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so on sun. the 17th i. did my laundry. as usual. mon. - wed. i didn’t do anything. thurs. i went to my mom’s. um. i. we had lunch at her house then i went out. oh yeah i went to starbucks. fri. w...

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so. for those of you who don’t know. which is most people. in fact i think all. who follow my blog. i um. and i’m not proud of this. but i used to shoplift. key word/s: used to. i haven’t done it...

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so. my dentist died. it’s ok no one has to say anything about it. no in fact please don’t. give me sympathy. i don’t like it to begin w/. sorry.............i know that sounds callous. but i’m one...

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and you’re welcome, so. i mentioned. recently that um. the lady at starbucks. was a bitch to me. by. not acknowledging the fact. that i did the right thing by. explaining to her why, i wasn’t wea...

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so for those who don’t know. a little over. no actually it’s been almost 6 cause i left in sept. anyway. almost 6 yrs. ago. i got kicked out of stephanie’s. my last night there. she threatened me...

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nothing happened. no this is about the concept of. i don’t. like guns i don’t know. if i’ve ever talked about that during my time here. yeah so last wk. or maybe it was 2 wks. ago? yeah it was ca...

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so. there is a show. [well. there are many shows. it’s true there are many shows.]. also this has nothing to do w/ me bitching. or being negative. um anyway. there is a show w/ cate blanchett and...

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and. before anyone says anything. don’t tell me why. if i want to know. i’ll ask. sorry but telling me why before i ask. is just taking that opportunity away from me. anyway. so about a couple yr...

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firstoff i hate. when people use the wrong words for things. like when they call carts ‘baskets’. um no. or when they call clothing ‘wardrobe’. um no. a ‘wardrobe’ is a furniture piece. like in n...

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no actually do. so this guy. josh who i know from boarding school. well i recently added him on fb. and i. recently wished him happy bday and asked how it went. his bday’s in feb. yeah i know. ye...

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right so. the pearl ring. i think my sister has it at her place. which. it’s her ring so. oh so. apparently. she’d been smoking pot for a long time. and she got a job. i don’t want anyone to say ...

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the bird flies but it will always return to the earth - proverb yeah ya know. i’ve had a lot going on, w/ this whole my-sister-trust-or lack-thereof-thing. but. i think. that the bird, as it wer...

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well. again she’s my great aunt as she’s technically my mom’s aunt. yeah so like i said i saw her recently. as she stopped by my mom’s. i really like her my.............my great aunt jean. she’s ...

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no this isn’t about evan. although the last time i wrote an entry like this. it was. so. also i don’t like when people use the word ‘try’. cause they either do or don’t or start to. like there’s ...

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so. i saw a shooting star the other night. pretty sure that’s what it was. well. after, i looked it up online and saw photos..........confirming........yep. it was this bright white flash. i have...

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so. on sun. the 10th. i. did my laundry. mon. - wed. i. didn’t do anything. as usual. um on thurs. i was at my mom’s. oh yeah that’s the day my sister came w/ my mom. to pick me up. my mom i had ...

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[well. i won’t really give anyone a chance to guess.]. anyway. so a couple wks. ago my ex girlfriend. or w/e the hell we were. accepted my fb friend request. lindsey. and it was. extremely flatte...

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thank god. cause i did not like laura. when i first met her she was ok. but then she got involved w/ the whole evan/me running away. thing so. [oh yeah when i was uh. 26 i ran away from the place...

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so last wk. my goal. was to not argue w/ her. my sister which i didn’t. i’m not going to fight or argue w/ her. that implies a relationship and getting close which. no and opening up. it’s weird....

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so. last wk. on thurs. when my mom came to pick me up. my sister was also in the car. which i did not know untill. on that morning my mom told me. and i’m just like ‘oh’. like well fuk. i know. i...

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is that. my sister didn’t even do it. for me. [although that would’ve also bothered me. a great deal bc. again i resent being protected.]. no it just. she. was only thinking of herself, at the ti...

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well. it’s her loss. my sister’s. in the last 8 or so yrs. - actually a little over - she’s missed out on getting to know someone who’s. well. she’s missed out on getting to know me. and for thos...

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so. the second time my sister was addicted to drugs which was in her early to mid 20’s. she. was addicted to vicodin. alrite. so growing up i just. required more attention then she did through no...

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so. i’ve mentioned the pearl ring before. well. my sister left her pearl ring at my mom’s. and at first i thought ‘oh i should say something’ but then i’m like. no. after all. the reason my mom b...

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it’s sad. it is really sad. that now bc i felt. my sister drove a wedge between us 8 yrs. ago. we. don’t have much of a relationship. no and i played a part too. i’m not saying it was entirely he...

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