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‘Walking Through A Fog
I’m walking through a fog
I can hardly hear you
I need to surface. ‘
‘ ‘For the past 5 solid weeks. I’ve eaten. I mean, I have made a consciouos effort to eat at least 2 meals a day. For the first tiime in my entire life. The 2 other goals are to get me to eat mor...
‘So um I’ve slipped back into a relapse. Again. Bc of this whole. not seeing him thing. Bc I haven’t felt loved.
Which, you know is really stupid. It’s not that it’s not understandable as it is. ...
‘yes this again.
I’ve relapsed. For the 1st day or 2 of my period I’m really not hungry. But I was relapsing even before that. I didn’t eat for 2 days. And he’s trrying to figure out why. or, he ...
‘Currently: 4:50 a.m
Currently Spinning: Heroin Diaries
i’m hot, tired as hell and a bit hungover. again. I had 4 malibus at the bar last night. yeah......i know. i know. And then cut myself off....
and. popsicles, incense & smoothies. & fevers warmth reactions.
Currently: 10:50 p.m.
I’m finally starting to see how sick I’ve gotten. fro...
‘well. more of the symptoms are presenting themselves 3 more.
8........er, ‘8’. wow...........and that has nothing to do w/ this entry. [i’m blazed right now]..............wow.just.wow.
‘’this morning being yesterday a.m. v. early.
*Lou’s wife being Sara
‘so. i’m confused. i’m in recovery again.
This morning when James had pizza he handed some to me and was like ‘here. eat’. The...
‘ ‘ugh. i’m so tired to-day. so foggytired. [i realise that’s redundant]. i was walking back from the store and everything.........everything was far away. i didn’t connect. i couldn’t feel anyth...