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yesterday was cold i remember that. yesterday was really cold actually. and it wasn’t just me it was really damn cold. oh yeah. so........like i said it was cold. and i was getting so. later ...


yes. in the dream i was contemplating actually doing it. I was w/ this group of people. and we were in this big house. thing and one of them had somehow found out i was contemplating it and they...


actually no. i don’t have love on the brain. cause i’m not in it. [although now i do cause that song was mentioned.]. med stuff. [cause. what else?] um ok. so. i think. and i’m not entirely clea...


well. i know i got a head injury Mon., obviously. it’s been. a little over 48 hrs. since almost.........um.........52. [that’s 2 days and 4 hrs.]. but i’m not sure. if in conjunction [meaning. in...


you know. my mom’s dog. [actually for those of you who’ve never met/seen him. you don’t know. other then my having um. blogged about him.]. anyway he is. um not w/ us anymore happened back in.......


2 days ago

i got my period. in 2017

I got my period um yesterday. damnit i was hoping to go a whole month w/o. it’s not been great this time. um.


wow i’m behind. on the 11th which was sun. i did my laundry. pretty sure. oh yeah that was the day my grandfather......... on mon. valerie came. we did the usual. tues. i. i went out i went to th...


this is from earlier. actually this is from yesterday: ‘a little over 3 hrs. ago. no wait make that 4. currently 5:50 a.m. atm. 5?, hrs. damnit. cause math. um. i’m nauseous. and in pain. my occi...


this is from earlier: ‘yeah about 2 hrs. ago. [3:40 a.m. atm.]. um. so i’d opened the. 2nd from the bottom, drawer of one of my dressers. i was in a hurry/angry/put out. [and therefore in a hurry...


3 days ago

meetings. cops. in 2017

so on the 8th. of March there’s going to be another. big meeting. March 8th. and one of the things that’s apparently going to be brought up at the meeting is the encounter w/ the cops. actually.....


so a few yrs. ago [well it’s been more then a few it’s been at least 10] when i was in college i had a dream about an abortion. and pregnancy. but. one part of it. well i don’t think it was a dre...


yeah last night/yesterday. that was weird. it was weird. i’ve never been pregnant in my life. and apparently i had to have/was going to have an abortion. and i really didn’t want to. and i had 2 ...


4 days ago

been 5 wks. in 2017

it’s been. 5 wks. since i sustained the concussion. /1 month. 1 wk.


4 days ago

the trash thing. in 2017

this is from earlier today: ‘vague on purpose. um. anyway. So apparently. When I was at my mom’s the lady went into my closet and took something out. [i won’t put what. but by the title of this e...


4 days ago

been 6 months. in 2017

well actually a little over. yes. it’s been a little over 6 months since i last had a drink.


this is from earlier: ‘so at some point earlier I emailed NE guy and. told him that I’d had an ED since i was 13 and the longest i’ve gone in recovery has been a month and that was some time ago,...


4 days ago

symptoms. *TMI in 2017

this is from yesterday: ‘so i’m still having digestive issues. i don’t have this, particular digestive issue a lot. it’s so embarassing. i feel like i’m 10. it’s apparently pretty common. i’ve be...


this is from Thurs.: ‘omygod i found him. well ok i found him online. not the rapist from when i was 17 the ‘friend’. we were all in the van........i was 17........he was at least 32. nothing act...


this is again from Thurs.: ‘yeah um last wk. last thurs. actually. it was weird not the dinner itself or the food but. it was the day after i’d attempted SU so. they don’t know. ‘[they’ being my ...


5 days ago

sleep. in 2017

this is again from Thurs.: ‘i love sleep. but the past few nights/mornings [and by mornings i mean when it’s [still] dark [out] ] other then this one [2:10 a.m. atm] [it’s thurs. here] i’ve falle...


this is from Thurs. again: ‘so the service hasn’t happened yet. for my grandfather. it’s going to be the 25th Sun. i’m not sure what time. um the last time i saw him was xmas eve. it was i don’t ...


this is from Thurs.: ‘so yesterday we had a fire drill. as well as a safety drill. one of the questions she asked me was ‘what would you do if you were assaulted?’. like sexually or? yeah...... ...


this is from Thurs.: ‘so. i didn’t write yesterday as it was a holiday. my symptoms. [TBI]. i’m having that weird body temp. thing again. and digestive issues [i won’t detail it’s TMI]/lady prob...


again. this is from Tues.: ‘[it makes sense that. i would say ‘stick to the script’ as i’m a leo. i’m also. really into astrology. anyway.]. another one of those. ‘not a real problem’ problem. th...


5 days ago

yesterday mentoring in 2017

this is from Tues.: ‘my mentor doesn’t actually mentor, me a whole lot since there’s not much i require assistance w/. honestly the main reason i meet w/ her is cause i get money to do so. [well ...


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