to me had a Punisher skull decal with…w...

July 21, 2020

Court Update in Hello

Back in my car by 1:15 PM. Next date is Dec. 1st. I’ve got a damn headache that won’t go away. 4:47 PM Can’t sleep. Headache is gone but lawd my knees hurts. Stood all night at work basically in...

July 21, 2020

Fuck-tacular! in Hello

I hate machining in MM. Court is today at 1pm. Was supposed to be back in March then ‘Rona happened. Joy! /s

July 20, 2020

Acquired A Friend in Hello

And now for something completely different…

July 19, 2020

Twenty-Three Weeks in Hello

One more till I hit six months. So much has happened in that time span, it’s nuts. Also, fuck it’s hot outside! 93 F or 33.88 C.

July 17, 2020

Lost in Hello

I just don’t know what to do anymore. She refuses to see a therapist. Lately just about everything I do or say sets her off and she completely shuts down and won’t talk to me till I’m apologizing...

July 15, 2020

Argh-O-Nomic in Hello

Got the last tooth pulled today plus a cavity filled. Took the doc a few good tries to get the damn thing out. He actually had to take a break and let it sit before coming back in ten or so min...

July 13, 2020

Tired in Hello

Work was slow as I only had one machine to run. I really didn’t realize just how tired I was till we left and got food. Nearly fell asleep at the table. Was in bed and asleep before 9 I think....

July 12, 2020

22 Weeks in Hello

Peacock is napping. I’m stretched out watching The Simpsons. I don’t want to work tonight. 😝

July 10, 2020

Pain in Hello

The arthritis in my foot is acting up right now and hurts like Hell. Currently lazing stretched out on the couch, chilling. Peacock and I both passed out hard after work. I woke up about an ho...

July 09, 2020

Bummed Out in Hello

Peacock has to go back to first shift soon. We’ve been working together on my shift (third) for over two months now and have gotten used to seeing each other basically 24/7. Both of us have a d...

July 07, 2020

La La La in Hello

2:28 AM My two machines are running smooth. I’m friggin’ bored!

July 05, 2020

Twenty-one Weeks! in Hello

Yup! Last night was fun. Dropped over $150 on fireworks. Peacock’s parents and my mom hit it off real well. They purchased a Boston butt off the local volunteer fire Department and roasted a c...

July 03, 2020

Woo Hoo! in Hello

Off till Monday night! Currently sitting at the bank waiting on Peacock to do her banking. Then to Wal Mart for new shorts and undies then Zero Gravity for the Pantera shirt I saw the other day ...

June 29, 2020

My Brain Was Yanked Out in Hello

At least that how it felt. I used Peacock’s dentist and FINALLY got one of the two teeth I need pulled pulled. Felt like he was yanking my skull out. No pain but it was dug in like a tick. Cu...

June 28, 2020

Five Months!!! in Hello

Yup. Work still sucks but boss is on vacation so who cares? Went with Peacock to her parents in Tennessee. Met her dad for the first time. Cool guy. Went into the woods behind the house and sh...

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