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16:16 I know, I know. I missed a few days. I kinda figured the weekends wouldn’t be very productive for writing so that’s ok. I tried to write yesterday but was too tired in the evening to concen...
good answers in 2021
22:26 I don’t really feel much like writing tonight, but I said I would give this a try so here I am. It doesn’t always have to be the most dramatic story, right? My appointment with the orthoped...
to nojomo or just no in 2021
17:37 I had totally forgotten all about NoJoMo until I hopped on here and started seeing all the entries from everyone. I used to participate in this every single November and then some where alo...
11:18am Don’t tell my boss, but I’m actually in the middle of attending a virtual convention right now. I’m mostly paying attention. It’s not really specified to our group any more so there is a ...
sports jabs in 2021
14:46 I am currently sitting at work, which used to be my default writing time, but the last year/two has been weird around here [and every where] and I’ve also taken on more responsibility with ...
around again in 2021
12:22 I was going to call this Day 1 of what will hopefully turn into a new routine, but honestly I am not sure how many times I’ll have to restart that day. I pull up this page over and over an...
chopping the block in 2021
12:01am I am still alive. I am trying desperately to convince myself that I need to write more. I know it will be good for me, but I have yet to find that motivation. I am hoping this will help s...
ebb and flow in 2021
11:04am Well apparently I had an old entry sitting in here unfinished from Valentine’s Day. Oops. I guess I should go back and finish that. It was a wonderful day and it would be nice to save the...
send me a man that cooks, I prayed in 2021
3:19pm Here I am, sitting at work again. Unfortunately I’m stuck in my mask at the moment because we have a client. She’s a family friend so of course she gets special treatment and gets to stay ...
continued quarantine in 2021
3:05pm Well, we are finally getting rain around here. We haven’t had more than a sprinkle all season, but it has now been raining non-stop since last night. Like it hasn’t even slowed down to a d...
1.19.21 2:38pm I have been having the worst sleep lately. I am almost certain that 97.9% of it is due to that terribly deep ache inside my thigh/hip and probably also the inflammation causing my ...
3:27pm Well, here we go again. I’m a little late but it’s still January so it’s all good. I’m not going to make any promises to write more, although it would definitely benefit me, because I am j...
it all makes sense in 2020
Dec. 11 11:49pm I need to write more. I have said that pretty much on every entry this year. I just can’t seem to build the habit. The only habit I’ve built is drinking every night so that I can ...
Just trying in 2020
It’s after 2 o’clock in the morning and I have no idea what I’m doing here, but hello. I’m so over this year. I mean, probably like everyone else, I’m optimistic that the new year will bring bett...
calling all sleeps in 2020
6:35pm Well look at this; two days in a row. I’m going to try to put some real effort here, but we’ll see. Honestly my motivation for just about anything right now is super low. It’s so hard to g...
feel some change in the weather in 2020
9:18pm It’s interesting how when I need some thing the most, I tend to also avoid it the most. Apparently my thing this year is to update about once a month. The problem is that I should be writi...
fiery heat waves in 2020
3:03pm I am currently sitting in my darkened dining room listening to music and pondering why I don’t ever seem to make the time to come in here to update. The room is dark for a couple reasons. ...
July 8, 2020 12:45pm Well this is definitely shaping up to be the year where I hardly update anything. I don’t think I’ve ever had such a low entry count. I guess it’s a combination of things inc...
the dream departure in 2020
Alright, well it’s been almost a month and I have yet to even attempt to finish this entry. I was going to let it go but I feel like it’s something I really need to do. Like my mind won’t be comp...
coolers and corona in 2020
9:06pm I had an entry started in here from a couple days ago. I honestly thought I was going to finish it the other night, but never got around to it. Kinda funny it worked out that way because t...
We're almost there in 2020
5:37pm Well, I’m at work on my laptop and I figured if I started this now I might actually have the motivation to finish it once I get home. I’ve been trying, but really all that has amounted to ...
sweet nothings in 2020
11:56pm I wish I had more time to come in here and update. I wish I made more time to come in here to update. I just had this super sweet weekend with EC and I want to document it all but I’m no...
say all the things in 2020
3/25/2020 4:01pm Ok, let’s try this again. I’ve started at least a half dozen entries and not posted a single one of them. Apparently the last time I posted was 5 weeks ago and wow so much has ha...
Spontaneity in 2020
10:51am Well it definitely got a lot busier in here than I expected. It hasn’t really slowed down like it normally does after the 15th. I’ve had so much to say lately and no time to really put it...
4:35pm Well yeah, I’m definitely not going to be writing as much as I thought I would. I happened to see the entry counts over the last few years and it’s funny how my best years have the least e...