Choices in Who I Am

I told Tyler today about Alex and how I’ve been seeing him lately and I think it might actually be something. He said as soon as we become exclusive that he will be respectful and we will just be friends. I believe him too, he’s a cool dude and we’ve always been up front with one another.

It’s surreal that I have feelings like this for someone so soon after Matt. But honestly, my feelings for Matt died long before we “broke up” officially and he moved out. They died in like April. So honestly.. it’s not too insane right?

I’m a lover. That’s who I am and who I always will be. It’s gonna kill me one day for real haha