all that i want is to wake up fine in Who I Am

Alex is allll up in my head. Shiiit. Can’t help it.
So I found out through…facebook stalking… that he may actually have a kid.
Ooooh. Eeeeeshhh. Ehhhhhh..

Oddly enough, this is usually a dealbreaker for me and its not.... It’s odd to me though that a guy 3 years younger than me has a kid already. I mean I saw a picture of a kid in his wallet but I assumed maybe like a nephew or something. But… I’m thinking it might actually be his son.
Now I’m wondering why he hasn’t mentioned him.

He sent me a good morning text which was lovely to see so early and set my morning off right :)

I’m going on a date tonight for some sushi with a guy named Ryan. We’ll see how that goes. I made it clear with him that I’m not looking for a boyfriend, and I’m working on that with Nick right now. I tend to talk shit on relationships like “don’t miss that shit” so I’m hoping he will get the picture before I have to literally be like “nahhh”

No boyfriends unless his name is Alex. Because hes the one I cant stop thinking about. He makes me feel things…deep in my bones. <3