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Liquid Fast 2 c Coffee sweetened w/ protein shake 2 c coffee latte protein shake 2 c tea w/ sweetened creamer 2 c sugar free Gatorade Food milk and Cookies chicken sandwich Halloween candy

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I bought protein shakes just this morning after my free for all on Sunday… In the after noon I was doing some packing and got a little over whelmed and shakey, which doesn’t happen to me often at...

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I went fucking crazy. I ate like every bread product known to man at any time interval it was in my view. Moving on…

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Liquid Fast 2 c Breakfast Coffee sweetened w/ creamer 2 c pumpkin spice milk 2 c Broth 2 c orange juice Food Chili & tortilla chips Salad with a mustard/bbq dressing APPLE PIE SUNDAE (it was ...

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I already FEEL better. I can’t imagine I dropped much real fat but I do feel less heavy. Maybe it’s mental too. I feel better about myself knowing that I’m doing SOMETHING about my weight. Menta...

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Yesterday wasn’t so bad. I was SO MUCH HUNGRIER on day 1 working from home. Day 2 in the office was a breeze. I guess because I don’t have a full kitchen full of food and a TV blasting me with f...

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So yesterday I went down the rabbit hole of eating as soon as I could. Still working the kinks out lol I knew when I was eating that I was just eating to eat. That I was making up for not eating...

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Sometimes I feel like the only reason I look at other people is to show myself how inadequate I am. I don’t know why I do that. I look at my mom with her high salary and large home and instead ...

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I’m overwhelmed and I’ve been avoiding talking about it and I haven’t been sleeping well when usually I’m like a log I feel like I’m drowning at work I’m not eating right I haven’t pooped in fore...

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work was work - my boss is out today (And was out yesterday) but she did lay a bunch of work on me and so I had to interrupt her vaca multiple times to ask questions. I did feel bad cause she doe...

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He called me as soon as I got out of work. I don’t know if you guys know or have the same issue but NJ is roadkill city. Squirrels, woodchucks, possums, racoons and deer - to name the most frequ...

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yes it finally happened and I wanted to wait till I was on an actual comp - instead of a phone - to note all about it. But first Friday. Friday wasn’t terrible work wise and then I went over to ...

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So Will finally got to explain to the therapist his butt issues. She was immediately saying that something is WRONG and that he needs a second opinion. He refused to go to another doc. She said...

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Will woke me up with his grunting from the other room at 4 am. He went to a rodizo with his friend, lord knows how much he ate. He pooped in the night and the forgot his motrin in his car and ...

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I guess it’s the ovulation thing. I hate blaming anything on that and admitting that I’m not in control of my emotions and feelings. I don’t know if I’m really angry or if my hormones are making...

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So Will is still dealing with his anal fissure (cut) thing that was probably caused by his constipation issues (which he still has). He says he still feels pain, burning, itchiness on the inside ...

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I dunno how to explain some of the situations I’ve been thinking about with the help of my tarot cards. I was thinking about when Emma was in the escape room and she was freaking out. The escape...

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Lol I got up an hour early so why not Animal Oracle - 9 - Brown Bear - Impatience leads to frazzled thoughts. Take time out to mediate, relax, refresh, imagine, plan. Be clear on your next goa...

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Since the start of Covid I have been visiting my parents and my husbands parents. All of them are quarantining enough that I’m not afraid to go there. Me and my husband were absolutely planning o...

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I want you all to do n experiment with me. Suspend logic and reality for a bit. Imagine for a moment that when you woke up this morning you were back at 13 years old. You woke up in your childh...

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I didn’t mention but this week ive come into the office Tues, wed, and now Thursday because she keeps saying she wants me to print and post letters (which i can only do from ther office) but all...

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You know, I wrote last night about yesterday and I don’t know why it didn’t save and it didn’t even go into drafts. I don’t even remember all of it but the point was that after the day before ye...

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My mom went to my sister’s house yesterday And while she entertained my niece my sister took a call from the asshole. She went to the garage so they ask weren’t listening to her car. Long story...

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Welp, my mom’s visit wasn’t the love fest I was hoping. Before my mom arrived at my sisters house, my sister was venting about the asshole. Basically my sister has had a routine for a while whe...

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for my job. The New Jersey Sharing Network is hosting the 5k. They take all organs but the tissue / eyes ( we at Eversight do that) but since we’re both in the recovery of organs we are showing ...

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