Alex Alex Alex in Who I Am

You guys.
I think I’m legit falling for Alex. Like.. it’s verging on the point of dangerous. And I can’t help it. And I don’t want it to stop… I think about him constantly, he’s so cute and handsome and sexy and I want everything to do with him. Like I have this feeling like if he asked me to move to L to be with him, I probably would consider it. I know that’s a HUGE stretch. It’s just how much I really really like this dude. We had fun yesterday, he didn’t get here til like 8 and he left here about 20 minutes ago. I didn’t want him to leave. I never do.

When he leaves, I miss him pretty much instantly. He’s SO SO perfect for me. I can’t. He smokes (but not too much), he doesn’t seem to even drink either. He seems really perceptive, and I love his imagination.

AND HIS VOICE. He can sing <3 Oh lord can he sing. In my imagination he serenades me, declares his love for me, and we move to Seattle or Portland to start our new life together <3 <3

IRL, I woke up to his beautiful face and gorgeous head of hair, we went down on each other and had some dope sex.

GOD HES SO YUMMY. I would just open my eyes while cuddling him and hes just laying there smiling and looking at me.

I think we are really starting to dig each other, more than friends with benefits. I’m sorry to myself if I’m completely wrong because that will suck to deal with. But honestly… I feel something in when he kisses me. I love how vocal he is too. Like it is such a turn off when guys are completely fuckin silent during sex and stuff. This dude definitely isn’t. he even moans a little when we are just making out.

perfection dude. literally since he left… all I can think about. I just wanna sit here and write about how perfect he is. He sang to Nahko and Medicine for the People and I melted into a pool of girlybliss.

I was just being myself and I was like “sorry, im weird” and he goes “don’t apologize for being beautiful” and he told me I had pretty eyes.

I’m sorry, I just feel like you don’t tell those things to someone you just wanna fuck and be friends with. I really feel like we are on the same wavelength here, and I think he feels it too.

I hope he does. Because I feel it. I’m falling for him. And I don’t want it to stop. What’s fucked is that I don’t even care if it hurts me. I’m such a lover! I can’t help it.