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August 10, 2021


I’m overwhelmed and I’ve been avoiding talking about it and I haven’t been sleeping well when usually I’m like a log I feel like I’m drowning at work I’m not eating right I haven’t pooped in fore...

August 05, 2021

blah blah

work was work - my boss is out today (And was out yesterday) but she did lay a bunch of work on me and so I had to interrupt her vaca multiple times to ask questions. I did feel bad cause she doe...

July 30, 2021

Poor Will (TMI - animal)

He called me as soon as I got out of work. I don’t know if you guys know or have the same issue but NJ is roadkill city. Squirrels, woodchucks, possums, racoons and deer - to name the most frequ...

April 26, 2021

My Float!

yes it finally happened and I wanted to wait till I was on an actual comp - instead of a phone - to note all about it. But first Friday. Friday wasn’t terrible work wise and then I went over to ...

April 17, 2021


So Will finally got to explain to the therapist his butt issues. She was immediately saying that something is WRONG and that he needs a second opinion. He refused to go to another doc. She said...

April 17, 2021

4 am

Will woke me up with his grunting from the other room at 4 am. He went to a rodizo with his friend, lord knows how much he ate. He pooped in the night and the forgot his motrin in his car and ...

I guess it’s the ovulation thing. I hate blaming anything on that and admitting that I’m not in control of my emotions and feelings. I don’t know if I’m really angry or if my hormones are making...

February 24, 2021

Anal Leakage

So Will is still dealing with his anal fissure (cut) thing that was probably caused by his constipation issues (which he still has). He says he still feels pain, burning, itchiness on the inside ...

February 06, 2021

Can hope be taught?

I dunno how to explain some of the situations I’ve been thinking about with the help of my tarot cards. I was thinking about when Emma was in the escape room and she was freaking out. The escape...

December 08, 2020

I finally have time for tarot

Lol I got up an hour early so why not Animal Oracle - 9 - Brown Bear - Impatience leads to frazzled thoughts. Take time out to mediate, relax, refresh, imagine, plan. Be clear on your next goa...

Since the start of Covid I have been visiting my parents and my husbands parents. All of them are quarantining enough that I’m not afraid to go there. Me and my husband were absolutely planning o...

October 06, 2020

Now I know

I want you all to do n experiment with me. Suspend logic and reality for a bit. Imagine for a moment that when you woke up this morning you were back at 13 years old. You woke up in your childh...

May 21, 2020


I didn’t mention but this week ive come into the office Tues, wed, and now Thursday because she keeps saying she wants me to print and post letters (which i can only do from ther office) but all...

May 20, 2020


You know, I wrote last night about yesterday and I don’t know why it didn’t save and it didn’t even go into drafts. I don’t even remember all of it but the point was that after the day before ye...

May 01, 2020


My mom went to my sister’s house yesterday And while she entertained my niece my sister took a call from the asshole. She went to the garage so they ask weren’t listening to her car. Long story...

April 23, 2020

What should she do?

Welp, my mom’s visit wasn’t the love fest I was hoping. Before my mom arrived at my sisters house, my sister was venting about the asshole. Basically my sister has had a routine for a while whe...

February 25, 2020

I joined a 5k

for my job. The New Jersey Sharing Network is hosting the 5k. They take all organs but the tissue / eyes ( we at Eversight do that) but since we’re both in the recovery of organs we are showing ...

December 29, 2019

Whatever you're worried about

I know that you can Because you will Because you already have Because time is not a straight line You’re already there at the finish line Feel this You’ve got this You’ve already been there Get...

December 20, 2019

Manna from heaven

It’s coming for you

December 15, 2019


I haven’t written much I actually had a work trip to Michigan Where the bomb was dropped on me that my boss in Michigan gave notice and left. I think she gave a week notice, not 2, and told No ...

December 07, 2019


Will wants to be a vegetarian, maybe a vegan!! What. The. Ascension?! If you don’t already know, I’ve been a vegetarian for a almost 20 years. Ive tried to be vegan but pizza/ ice cream always...

November 24, 2019

So what happens

If you get divorced and it’s decreed that the daddy cannot bring a child to a gf’s house but he still does. Do you have to follow him night and day and get pix? Does he get a fine? Does he get c...

November 11, 2019

Bad dream

I don’t want to even get into the gruesome details of it but it had to do with a child sex ring. Sometimes my dreams are like movies so I’m basically watching a girl (kid) get kidnapped i don’t ...

Im over business trips

August 07, 2019


I talked about the oreo saga today without crying. Not even a lump in my throat. Almost 3 months without Him.

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I’ve only used OD and have no idea how this works.