J.E. ⋅ 40
“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”
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Twenty Plus Years Later in Hello
This album means a lot to me. First one I truly listened to after moving into this house. I still struggle for sleep…
I’m getting better but now hacking up all the mucus. Mmm mmm good! Keep having a reoccurring dream where I’m going into public places with no shoes on. Weird. Speaking of public places ma and ...
Rested Yet Tired in Hello
I’ve slept good the last two nights, thanks to the meds and being sick. But I’m still just so tired. Granted I did do dishes and two loads of laundry today. Just wanna curl up and sleep. Final...
Sobriety doesn’t open the gates of Heaven and let’s you in. It opens the gates of Hell and let’s you out. Haven’t had a cigarette in two days and I’m fiending. My throat hurts too effin’ much to...
Yup, I got whatever mom has. Been sucking down ice water and sweet tea like there’s no tomorrow. There is ice cream in the freezer but I need actual food. I’ve been sleeping/resting on and off ...
I’m really fucking scared. If I go to jail, I’ll go with my chin high. Peacock fucking hates me and I’m encouraging it. I’m literally at the point I want jail time. I just really need a lot of...
Can't Win For Losing in Hello
After taking the meds I got comfy and crashed hard. Woke up a little while ago and the knee isn’t hurting so bad. Yay! But… Now I’ve got a sore throat and a bit of a cough like mom. FML
After Care in Hello
The nurse practitioner prescribed me some ‘script grade Naproxen and some steroid patches so we’ll see how that goes. I’m laid up on the couch watching Free Guy. Is it just me or does Ryan Reyn...
3 AM And All Is Well in Hello
Not really but whatever. Mom just went and crashed in bed. She’s still sick so bright and early we’re going to the doctor. Her for the cough and me for the swelling. Hopefully they’ll give me p...
New Years Eve in Hello
Walking is a bit difficult today. The swelling in my knee keeps shifting from one side to another. It’s very annoying. Mom is sick. I went to go get us some egg drop soup from the takeout plac...
Water Ain't Cuttin' It in Hello
Trying to flush out my system by drinking a bunch of water. It should be enough to get the uric acids out of my body but it’s not working. So ya, the gout flare up is still going on. Extreme p...
For My Aussie Reader in Hello
Knee is still wonky. Woke up today to a gout flare up in my right foot. So I’m pretty much incapacitated for the foreseeable future. This really really sucks! It snowed yesterday (which is prob...
Merry Christmas! in Hello
For those stuck with family, this tune is for you.
And The Power Is Out (Christmas Eve) in Hello
Tennessee Valley Authority is going about one of it’s emergency protocols and is doing rolling blackouts. I was watching TV but now I’m sitting in the dark typing this up. Huntsville Utilities T...
Washed Blanket in Hello
It’s so soft and warm! Mmm After a handful of IBPROFEREN I’ve felt much better than what I wrote in the last entry. It feels like the swelling is coming back above the knee. I hope not, I like...
Don't Feel Too Great in Hello
Woke up today with a thirst 1,000 lakes wouldn’t cure. Bit of a headache and soreness all over. Had to stop and actually remember if I drank last night or not. (I didn’t. 20+ days now.) That ...
I CAN WALK! in Hello
Sorta… No crutches but still a noticeable stiffness/fluid build up/limp. I did manage to crash yesterday morning after waking myself up. Watched Looney Toons while puffing on the vape. Got ston...
Was sound asleep and rolled over, accidentally bumping the sore knee. Now I’m wide awake. 🤕🤒 It is getting better, just slowly. 2:24 AM, ugh! Every now and then I’ll browse the On-demand menu...
Dystopian Video Game Has Me Thinking End Times in Hello
Still laid up, not hurting AS bad and it seems a smidge less swollen. So…guess I’ll keep taking that turmeric. Fifteen Million Plastic Bags By Adrian Mitchell I was walking in a government wareh...
Tired Of This Nonsense in Hello
Walking with crutches is more exhausting than an actual work out. Eff this. Yeah, knee still hurts and is still swollen. I got some turmeric supplements last night ‘cause apparently they’re good...
Only An Addict Knows in Hello
I once heard a song about it never rains in Southern California I once saw a band play at the farm sober, I hadn’t had a drink Like cleaning gums or hugging bums or doing something that you kno...
Ibuprofen Idiosyncrasy in Hello
I popped four ibu’s last night before I fell asleep and woke up to a less swollen knee. I’m just gonna have to take it real easy for now. Met with Russel Crumbley today of the law firm of Crumbl...
This Fucking Sucks in Hello
Got the steroid shot Monday. Swelling and pain have come back in my knee. I’m using my crutches to get around now. 😬
Spent most of the day in jail. Soon as my booking came through I was out within an hour, prior to the four I had already spent there. Arraignment tomorrow at 8:30 AM. Plead not guilty then off ...
