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I think it’s the weather, but the level that my exhaustion is reaching lately is kind of intense. I’ve even been staying in this entire week. I haven’t gotten laid since Sunday with Alex. Speakin...

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Woke up at 5 am, my phone blown up by dudes I sent nudes to last night. Got to love what happens to my lonely, PM self. Whatevs. Alex finally snapped me back, told me I was lookin fine. Tell me ...

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I think I’ve decided to no longer pursue Alex. As much as I like him, I can’t be feelin like that. I can’t be waiting by my phone or watching for when he opens my snaps. I’m shaking it off. If he...

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So I Turned 26 yesterday. Friday night I hung with my friend Lauren and we got stoned and had some ice cream at a local creamery downtown, v. delish. After she left I went to this dudes house, t...

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I just found out my work no longer offers health insurance. I turn 26 on sunday. Fuck. My. Life. Someone please kill me so I don’t have to exist like this. My stress level is through the fuckin ...

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I told Tyler today about Alex and how I’ve been seeing him lately and I think it might actually be something. He said as soon as we become exclusive that he will be respectful and we will just be...

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I wish I had the balls to straight up tell Alex how I feel. If I did and he felt the same I would lose my fuckin shit. I would also cut everything off with everyone else. Even Tyler, my usual FB....

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Alex is allll up in my head. Shiiit. Can’t help it. So I found out through…facebook stalking… that he may actually have a kid. Ooooh. Eeeeeshhh. Ehhhhhh.. Oddly enough, this is usually a dealb...

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Currently listening to And watching my cat be a big cute dummy <3 playing with a cap of some sort. I just cruised a blunt with my sister and her friend/ I suppose my friend too :) Syd. I’m...

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Last night was magical. I didn’t even think it was gonna happen at one point in the day. This gal who I NEVER make close had to close on a Friday night and of course only 2 hours before her shif...

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I love my apartment, except for one thing.. my fucking downstairs neighbor. She’s this really old bitch and I’m not exaggerating on any of this. She literally complains about everything. Unless I...

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Contrary to my status I actually feel pretty fuckin good today haha things are good. I mean, I haven’t talked to Alex today but I got a message from him this morning as a response from some pics ...

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I need to get back to where I was like a couple weeks ago. Take no prisoners, bad bitch status, and I need to really start killin it at work. I’m not bad at my job I’ve just really been slackin l...

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Well last night Matt, my recent ex who just moved out a couple months ago came over to grab the rest of his stuff. My friend Cherek was also over and then she left to go watch the Yankees game. L...

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You guys. I think I’m legit falling for Alex. Like.. it’s verging on the point of dangerous. And I can’t help it. And I don’t want it to stop… I think about him constantly, he’s so cute and hand...

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So. I met this guy. He’s really sweet. I don’t wanna lead him on, but at the same time.. he’s really sweet. Why should I reject any sort of positivity like that? I’m trying to get my head togethe...

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I got ghosted by Drew. I was actually really shocked by this but it was my own fault. I’m not gonna go into it because i’ll never forget it. just ridiculous and it sucks. oh well. he was hot but ...

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He’s so cute. He came over last night and we are starting to get used to each other so it’s more fun to talk and hang out, less awk haha. We went to get some Chinese food, which he apparently lov...

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Drew is FINE AS FUCK you guys. The only thing is… we’re the same height… and hes one of those people who cannot discern the correct forms of “their, there, they’re, your, you’re..” etc. And those...

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I’ve got a guy on his way over, his name is Drew, he’s really cute, really buff, and has tattoos and piercings. He also likes Tech n9ne which is dope. SO as I am getting ready to see this dude, A...

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So I didn’t respond to Alex, and he finally texted me today asking how I’m doing. So it works, guys lol just leave the dude alone and make him come to you. Too easy. I’m talking to this guy named...

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So that dude that came over last night (J) told me he didn’t wanna scare me but he really liked me and wouldn’t mind seeing this go somewhere. Why does this happen to me. Why. The dude I wanna ha...

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I’m stressing about him not texting me back. WHY. Why should I fucking care. I just don’t get it man. We had such an awesome day together, and when he left he was telling me he thought he had th...

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Aren’t phones the best and the worst? I’m sitting here waiting for him to text me back. From SEVEN this morning. My guess is he either forgot I texted him since it was so early…or hes ghosting me...

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So Alex came over last night. I was totally expecting to have to go down to L bc he came here last time too, but he is of course a sweetheart and came here. Which was even MORE amazing bc I didn’...

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