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September 11, 2022

not on fb. in 2022.

So. I haven’t been on fb in almost a month last time was Aug. 18th, or so. bc really. I’ve been resting and part of that means. not going on fb. I. Idinno my body might be ok doesn’t mean my bra...


So yesterday. I had an appt. w/ Dr. Jones I like her so far. She’s from Chicago. I didn’t have much med testing done. But. Idinno the main dr. I had dr. F sorry if I’ve mentioned this. She starte...


September 01, 2022

I don't know. in 2022.

So. Last wk. While on the bus I well I drifted off for a few mins. as I do and then woke up in pain. my hips. Thing is. Being that I was of course asleep I. I really don’t know if we were t-boned...


So. I had a dream about my abusive ex the other day [yeah I know. ‘go get help’] yeah. not helpful. So in the um the dream. I’d met him outside the airport suitcase in hand. He had one as well. T...


September 01, 2022

I'm fine. [are you? no] in 2022.

btw. This won’t allow for comments bc again. Some people on here are jerks. So. I haven’t fully processed the accident. I broke my neck, back, pelvis, hips, ribs. Sprained my wrist, elbow, tore m...


August 25, 2022

I'm fine. [are you? no] in 2022.

btw. This won’t allow for comments bc again. Some people on here are jerks. So. I haven’t fully processed the accident. I broke my neck, back, pelvis, hips, ribs. Sprained my wrist, elbow, tore m...


August 20, 2022

So. It was my birthday wed. in 2022.

Right so. It was my birthday Wed. I’m. no longer 34 um it was nice. my mom picked me up we went and got cupcakes at whole foods then. had a nice time at Starbucks enjoying our bev. She got a vani...


again. This entry won’t allow for comments cause, well. Some people are jerks. Ok so. Apparently when I was in the accident on July 21st I also got a TBI. and I have a skull fracture. and a sprai...


August 10, 2022

Head injury. in 2022.

Btw. I’m not accepting comments bc the one I got on my last entry was unkind so. The following, btw. Starts w/ me directing how I’m feeling and then, I hope. Goes into me talking about how I feel...


So. I deleted an unkind comment on my last entry, cause, ya know what? I don’t need that. I won’t say what it was. Or who left the note. Just. This isn’t the place. To the noter who did, leave th...


August 08, 2022

The accident. in 2022.

I was in a bus accident about 3 wks. ago. We got rear-ended. It wasn’t the bus driver’s fault.


yeah. So I have 21 fractures since the accident. [I’m sorry, what? but if you didn’t get checked out then. which. no, no I didn’t. don’t challenge me or ask questions.]. which. I’ve not yet told ...


So I. was in a vehicle [as I was on the bus] accident about 2.5 wks. ago. We got rear-ended. It wasn’t the bus driver’s fault. I’ve a SCI, dislocated/bruised ribs, hip/pelvic pain. It happened Ju...


so. right like i said i was in the ER twice last wk. first on thurs. bc i thought it was a kidney problem. and. the ct scan didn’t find anything there. second. on sat. bc i thought i had appendic...


August 01, 2022

Hypotonia. in 2022.

so I have this thing called ‘hypotonia’ I’ve had it my whole life. It basically means low muscle tone. It’s why I have trouble gripping things. I’ve never talked about it which is why some might ...


July 31, 2022

Um. ER twice. in 2022.

btw. I’m still processing and everything so. And please no questions right now. Or advice [well wishes are ok.]. So. I was in the ER twice last week. first, was Thurs. night 🌙 w/ what I thought [...


so yeah. it was a thunderclap but. the cause isn’t as bad as i thought. the cause. is a burst blood vessel in my brain which. obvi isn’t good. so. going to take untill sun. [as it’s mon.] to reco...


July 10, 2022

what the hell was that? in 2022.

so. 5 hrs. ago as it’s no wait make that 5. no ok i said that sorry. um. anyway at 6 p.m. as it’s now 11 p.m. here. i had this severe. and i mean severe my god. pain in the bone of/by my. ..........


so y’all remember that infected toenail i had on my left foot, the big toe? well. it fell off on um sun. i think. and. now there’s some pain and bleeding. i’ve put a band aid or two over it. well...


So it’s been almost 48 hrs. since i had a migraine. yeah it was sun. 3 a.m. omygod. i took some ibuprofen but that didn’t help. so then i went to sleep which. helped. i mean it wasn’t severe pain...


my mistake. so apparently jessica is. available for a visit where i saw her in lowry, but her message wasn’t clear. and it’s not just me my mom wasn’t. it was confusing to my mom as well, initial...


June 22, 2022

so apparently. in 2022.

Jessica, the lady I saw mon., has my med records from Rose from April. . . yeah which I didn’t authorize or sign off for Rose to electronically send over but they, a staff member at uchealth has ...


So the lady who I saw Mon., Jessica who I really liked. well I just got the news a couple hrs. ago via message on the patient portal that apparently. She’s moving to a new clinic which is sad bc,...


June 22, 2022

heat exhaustion. and PFD. in 2022.

so. I had heat exhaustion last wk. I’m better now. I’ll put more details when ready. probably. PFD or, pelvic floor dysfunction which I have. Basically. It means my um. pelvic floor doesn’t work ...


So. I changed my name on here again bc. I was re-reading some entries and I remembered. That I wanted to change it to ‘nothispenelope’, or NHP. so it was ‘misslovely’ > ‘penelope’ > now. ‘n...


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