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Just to record progress… I can’t believe I’m in the 250s. It’s weird cause I struggle to see a BIG dif in my body yet 2 months ago I would have KILLED to be in the 250s! It’s was a mini milestone...


January 29, 2021

ED triggers in Weight Loss Surgery

Some of my regular readers may know (but because this entry is public you all don’t know) I used to binge and purge. I haven’t done so in years but I had been on and off with the practice for a l...


1 month and 1 week PO - 16lbs down from surgery - 37 lbs down from highest weight Of course I was worried for nothing, like I always am. So I went to the doc and they weighed me. On my own, nake...


January 27, 2021

Cheating in Weight Loss Surgery

Today I go back to the doc to get weighed - so I cheated and drank coffee to moooooove things along just so I can be at the lowest possible weight for him. I say “cheated” because they basically...


So if you don’t know I watch (or listen to) a lot of vlogs through the day while I’m working. A lot of spiritual stuff. Sometimes it’s literal church messages but other times it’s tarot/oracle ca...


I think I had my first dumping. And I’m sure this wasn’t the worst it could be. I had some vegan deli slices (like 4) and I’ve had them before. I’m supposed to eat soft foods and they are but ...


I’m just noting this here cause FINALLY the scale is moving although I know I should just be happy with the inches. And I see more. Like I can SEE my stomach deflating. I can SEE my chin and neck...


January 19, 2021

I took a walk in Weight Loss Surgery

I know now that I’m a month out I have to incorporate exercise Somewhere. I talked to my friend who’s already a year out from surgery and she told me at this point in my journey I’m not eating en...


That’s right it’s been 1 month since my surgery. Ok here goes: ---------May 24 285lbs-Jan 3 264lbs-Jan 18 264lbs-Total Loss Chest—51 in-----------50 in--------48 in------- -2 in Waist—54 in-----...


Ok I just wanted to mention here that I’ve got on the scale - even though I really tried not to - and it’s not really moving. So of course I’m a little panicked cause I’m almost a month out - I ...


I finally got the chewable vitamins. They are awful tasting and turn my stomach but I’m just gonna do it and hopefully get used to them.


I forgot to mention that Will talked about when he picked me up after the surgery. I’m sure you all don’t remember when I laid out the whole experience weeks ago but basically from what I rememb...


First I had a spoon of PB yesterday afternoon (before the dinner cheat) cause I was wanting something sweet and I don’t really have sweets around. The PB tasted good but 1 spoon felt like lead i...


I forgot to tell you guys what my doc said about my diet going forward. I’m still on the liquid diet until 1/18 and he encouraged me to switch right over to soft foods asap - not linger on the l...


January 07, 2021

I gained in Weight Loss Surgery

SO ok … Yesterday was my first visit back to the doc since surgery. I really thought that me and Will were going to go together even though this visit had nothing to do with him. We’ve gone to th...


January 07, 2021

I gained in Weight Loss Surgery

SO ok … Yesterday was my first visit back to the doc since surgery. I really thought that me and Will were going to go together even though this visit had nothing to do with him. We’ve gone to th...


So this morning I noticed that I seem to be drinking just fine. I’m past the point of tiny sips and can actually fill my mouth with liquid and drink like a normal person - at least tea. I haven’t...


I noticed yesterday that I’m a little smaller and today Will said he noticed it too. Now I’m just being nitpicky but even I can see my hourglass shape coming back, when I stand to the side I sti...


I felt like my “weight loss” journal is now just a bathroom play by play… either way, I’m better today. This morning I went and it was a little - and I mean a little - bit softer. But with ass as...


OK so yesterday I finally pooped. Not the little pebbles from a week ago. I wish they were pebbles, this was a Big Rock. It hurt, it took a long time, I bled, and my ass is still sore today...


I’ve been noticing how many food related shows I watch. I’m not saying all fat people watch food on TV all day but I DO. Me and my family likes to cook, and a trillion years ago when cooking sho...


January 01, 2021

11 days post op in Weight Loss Surgery

I’m 265 and I searched my diary to as when I last mentioned that weight. It was August of 2018. It’s taken me 6 months to lose 30lbs and right now I’m thinner than I’ve been in 2 years. Of cour...


December 31, 2020

10 days post op in Weight Loss Surgery

Not much has changed but I’m starting to get scabby and I can’t help but to pick. The worst one is in my belly button. There’s some kind of clear glue that’s painted over each incision and that...


As for my belly and everything else. Doing fine. I twisted the wrong way in my sleep but there was no major damage. My right side is just a tiny bit sensitive so many that’s where the pulled my t...


First day back at work. Although it’s only 2 hours WFH. I still feel too tired to do this but maybe I’m just being lazy after a week off. I asked around online about when people get their energy...


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