Who I Am
by sweetgreen
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Wednesday
I’ve never had issues with acne. Even in my teens, it wasn’t a huge problem for me, and now I’m 26 and having a breakout like NO other. I will say, I have not eaten the best this past week. But h...
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So my ex came over last night and brought some Chinese and we hung out and watched American dad. It was really nice! We also had some bomb sex. Like seriously. If anything we are sexually compati...
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Fired those boys today. I’m glad it’s over and I’m glad I didn’t have a bunch of anxiety about it, like I normally do. I swear a restaurant just runs better when females are in charge. That’s bee...
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I just got done cleaning my apartment. Actually I’m not done, I’m just taking a break. I reorganized under my bathroom sick and bagged up a bunch of Christmas gifts. It feels like a lot less this...
boys boys boys
So the other night my friend Alex (not the Alex I’m into) came over and brought his friend Austin, who’s one of Alex’s girlfriends’, friends, ex fiancés. (try to follow that one haha) so I kne...
Streesss
Omg. Christmas is in like 17 days. I’ve gotten zero personalized gifts for anyone because I am so incredibly broke. I have no time to go shopping bc of work, and when I’m off work I don’t fuckin ...
I might be busy, but I always got time to surrender to your beauty
Alex ended up coming over last night, despite me being on my period. I told him and he didn’t even care! He still went down like a fuckin champ and godddammnn. THIS DUDE. His hair. His smile. H...
Breathe in, Breathe out
So I’m metting this new guy tonight named PJ, my little brother actually works with him and he DMed me on FB because he saw a comment I made on my little bros FB page about declawing cats and how...
Meth
This is going to be an entry about drugs. So if you are triggered by that, I recommend not reading any further. So growing up I had this best friend named Steph, and she was my best friend from ...
We gotta find our way
So I was gonna quit this store. But my boss helped me swing a little something in my favor if I stayed. She said if I asked them for 3000 more a year, they would probably do it. So I did. and I g...
Only fear fear itself
Last night Matt came over. He took care of me. Literally I cried in his arms and then cried about the fact that I was crying in his arms. What. A. Mess. But he was so sweet to me. He told me he...
wtf even
I keep talking to Matt and hanging out with him again. I feel like it’s stupid. But I still care about him a lot. He’s still a person I have a really deep connection with, and I don’t have that w...
Happydanksgiving
I went out with a dude last night and it was pretty okay. He was another one of those guys that didnt wanna fuck, and wants to take me out on a date. Stoooop. I’m not the one. Probably not for a...
Toxic
The store I’m working at is just absolutely toxic. There is NO sense of organization whatsoever. And I’m really trying. But oh. my. lord. The owner came in to talk to me and was like “you didnt ...
I feel
I feel like I’ve lost my happiness. I feel like I’ve lost my confidence. I feel tired. I feel lost. I feel depressed. I feel annoyed. I feel fucked up. I feel like screaming and crying. I feel...
no.
I’m feeling like taking this job was a mistake. :( I’m sad.
Anxiety x10000
My anxiety has been through the fuckin rough this entire week. I started my new store and got my period all in the same week. I am SO tired, I’ve been opening every day for the past week and doin...
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The concert was actually pretty great. Despite the positive vibes I was feeling all day, I’m starting to feel worn down. i had kind of a crazy fun hotel shower sex night last night, and this week...
Silly girl, with silly boys
Ughh I feel like TOTAL garbage. It’s all my fault too, I’ve eaten SO SHITTYY these past few days, have had a lot of soda and coffee and very little water. No wonder I feel like shit. I thought I ...
Boys are lame
As much as i LOVE just getting to be openly sexual with whoever I wanna be… I’m starting to get really tired of boys and how utterly LAME they are. its really rare when a dude kind of shatters my...
Seein you got ritualistic
So holy shittt. I got like 12 hours of sleep last night. And. My boss came into my job yesterday and offered me a high volume store, one of their highest volumes they own. This would double my ...
So just take me there, to higher ground
Already failed NoJoMo so hard. Oh well. Currently: smoking a bong, doing laundry, listening to Odesza This is an entry about sluttin it up, if you’re not into that just don’t read it. My hips hu...
Kids forever, kids forever
I’m trying to make a conscious effort to write every day in November. It’s gonna be toughhhhh. It pisses me off that I went to walmart yesterday and they were hardcore pulling the christmas shit...
All you had to do was stay
So why is it when I decide I’m done with someone, they come back and want my balls so hard. All my exes. Matt too. I decided recently I was done pursuing Alex, in the interest of my stress and ...
Kismet
What a day it’s been!! Happy Halloween by the way! Currently eating leftover and burnt pizza. Because I can use a toaster oven correctly at work 100% by when I come home I suck at even reheati...
Book Description
A new chapter of self love and truthfully, loving other people hahaha