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so. i had an entire entry typed up about. my wk. the past wk. but then. when i went to save it...........pb went to the log in pg. so. and i don’t like repeating myself. um. i’ve calmed down a bi...


so evidently. what happened back in may 2013 was drug poisoning. which makes sense why i was crying. i’m not someone who cries a lot, if i’m in pain so...........also i think i was just. really c...


not quite. tom. it’ll be since here it’s the 2nd. um. it’s been almost 7 yrs. since i overdosed. od’d on wine and pills. benadryl. and lately..........i’ve been thinking about evan a lot mainly c...


so on the 12th. i did my laundry. mon. - wed. i. didn’t do anything. thurs. i went to my mom’s. via my mom oh yeah i went to starbucks that day. fri. i was at my mom’s. we had panera. no not went...


i somewhat forgot where i left off. right. so. i asked my mom. and. she also thinks my paternal grandmother was an alcoholic. i might’ve mentioned this prior sometime during my time on here. like...


which is a weird expression. but i actually kindof like it and am getting used to it. um. this. has to do w/ the stupid virus thingy. so a little over 2 wks. ago i’d heard. from my mom that when ...


no not me. well. now that easter’s over. ya know..........i’m not a big easter person. i’m not religious and don’t have kids so. nor do i want them or am around them a whole lot. i still think. a...


first. some backround info: my late paternal grandmother d. 4, 5 yrs. ago come oct. for those who don’t know. [and if you didn’t then. wow. not like i’m one to talk about not paying attention cau...


so. i didn’t blog about my wk. last wk. bc well it was a holiday. it was april fool’s day actually. i’m not a prankster. um anyway. so sun. the 29th i. did my laundry. mon. - wed. i. didn’t do an...


so. this might be hard. for some reading this to. digest hell it’s hard for me even though. i don’t know any of the details. well i am of. british descent mom’s side. and way back when in the 160...


so. as i’ve probably mentioned. i’m not of portugese or greek descent. sorry. to have mislead people. no that was ancestry. com’s fault. i thought i was and then. on the website that changed acc...


actually i’ve already written about shampoo so. so. i think. that i might actually be allergic to medical tape er well standard, medical tape. which of course i bought, at the dollar store. the w...


Patti she’s a housemate of mine i’ve mentioned her before. she is low functioning. she doesn’t talk to people she talks at them cause she’s not able to actually hold a conversation. anyway so due...


so apparently. Support the co. that Naya and the lady work for. is closed. which means. a. i don’t have to feel bad about cancelling another house meeting when. there hasn’t been another one sche...


so this was something. that was going to happen a month or 2 ago. but then didn’t. [like i’ve said i’m behind. i’ve just not stated that recently.]. well so a month or 2 ago. my sister was going....


so at whole foods uh yesterday. they were wiping the baskets down for, the customers. i didn’t get a basket. [actually no the only reason i was there was to get chai so.]. but they’re assuming. e...


so. my mom showed me the email from my. that my psych. had sent her. [again. for the 3rd time. i see a psychologist and they’re not the meds people.]. and for some reason. i misunderstood and tho...


um so on sun. the 8th i. did i do my laundry? wait when was DST? ok so that was. on sun. which. no i didn’t do my laundry. so bc. i wake up 40 mins. after i was meant to have started. it and. no ...


or, as i’ve taken to calling it, the stupid virus thingy/the virus thingy. well. i won’t get it. [how do you know? well. i don’t.]. no but a. i’m not a senior citizen and 2. i’m not social like. ...


so on the 1st which was sun. i did my laundry. i think. mon. tues. i. didn’t do anything. right mon. was when my comp. went all cattywampus. and wouldn’t work. but luckily i had one at my mom’s w...


[and blogging is a way to get that?] yeah..........bc that makes so much sense. no um. so i talked to Mark about why exactly i’ve been so depressed lately. i love the guy he’s awesome. and he. he...


so. i didn’t explain this. which. i’m going to. the semicolon thing is a um. symbol for mental health [in the u.s. at least] that’s been around for the past couple - few yrs. it means: your life ...


that’s exactly how it feels. bc everyone knows what it’s like to be really tired. how do you get your soul to go to sleep? [well. not actually to sleep] i don’t. know. it’s not an actual question...


oh yeah. no i do know. holy fuk my depression has returned. i’m tired which makes me irritable bc i’m dealing w/ this big thing. it’s like the potato thing all over again. [i actually will explai...


no i mean cause my friend died back in jan. like the people who know about it. online. [cause no one offline knows about it. that he died.]. or at least to offer. and by ‘food’ i mean...........l...


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