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16:07 The days are going by fast and slow all at the same time. Work is starting to normalize back to our regular schedule. I’m hoping that means that I’ll be able to take this Sunday off. But I ...
hearts and mind in 2022
12:59 Life hasn’t been that great lately. Honestly my physical health has really gone downhill over the last month. I don’t even know what to try any more. I’m using the cane, but it seems to be ...
small steps in 2022
13:31 Well after my three hour long tech support issue on Saturday, I ended up sending a long e-mail with every detail about what had transpired. I received a response right away about looking in...
making it right in 2022
11:04am Another weekend at work. Luckily I don’t have to work Sundays yet! Though that’s not far off. As part of my “let’s make things right” plan I finally started my daily gratitude journal aga...
and it was me and you in 2022
Just wanted to type up a little story I mentioned in my previous entry. These are the moments I should be jotting down and remembering! So, we hosted a couple of EC’s friends on Saturday at the h...
13:16 Well I thought I had started out pretty decently at that whole NoJoMo thing, but it’s now January and I haven’t written in a month and a half. shrug Oops. 2021 is officially the lowest entr...
17:03 I guess I haven’t complained about the early sunset yet so here I am complaining. It’s throwing off my whole rhythm. I’m pretty much ready for bed. Instead I figure I’ll make a quick entry ...
decent dinner in 2021
23:20 Wow, I didn’t realize how late it is. Time flew by this evening. My plan for today’s entry was going to be a deep dive into all.the.thoughts, but I ended up having to go to the office. A cl...
going too far in 2021
12:25 I am currently sitting at home alone. Perhaps this will spark more writing time. We’ll see. I know I didn’t finish writing yesterday. It’s hard to muster up the energy at the end of the day...
16:16 I know, I know. I missed a few days. I kinda figured the weekends wouldn’t be very productive for writing so that’s ok. I tried to write yesterday but was too tired in the evening to concen...
good answers in 2021
22:26 I don’t really feel much like writing tonight, but I said I would give this a try so here I am. It doesn’t always have to be the most dramatic story, right? My appointment with the orthoped...
to nojomo or just no in 2021
17:37 I had totally forgotten all about NoJoMo until I hopped on here and started seeing all the entries from everyone. I used to participate in this every single November and then some where alo...
11:18am Don’t tell my boss, but I’m actually in the middle of attending a virtual convention right now. I’m mostly paying attention. It’s not really specified to our group any more so there is a ...
sports jabs in 2021
14:46 I am currently sitting at work, which used to be my default writing time, but the last year/two has been weird around here [and every where] and I’ve also taken on more responsibility with ...
around again in 2021
12:22 I was going to call this Day 1 of what will hopefully turn into a new routine, but honestly I am not sure how many times I’ll have to restart that day. I pull up this page over and over an...
chopping the block in 2021
12:01am I am still alive. I am trying desperately to convince myself that I need to write more. I know it will be good for me, but I have yet to find that motivation. I am hoping this will help s...
ebb and flow in 2021
11:04am Well apparently I had an old entry sitting in here unfinished from Valentine’s Day. Oops. I guess I should go back and finish that. It was a wonderful day and it would be nice to save the...
send me a man that cooks, I prayed in 2021
3:19pm Here I am, sitting at work again. Unfortunately I’m stuck in my mask at the moment because we have a client. She’s a family friend so of course she gets special treatment and gets to stay ...
continued quarantine in 2021
3:05pm Well, we are finally getting rain around here. We haven’t had more than a sprinkle all season, but it has now been raining non-stop since last night. Like it hasn’t even slowed down to a d...
1.19.21 2:38pm I have been having the worst sleep lately. I am almost certain that 97.9% of it is due to that terribly deep ache inside my thigh/hip and probably also the inflammation causing my ...
3:27pm Well, here we go again. I’m a little late but it’s still January so it’s all good. I’m not going to make any promises to write more, although it would definitely benefit me, because I am j...
it all makes sense in 2020
Dec. 11 11:49pm I need to write more. I have said that pretty much on every entry this year. I just can’t seem to build the habit. The only habit I’ve built is drinking every night so that I can ...
Just trying in 2020
It’s after 2 o’clock in the morning and I have no idea what I’m doing here, but hello. I’m so over this year. I mean, probably like everyone else, I’m optimistic that the new year will bring bett...
calling all sleeps in 2020
6:35pm Well look at this; two days in a row. I’m going to try to put some real effort here, but we’ll see. Honestly my motivation for just about anything right now is super low. It’s so hard to g...
feel some change in the weather in 2020
9:18pm It’s interesting how when I need some thing the most, I tend to also avoid it the most. Apparently my thing this year is to update about once a month. The problem is that I should be writi...