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I’m trying to get back to normal - cause my first day back in the office is Tuesday. OMG the amount of phlegm being released from my body is unbelievable. If I’m not coughing it up I’m blowing my...

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Yeap been home since sometime Monday afternoon. The first thing I did after getting home was spill juice on my phone while I was sleeping and Kill it. So I have another Christmas present coming ...

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I been taking oxy every 5 hours so this may be jumbled SUNDAY I visited Emma at my moms house before they went to Daddys. Emma has no idea about my up coming surgery but she kept saying I love yo...

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they did the surgery - I am out and home. I totally underestimated this procedure. I am in ALOT of pain and popping oxy like candy. I’ll explain more when I feel better.

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Couldn’t drop just 1 more lb lol. Prob cause I had a protein shake at 11pm lol. So I did my final anti bacterial wash. My bag is ready. Ferals are fed, yes that one is still stuck. I did a m...

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Almost there The drama with that (you might have caught on my fb) is that Thursday i didn’t feed then cause of the snow from Wednesday’s storm. When I fed them on Friday I heard one crying from ...

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So Friday was an easy day at work. My boss didn’t bother me for anything at all! I’m surprised she didn’t frantically try to throw things at me cause it’s the last time she can for a week. The f...

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Still so mad and vegetable Indian curry made me gain 2 lbs! I didn’t even enjoy any rice or bread! OH WELL I’m black on track now. I forgot to mention we had snow on Wednesday. I have no idea ho...

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I cheated… I dunno what it was about yesterday that completely threw me off but it did and I wanted to EAT. So when Will said he was ordering Indian and asked if there was anything I could possib...

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So I have to start by saying that I finished my dinner, if u wanna call it that, at 830pm Tuesday night. And Wednesday I fasted before the testing. I got to the hospital around 845am. I park...

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For those keeping count - 11 lbs down in 7 days… but this isn’t a diet you can maintain so I wouldn’t recommend it. Today I’m off work so I can go to the hospital where my surgery will be on Mon...

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I feel like an anorexic that Will has accepted. I just don’t eat or enjoy food and he doesn’t mention it. Kinda sad. Yesterday my stomach got messed up for no reason. My “cheat” was honey must...

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Sundays and/or Mondays are usually the days when me and Will order out together so when Sunday evening came around I know he was wishing he could order out but he didn’t want to cause I couldn’t ...

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So last night - maybe like 11 I broke down and had a hard boiled egg with pesto sauce. I say “broke down” like it was super bad but what I did in the morning was worse - I had Farina. But I didn’...

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I got up around 5 after going to sleep around 1am. Should I attempt to nap - I dunno. I got cramps so maybe a nap is a good idea but it’s hard to sleep in the daytime. Anyway this morning I just...

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It’s midnight, I’m up. Work was… I didn’t feel like working. I was going to do a short visit to my mom’s for Emma cause I was gonna ride with Will tonight since I can’t on Saturday due to maybe...

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I’m not starving yet. I told Will when he got and now I got more of a reaction. The reaction is more worry lol than happiness. I guess while his most common emotion is usually anger - his second...

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So this morning when I told Will they said I was approved for surgery I told him I was starting my liquid diet TODAY. He said - you don’t even have a date - you’re starting it too early. I said, ...

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I don’t have a date yet but that hardly matters because what I was worried about was that my insurance would deny me. I know that my insurance online says the cover this and the doc also said I w...

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So yesterday I took a half day cause me and Will finally had out last weigh in at the WLS office. They’ve always been pretty secretive about how much we should lose or not lose to get approved b...

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Lol I got up an hour early so why not Animal Oracle - 9 - Brown Bear - Impatience leads to frazzled thoughts. Take time out to mediate, relax, refresh, imagine, plan. Be clear on your next goa...

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I knew after a night’s sleep it wouldn’t sting so much. And of course early in the morning I’m listening to my regular tarot readers and doing my own cards to get me out of this slump and the poi...

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Emma said I’m giant. Taking about my size. I know she’s an innocent child. And I completely rolled with it. Not at all letting her know anything was wrong. She didn’t mean to insult me. She ...

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Since the start of Covid I have been visiting my parents and my husbands parents. All of them are quarantining enough that I’m not afraid to go there. Me and my husband were absolutely planning o...

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mother fucking Will So WE COULD HAVE MADE TODAY’S APPOINTMENT So yes I’m the highest level of annoyed at his job but it just is what it fucking is - musta been a reason why we’re not supposed to ...

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