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what you can't have in 2017
8:34pm I totally missed the start of NoJoMo. I didn’t even think about it this year, like it didn’t even click. Did I do it last year? I wish we had calendar view! =\ Nope. I think I was too wrap...
in a pretty perfect world in 2017
3:04pm I am stuck in the office alone today. =| It’s been super cloudy/dark outside and the weather’s California cold [ie: 50s] and all I want to do is go cuddle up on the couch and watch TV unde...
Mixed your memory with Tennessee in 2017
8:18pm I’ve been contemplating this entry for a while now and I think because of this contemplation I am actually seriously procrastinating on getting anything written. It’s always when I have so...
things I cannot change in 2017
4:55pm Sunday evening. Days are shorter. Nights are long. My mind is wandering like crazy. Not that that’s all that new but sometimes I wish I could slow it down, or make it stop for a while. I’v...
not knowing in 2017
5:14pm I realized I’ve been doing some major procrastinating on things I want to say. That’s not really anything new, except these are just things I’ve been meaning to write for a long time. I ha...
like a vacation in 2017
10:13pm I’ve got a couple updates today. Nothing particularly interesting. Just life stuff. Hopefully I can type every thing out pretty quickly and maybe go to bed early. Although I just remember...
quick flames in 2017
I’ve been working on this draft since like Sunday. I keep randomly adding a paragraph or two at the end of the night but I don’t have much motivation or desire to type a bunch of words. I figure ...
time to unwind in 2017
4:03pm I am currently sitting at the office killing time. We’re not open or anything but I had to write a rent check and take care of some other stuff before we leave. I probably should be at hom...
even after all this time in 2017
10:11pm I want to write tonight, but at the very same time I really do not want to write. It just feels like stuff I’ve been feeling/thinking for a long time and I’m not sure I should put it into...
Maybe it's the worst in me in 2017
8:33pm Well, today was a pretty productive work day so I guess that’s good. I don’t know why I said that like that. I think I’m on the verge of falling into a bad headspace but I’m going to try r...
Reminding Me in 2017
7:06pm New things to report…hmmm…let’s see: Well, it’s only been a few days so maybe there isn’t all that much to report today. ha. I just finished my big test about 20 minutes ago. We’ve been at...
inhibitors in 2017
8:47pm I was sitting at work this morning at a way too early business meeting [a lot of them are on the East Coast so they try to make the time work for everyone]. It’s hard because there are a l...
I plead the fifth in 2017
10:50pm I really should stay off of social media at night. Especially these days. I always end up doing stupid things like looking up profiles of people who don’t give a damn about me. You know i...
knowing it is all it would be in 2017
6:13pm I just realized that I might actually hit a new entry count record this year. Crazy! I’m only 10 entries away from my all time high, which I’m pretty sure I can manage over the next few mo...
tainted control in 2017
Sept 15, 2017 9:47pm Sometimes I feel like I lie in here. “Lie” as in, don’t tell the truth. One of my very last lines in the previous entry was about how at least I had more control over how I r...
out of mind in 2017
1:31pm Well, I’m at work and I’ve been very productive [I think] so I’m going to take a break to type words. Why not right? JR invited me to his stepdaughter’s birthday party tonight. It’s at a l...
9:42pm I feel like I’m probably giving this way too much attention, but oh well. Y’all know I love to document everything. I always talk about how helpful it is in the future. Some times I forget...
borderline in 2017
3:03pm Does anyone actually feel like that was sixteen years ago? I certainly don’t. I can still so clearly picture the entire morning unfolding before my eyes. Watching that plane. Seeing those ...
haven't lost all hope yet in 2017
3:17pm I totally just started writing “August” as the date. Slow down Universe! I haven’t caught up yet! This off-season has been weird for me. The fact that it’s going by quickly is nothing new,...
I get it already in 2017
5:19pm It was been crazy busy today at work! So I’m taking a self-imposed rest break. It’ll help to get words out of my head anyway. I only have like a handful of clients that I work with during ...
where you lead, I will follow in 2017
So on Tuesday we were supposed to go to a dinner at someone’s house with my aunt [It was her birthday] but that was cancelled the day before. Which is totally fine because I was trying to find a ...
painting neighbors in 2017
6:19pm I’m in one of those funks where I want to write, and I sit down and try to type, but I never actually say anything [until now of course..]. I started an entry on Wednesday but other than a...
clear the air in 2017
10:50pm I’m not going to finish this tonight so I’m not going to bother getting real technical. There are just words in this overactive head of mine and I need to get them out. I finally responde...
plot twist in 2017
9:30pm Well, this isn’t good. I’m suddenly stuck in one of those situations in life that I absolutely dread. Damn it. Damn. Damn. Damn. I just found this message on fb: That’s alright I’m glad we...
come in closer in 2017
9:27pm I guess I’m going to work on keeping up my word count this year. Maybe I’ll set a new record? Probably not, but maybe. What am I even going on about anyway? None of it seems important at a...
