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Some of my regular readers may know (but because this entry is public you all don’t know) I used to binge and purge. I haven’t done so in years but I had been on and off with the practice for a l...

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1 month and 1 week PO - 16lbs down from surgery - 37 lbs down from highest weight Of course I was worried for nothing, like I always am. So I went to the doc and they weighed me. On my own, nake...

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Today I go back to the doc to get weighed - so I cheated and drank coffee to moooooove things along just so I can be at the lowest possible weight for him. I say “cheated” because they basically...

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So if you don’t know I watch (or listen to) a lot of vlogs through the day while I’m working. A lot of spiritual stuff. Sometimes it’s literal church messages but other times it’s tarot/oracle ca...

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I think I had my first dumping. And I’m sure this wasn’t the worst it could be. I had some vegan deli slices (like 4) and I’ve had them before. I’m supposed to eat soft foods and they are but ...

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I’m just noting this here cause FINALLY the scale is moving although I know I should just be happy with the inches. And I see more. Like I can SEE my stomach deflating. I can SEE my chin and neck...

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I know now that I’m a month out I have to incorporate exercise Somewhere. I talked to my friend who’s already a year out from surgery and she told me at this point in my journey I’m not eating en...

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That’s right it’s been 1 month since my surgery. Ok here goes: ---------May 24 285lbs-Jan 3 264lbs-Jan 18 264lbs-Total Loss Chest—51 in-----------50 in--------48 in------- -2 in Waist—54 in-----...

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Ok I just wanted to mention here that I’ve got on the scale - even though I really tried not to - and it’s not really moving. So of course I’m a little panicked cause I’m almost a month out - I ...

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I finally got the chewable vitamins. They are awful tasting and turn my stomach but I’m just gonna do it and hopefully get used to them.

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I forgot to mention that Will talked about when he picked me up after the surgery. I’m sure you all don’t remember when I laid out the whole experience weeks ago but basically from what I rememb...

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First I had a spoon of PB yesterday afternoon (before the dinner cheat) cause I was wanting something sweet and I don’t really have sweets around. The PB tasted good but 1 spoon felt like lead i...

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I forgot to tell you guys what my doc said about my diet going forward. I’m still on the liquid diet until 1/18 and he encouraged me to switch right over to soft foods asap - not linger on the l...

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SO ok … Yesterday was my first visit back to the doc since surgery. I really thought that me and Will were going to go together even though this visit had nothing to do with him. We’ve gone to th...

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SO ok … Yesterday was my first visit back to the doc since surgery. I really thought that me and Will were going to go together even though this visit had nothing to do with him. We’ve gone to th...

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So this morning I noticed that I seem to be drinking just fine. I’m past the point of tiny sips and can actually fill my mouth with liquid and drink like a normal person - at least tea. I haven’t...

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I noticed yesterday that I’m a little smaller and today Will said he noticed it too. Now I’m just being nitpicky but even I can see my hourglass shape coming back, when I stand to the side I sti...

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I felt like my “weight loss” journal is now just a bathroom play by play… either way, I’m better today. This morning I went and it was a little - and I mean a little - bit softer. But with ass as...

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OK so yesterday I finally pooped. Not the little pebbles from a week ago. I wish they were pebbles, this was a Big Rock. It hurt, it took a long time, I bled, and my ass is still sore today...

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I’ve been noticing how many food related shows I watch. I’m not saying all fat people watch food on TV all day but I DO. Me and my family likes to cook, and a trillion years ago when cooking sho...

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I’m 265 and I searched my diary to as when I last mentioned that weight. It was August of 2018. It’s taken me 6 months to lose 30lbs and right now I’m thinner than I’ve been in 2 years. Of cour...

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Not much has changed but I’m starting to get scabby and I can’t help but to pick. The worst one is in my belly button. There’s some kind of clear glue that’s painted over each incision and that...

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As for my belly and everything else. Doing fine. I twisted the wrong way in my sleep but there was no major damage. My right side is just a tiny bit sensitive so many that’s where the pulled my t...

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First day back at work. Although it’s only 2 hours WFH. I still feel too tired to do this but maybe I’m just being lazy after a week off. I asked around online about when people get their energy...

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So yesterday my SIL and nephew came with my phone and helped me set up it. Case is coming soon. She stayed a while and told me she was sick For MONTHS after her bypass almost 20 years ago. Tha...

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