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firstoff i hate. when people use the wrong words for things. like when they call carts ‘baskets’. um no. or when they call clothing ‘wardrobe’. um no. a ‘wardrobe’ is a furniture piece. like in n...


no actually do. so this guy. josh who i know from boarding school. well i recently added him on fb. and i. recently wished him happy bday and asked how it went. his bday’s in feb. yeah i know. ye...


right so. the pearl ring. i think my sister has it at her place. which. it’s her ring so. oh so. apparently. she’d been smoking pot for a long time. and she got a job. i don’t want anyone to say ...


the bird flies but it will always return to the earth - proverb yeah ya know. i’ve had a lot going on, w/ this whole my-sister-trust-or lack-thereof-thing. but. i think. that the bird, as it wer...


well. again she’s my great aunt as she’s technically my mom’s aunt. yeah so like i said i saw her recently. as she stopped by my mom’s. i really like her my.............my great aunt jean. she’s ...


no this isn’t about evan. although the last time i wrote an entry like this. it was. so. also i don’t like when people use the word ‘try’. cause they either do or don’t or start to. like there’s ...


so. i saw a shooting star the other night. pretty sure that’s what it was. well. after, i looked it up online and saw photos..........confirming........yep. it was this bright white flash. i have...


so. on sun. the 10th. i. did my laundry. mon. - wed. i. didn’t do anything. as usual. um on thurs. i was at my mom’s. oh yeah that’s the day my sister came w/ my mom. to pick me up. my mom i had ...


[well. i won’t really give anyone a chance to guess.]. anyway. so a couple wks. ago my ex girlfriend. or w/e the hell we were. accepted my fb friend request. lindsey. and it was. extremely flatte...


thank god. cause i did not like laura. when i first met her she was ok. but then she got involved w/ the whole evan/me running away. thing so. [oh yeah when i was uh. 26 i ran away from the place...


so last wk. my goal. was to not argue w/ her. my sister which i didn’t. i’m not going to fight or argue w/ her. that implies a relationship and getting close which. no and opening up. it’s weird....


so. last wk. on thurs. when my mom came to pick me up. my sister was also in the car. which i did not know untill. on that morning my mom told me. and i’m just like ‘oh’. like well fuk. i know. i...


is that. my sister didn’t even do it. for me. [although that would’ve also bothered me. a great deal bc. again i resent being protected.]. no it just. she. was only thinking of herself, at the ti...


well. it’s her loss. my sister’s. in the last 8 or so yrs. - actually a little over - she’s missed out on getting to know someone who’s. well. she’s missed out on getting to know me. and for thos...


so. the second time my sister was addicted to drugs which was in her early to mid 20’s. she. was addicted to vicodin. alrite. so growing up i just. required more attention then she did through no...


so. i’ve mentioned the pearl ring before. well. my sister left her pearl ring at my mom’s. and at first i thought ‘oh i should say something’ but then i’m like. no. after all. the reason my mom b...


it’s sad. it is really sad. that now bc i felt. my sister drove a wedge between us 8 yrs. ago. we. don’t have much of a relationship. no and i played a part too. i’m not saying it was entirely he...


and not ‘you’ personally the person reading this. anyone. my sister. i felt. violated my privacy by. mentioning the thing between me my ex. when he threatened me. regardless of how. she found out...


i like that movie. anyway. it’s more complicated then. just ‘oh this store clerk was impolite to me’ or ‘oh i had a problem w/ this. wait staff member at this establishment’ cause. in those 2 exa...


so. a wk. ago when. my sister was over at my parents’. she either said ‘no one did anything about it’ or ‘no one was there for me’.............no actually. i know she said the second one. and tha...


ya know...........just bc i love. [and i do.]. my sister. doesn’t mean i have to let her in. ever [although ‘ever’ is a long time. it is. a long time.]. like sure. we can all play physical games ...


well fuk. i can’t sleep. [well have you made an effort to? yes. not much but yes.]. although. it’s not that unusual for me to be up for 10, 12+ hrs. so. and it’s now been. 11 hrs. i woke up at um...


on sun. the 3rd i. did my laundry as usual. mon. - wed. i. didn’t do anything. thurs. i um. went to my mom’s via her. we had lunch at her place then um. i went out. my sister came by that day. oh...


so. [and this has nothing to do w/ the dream btw.]. anyway. i used to have this beautiful faded sapphire ring. that my dad gave to me. he’d found it under his mom’s my grandmother’s place. er hou...


so. is this, the right decision for me? to not trust my sister? no for me personally not anyone else. i think...........no not ‘i think’. no yeah. yeah it is. [and it’d be fine if it wasn’t but y...


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