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they're for you in 2019
4:23pm Well, I have a fun story! I just received this beautiful bouquet of flowers at work!! An early Valentine’s day present! From a mysterious stranger! =D The card has my full name on it, deli...
looking forward in 2019
12:43pm So many things to update on! I have two entries that I saved half-way done [maybe 3] because I didn’t have time to finish them but new things kept happening that I wanted to jot down. Eve...
can't pin me down in 2019
January 29th - 12:54pm I’m not sure I should even start one of these today, or this week, because I feel like it’s going to get busy and I’ll forget all about it. Glad we have the save feature no...
contemplations in 2019
4:24pm I don’t know how far I’ll get on this but I figured I’d start and see where my mind wanders. I have about 20 minutes before I close up the office and head to church. I’m working again tomo...
tricky calls in 2019
10:57am Well, I got that over with sooner than expected. I’m trying not to cry about it, honestly, because crying is dumb…and super cathartic. ha. I’m at work though and that’s something I’ll pro...
silly frenchie in 2019
2:45pm Well, I’m back at work for my [at least] 4 week stretch. Should be interesting! At least I got to enjoy my last day off yesterday. I was very productive despite not getting out of bed unti...
2:13pm Another Friday rolls around. =) The week’s are going by quickly and I can’t decide if that’s good or bad right now. This Sunday will probably be my last one off until mid-February. Maybe l...
that time again in 2019
2:13pm I keep opening this little new entry portal [?? I must be working too much if I’m calling this a portal now. haha], but at the end of the day I find that it is still blank and so I move on...
Jan 11th - 1:04pm Well it’s finally Friday! Not that that matters much to me. I only get Sundays off, but it’s still fun to pretend. Plus LivePD is on tonight and it’s a lot easier to make it thr...
ride in again in 2019
January 8, 2019 12:27pm Eight days in and I still haven’t written a word about New Years. This is what I always do! I procrastinate on all the things I want to write about. Instead I come in here...
while the iron is hot in 2019
12:30pm I started an entry yesterday afternoon [which was restored! cool!] but basically all it says is that I was tired of taking classes and needed a very long extended break. I didn’t get much...
finding my own happiness in 2019
1:46pm A few days into the New Year and I am officially back at work full-time as of today. I’m not prepared at all, but am I ever? This year feels different. Like it should start another month f...
seeking shelter in 2018
7:55pm I realized, about a half hour ago, that tomorrow is New Year’s Eve. When did that happen? How did that sneak up on me so quickly?! I’ve done a lot this year, some times it feels like it wa...
December 25, 2018 11:55pm There are a lot of things I would like to say tonight but I am not sure how well I’ll do with that. The thoughts are jumbled, crowed around all of the wrong things. I fe...
empty window in 2018
5:45pm Well hey, look at that - the save and finish on another platform thing works! I’m impressed =) Anyway, I did not end up going to the aquarium today. When the client and I talked about it l...
should I though? in 2018
4:40pm Let’s talk about something different for a change, shall we? I’m debating on going to the aquarium with the client on Thursday. He asked me last night while we were discussing today’s rock...
it was always me in 2018
2:34pm I’m kinda failing at life right now… =\ I wish I was doing better. I wish there were some magical pill to take to make every thing feel the way it’s supposed to when you’re normal and happ...
To have heard those words in 2018
22:05 Too bad that auto save draft feature hasn’t been implemented yet because I just accidentally swiped the window closed and lost the entry I was working on. I almost always save to draft but ...
I don't want to keep burning in 2018
I saw him tonight. It’s only been, what, like a week since I swore I wouldn’t send him any more messages. And the good thing is that I have had zero desire tonight to contact him at all. That’s a...
the sinner & the saint in 2018
I did stupid things over the holiday weekend. Not like the kind of stupid that is going to get me into trouble or cause any damage. It was more the kind of desperate needy girl stupid that makes ...
8:33pm Let’s try another one. I always think of random comments I want to make in here throughout the day, but I never seem to be near enough to a piece of paper and/or my phone to save them for ...
there are mountains in 2018
10:12pm Quick words: I’m up and down in terms of where my head is at. I’m trying to stay optimistic and enjoy life, but I know that I’m still hurting inside. I’m in this space where I so desper...
different languages in 2018
7:35pm I wish I had the motivation to do the NoJoMo thing this year. I have hundreds of words rolling around in my head, but I can’t seem to make them coherent enough to produce entries every day...
crazy for each other in 2018
Oct. 15, 2018-5:15pm I don’t know where to start today. I want to say things to have a record of them, but it’s one of those things that’s difficult to put into words. I was nauseous last night, ...
back to life in 2018
11:19pm I think I’m mostly over the crazy. Mostly. Kinda. Almost. ;) I think back about the whole thing and I’ve definitely noticed a difference in my feelings towards it. Like sure sometimes it ...
