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fiery heat waves in 2020
3:03pm I am currently sitting in my darkened dining room listening to music and pondering why I don’t ever seem to make the time to come in here to update. The room is dark for a couple reasons. ...
July 8, 2020 12:45pm Well this is definitely shaping up to be the year where I hardly update anything. I don’t think I’ve ever had such a low entry count. I guess it’s a combination of things inc...
the dream departure in 2020
Alright, well it’s been almost a month and I have yet to even attempt to finish this entry. I was going to let it go but I feel like it’s something I really need to do. Like my mind won’t be comp...
coolers and corona in 2020
9:06pm I had an entry started in here from a couple days ago. I honestly thought I was going to finish it the other night, but never got around to it. Kinda funny it worked out that way because t...
We're almost there in 2020
5:37pm Well, I’m at work on my laptop and I figured if I started this now I might actually have the motivation to finish it once I get home. I’ve been trying, but really all that has amounted to ...
sweet nothings in 2020
11:56pm I wish I had more time to come in here and update. I wish I made more time to come in here to update. I just had this super sweet weekend with EC and I want to document it all but I’m no...
say all the things in 2020
3/25/2020 4:01pm Ok, let’s try this again. I’ve started at least a half dozen entries and not posted a single one of them. Apparently the last time I posted was 5 weeks ago and wow so much has ha...
Spontaneity in 2020
10:51am Well it definitely got a lot busier in here than I expected. It hasn’t really slowed down like it normally does after the 15th. I’ve had so much to say lately and no time to really put it...
4:35pm Well yeah, I’m definitely not going to be writing as much as I thought I would. I happened to see the entry counts over the last few years and it’s funny how my best years have the least e...
Progression in 2020
6:20pm I have started several entries in a drafts folder but I don’t think I’ll get to them any time soon. I figure it’ll be easier if I jot this down real quick. This way I’m at least getting so...
11:39am It’s my first Saturday back at work. So far, so good. This week honestly went by pretty fast. I had a lot of projects waiting for me at the start of this year/season so I’ve definitely ke...
Lights come on in 2020
1:21pm So, I’m sitting here alone in the office for the next minute or two and I figured I would start typing out some thoughts. There’s been so much going through my head lately. Various realiza...
Look at you in 2020
January 6, 2020 11:25am Am I the only one still amazed that it’s 2020?? I probably say it every year but this one definitely snuck up on me. I mean, not only the fact that it’s a New Year but als...
1:40pm I am currently sitting in the passenger seat of EC’s truck while he takes some class at a hotel. It’s our 5 month “anniversary”. Haha. I feel funny saying that but whatever. I’m that girl ...
they served me well in 2019
October 14, 2019 12:55pm I have been wanting to write for so long, but as per usual I cannot seem to get my thoughts straight. There has been so much going on. So many things I would like to save...
smooth as Tennessee whiskey in 2019
10:23pm So, it seems a lot of people around here are having the same difficulty that I am; coming back in here after an absence with so much to say and not knowing where to start. I tried a coupl...
boundaries in 2019
1:47pm I don’t know why I’m not updating as much as I should. There are always so many things to say. I guess I’m simply not taking the time to sit down and type it all out. My social life is sli...
darkened days; turn brighter* in 2019
3:01pm I am at work today, not only because it’s my work day, but also because I desperately need to get out of the house! I’ve been stuck inside for days! The reason being that I have been so kn...
beautiful crazy in 2019
10:45pm Things are going well. Like really quite well! :) I feel so content these days. Maybe that’s not the right word? I mean I’m happy! In a really calm sorta way. It’s all just moving along a...
so that happened... in 2019
July 1, 2019 1:48pm Well, I just had a very interesting weekend. As in: I might have a boyfriend now. haha. That feels so strange to me. “Boyfriend”. What the heck am I supposed to do with that? ...
quick talk in 2019
6.28.19 - 11:28pm I don’t have much important to say. Please skip. Just getting thoughts out since I know there will be more to write after tomorrow. Also I dislike typing on this tiny phone. Ok...
all the little things in 2019
4:15pm Well, I got a little overwhelmed yesterday and I thought it might be something I should come in here to write about. This has always been my safe processing space. In the same way, I’ve no...
in the open now in 2019
5:07pm Where to start: I had an excellent weekend. Like not what I was expecting, but it all worked out quite well. I don’t even know how to explain it. I mean, there’s probably going to come a p...
chatty realizations in 2019
3:31pm I’m back from my trip. It was excellent and I cannot wait to go back again. I don’t know why I find it so relaxing to be there. It’s just my kinda pace for life I guess. There’s some recap...
not special anymore in 2019
2:07pm I know it might sound weird but taking a shower has been pretty dang depressing these days. There is just so.much.hair falling out every time I run my fingers through it. Not just in the s...
