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only hate the road when you're missing home in 2018
9:59pm I want to type this up tonight but I don’t know how well my motivation will hold up. So many thoughts swirling around. I am having trouble processing though. This place always tends to hel...
vanity aside in 2018
4:11pm Well let’s see what random topics I can come up with today. I need to get back into the habit of writing but I’m not in front of a computer all the time like I was at the beginning of the ...
accept what's real in 2018
6:33pm I’m sitting in the car waiting because I’ve been inside all day and figured I should at least see the outside world. Make sure it hasn’t gone up in flames or something. Today just didn’t f...
another go in 2018
8:38pm So where did we last leave off? … I guess it doesn’t matter honestly it’s probably all the same ol’ stuff anyway, right? There are plenty of updates though! I’m back from Hawaii!! And Laug...
back again in 2018
9:51pm I’m totally fine right now. Honestly, I expected to be a little bummed out after Tuesday. Down in the dumps. Hurt, sad, whatever. It wasn’t really that big of a deal. I knew he wasn’t goin...
we already knew in 2018
10:18pm He didn’t show. I know, I know we’re not surprised. And damnit I know I said I wasn’t getting my hopes up but ugh I lied alright!!! I couldn’t help myself. It just seemed like it was goi...
don't tempt me in 2018
4:15pm I’m sitting in the car waiting and I figured I might as well start an entry and see where it goes. I keep meaning to write but I’m not in front of a computer every day any more. With this ...
this isn't a sign in 2018
9:33pm I haven’t been in the mood to write lately. It’s been a while since I’ve felt that way. Not really sure what lead to it. I guess I got tired of writing about the same old stuff. Or maybe I...
9:28pm Today was a long day. As most of them have been lately. Did I say I was so ready for the season to be over with? Because I am. I’m not even sure how I’m making it through each day. Very sl...
spoke too soon in 2018
11:55am So I guess at some point yesterday I opened a new entry window to start typing and hours later I came back to find it sitting there with not even a date. Honestly I don’t even remember op...
1:11pm So tired. Must sleep. Actually I don’t even think it’s sleep I need. It’s just mental exhaustion. My sleep has been pretty good. I’m getting at least 8 hrs a night, although on average I n...
fun[ny] guy in 2018
5:45pm I feel like I’ve been avoiding writing. As I often do. Also, I was busy trying to work on that one super long entry rehashing the phone call and I stopped writing about the little every da...
10:33pm I should be going to bed soon. I’m hoping the “deadline” means I’ll type something up quickly and not ramble on forever. ha. We’ll see. I’m doing stupid obsess-y things and I don’t want t...
mysterious laughter in 2018
12:54pm I am having such a hard time writing up this entry. I don’t know why. Like I’m happy about it, and it was good, and maybe that’s why I can’t type. It’s always the best moments that I have...
enjoy the moments in 2018
10:13am I still want to go back and rehash things that were said yesterday. Y’all know I love to go back and reread all the little conversation topics. It’s fun to reminisce sometimes. I feel lik...
always unexpected in 2018
10:13am I have so much to do today and yet here I am clicking away at the keyboard. Too many thoughts! Must get them out! I got in this morning and went through my normal routine of checking all ...
not for long in 2018
4:19pm Today’s a warm day, but with wind so it’s not too hot. I like that. Up until now I’d forgotten how windy it can get here in the Spring. It got up into the 90s last week if you believe a ce...
come back in in 2018
10:58am I started working on an entry yesterday but I didn’t realize things were going to change so quickly [as they often do and I often forget to remember]. I wish I had more patience with life...
Sticking around in 2018
1:44pm Well it’s nice to know this place isn’t going to implode after all. I’m glad I didn’t mad scramble to find somewhere else. I mean, I pretty much knew I wasn’t going to start over and I def...
since we're here in 2018
10:47am I guess I can continue to write here until this place implodes. I’ve gotta pour my thoughts out somewhere. I tried to export all my books yesterday but it must have been busy with everyon...
that's all folks in 2018
9:26am I guess instead of coming in here to continue telling stories that I failed to mention yesterday, I’ll go ahead and do the post where I say this sucks. I can’t think of anywhere else to go...
moving forward in 2018
10:51am Today’s thoughts: It’s particularly busy today. Definitely confirmed that it is not going to slow down for the rest of the season. That’s good for a couple reasons: we could always use mo...
saving stories in 2018
3.23.18- 6:02pm Technically I’m off work so this is basically like my legal 15 minutes yesterday. =] I’m probably stuck here until at least 7pm. March did not slow down like it normally does. I k...
guiding light in 2018
2:57pm I’m taking a break from work. I’m legally allowed 15 minutes right? =] I just checked on my package that I ordered last weekend and it’s supposed to arrive tomorrow. I’m excited for it! Th...
3.20.18 - 3:37pm Today’s been an ok day. It started out a little rough. I don’t know why I was in a terrible mood. A lot on my mind, I guess, but I couldn’t really connect to it. I wasn’t sure wh...
